I wanted to be with you…
It’s too good to be true.
So here I lay awake,
My life to take,
So very alone,
Not going to postpone,
My heart will bleed no more,
You fucking whore.
All I wanted was you,
You were too good to be true.
Now I lay on the floor,
My blood starting to pour.
A justified, Heartfelt suicide.

Everyday I scream and shout,
To find my way out,
But no one hears me,
So I am left to be.
I cry silent tears,
So no one hears,
They are blind to see,
The real me.
No one can tell,
And puts me through hell,
I put on the mask,
And get on with the task.
In my skin, I feel the blade,
As the pain begins to fade.
As the blood oozes out,
I scream and shout.
I am torn inside,
With the thoughts of suicide,
The only thing crossing my mind,
But what will I find?
I reach out for help,
But all I can do is yelp.
I wasn’t meant to be,
So go on, say goodbye to me.
No one understands,
As I fall flat on my hands,
Tears streaming down my face
As I have lost the race.

Have you eva had the feeling
that your whole heart was revealing
any way someone could hurt you
break your heart and emotionally desert you
have you ever wondered why
and for no reason started to cry
have you ever felt theres something you lack
the reason he never looked back
if you’ve eva had that feeling
that heart renching feeling
you will understand why suicide
is sometimes the path we decide

Im Standing on a Rock Surrounded by my black ocean
fear splashs and soaks my shoes
Pain swims by
death flys near me

Im scared
I fall into the darkness
Into my pain
I cannot breath

I cannot swim
I cannot run

I cannot hide
fear rush’s into me

Im Choking
Pain pulls me down
death dives in and blinds me
Suicidal thoughts eat me
death wants me
Hatred fills me
Pain bites me fear runs me, I feel hands on me
Suicide holds me, my friends pull for me
I let go and death owns me

The time is right
to say goodnight
to this world Ive come to fear
This place filled with pain heartache and tears
Ive tried so hard to give it a try
but still in my heart I just wanna die
I pull the razor out of my pocket
My soul cries keep going don’t stop it
I put the razor to my wrist
so I can end this dark abyiss
as blood trickles down my arm
Im happy to say Ive done my self harm
Endurance pumps through my vains
I feel the rush not the pain
I lay in my bed and away goes the high
I think to myself why me god why?
Why do I live my life in such pain
All these feelings are driving me insane
I think about it day and night
Maybe just maybe the time might be right!!!!

The feeling is numb, ever since this begun
Im filled with remorse for ever trying at all
From the highest floor of the building I will fall
I will kill this nothing, no one will see it coming
First I will speak up and cause a tirade
I will explain to them how my life has frayed
But I will let them know, that it’s all okay
Because once and for all, Im going away
I will end this heartache, this ill excuse for life
Down my arms and legs I will swipe
All my thoughts flowing out of me
I will surrender to death and you will plead

She sits in th corner
Pills cover the floor
She’s 15 years old and they call her a whore
they call her fat
they call her ugly
When she cries
they think its funny
they pushed her to the limit till one day she snapped
She took the bottle and opened the cap
she swallowed nine
hoping she’d die
Now her lifeless body lays on the floor
with a suicide note taped to the door
So think twice before you end up like her
and know that theres always something better in store!

The thought of suicide
Put the gun to my head
Put the knife to my neck
Put the pills to my mouth
The thought of suicide
Jump off a building no screaming
Put a plastic trash bag over my head
Yes thank you am done am gone am dead
The thought of suicide blows my mind
I wouldn’t do it if I was doin fine in this life of mine
But it comes a time and I know this is my time to die
The thought of suicide runs threw my vains exceeds thew my brain
The thought of suicide is in my mind

So close but so far away
Never wanted this anyway
If yesterday brings a better tomorrow
Im never gonna see today

My heart is broken
My scars split open
So this knife will be my god
And take me from this world

Take me from this world
Take me from this pain
Take me by the hand
Make it go away

Im leaving home
And if I never return
You don’t have to remember me

I laugh, joke and look as if Im having fun,
But inside Im crying.

I smile, chat and act crazy,
But inside Im crying.

I talk to you as if there is nothing wrong,
But inside Im crying.

I see you almost everyday but you have no idea how I feel,
And inside Im crying.

I don’t show how unhappy I fell,
And inside Im crying.

If a gang of lads were attacking me with bats,
You wouldn’t try to help,
You wouldn’t try to take care of me,
And you wouldn’t even care.

If a car hit me one day you wouldn’t be concerned.

If I died tomorrow you wouldn’t be crying,
You wouldn’t come to my funeral,
You wouldn’t at all dare.

If I committed suicide next week,
You probably wouldn’t even notice.
Even if I was on the front of a newspaper,
Splattered on the floor,
You wouldn’t flinch an eyelid
And Im sure you wouldn’t miss me at all.

If I was dead,
You might realise that you miss me.