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Hollow dreams, broken memories, silenced cries for help…
my skin is cold, my lips dry, my mind draws blanks over and over again.
I lay there beneath the light of the stars and the moon.
I gaze beyond the darkness waiting, waiting, just waiting for someone to realize that I’m here dying.
I want someone to help me, to hold me and rock me to sleep with the sweetest dreams that I could ever have.
I pray to God to let me die, let me go free from this imprisoned body of mine, this hell that has been here for far too long.
I lay in anguish that fills me with an ocean of tears that slowly stain my cold cheeks with warmth of a lost love.
I cry out “HELP ME PLEASE!” can’t anyone see how much I need someone there to help me before I vanish into nothing,
nothing but stricken mistakes, regrets, and anger that have no reason but to eat away at my happiness and leave me in pure despair.
What’s wrong with him what’s wrong with me? I feel empty with no purpose but how could I when I shouldn’t…
he wasn’t there for me ever…yet I still want him here, to hold me, to kiss me, to tell me he loves me with all his heart,
to tell me he wants no one but me and only me, to marry me, to say I will never forget the day I met you was the best day of my life…
but where has that all gone? Has it been forgotten? What was my purpose in life other than to love him and only him? Why can’t I move on???????

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