I see you in the hallway I throw you a glare
but in my heart I really really care!
I make fun of your clothes I make fun of your shoes
but in my heart I wish I had you!
I act like you’re a freak, and I call you names
but deep in my heart I know we’re the same
I say I hate you but you don’t even know
all those words are just for show!
you will never know how I really feel, cause Im too scared to show it!
Im in love with you but you will never know it!
it’s a quiet secret, waiting to be freed
I say I don’t WANT anyone but its you that I NEED!!
I guess that I will have to get over you
cause if I don’t I know that Im screwed!
cause I bottle it all inside and its my true feelings that I hide!
Its not like you will expect me for who I appear to be!
but I wish that you knew my true identity!
I wish that you would expect me for who I really am

My heart’s beatin’ so
Still cannot explain to ya, though.
You’re sweeter than honey
You’re cuter than a bunny.
I cannot tell ya how much love there is in here
Can you hear?
My Love, Alex
This is so complex.
I wanna be your girl
I want you to be my man
I want to walk with you
Hand in Hand.
cannot tell if Im crazy for you
Or just Insane
Either way
I cannot explain.
Tell me, Alex, my secret love,
Tell Me
You Love Me-
Even if it’s just a Little.

I fell for you crazily
But I don’t want to tell.
It feels like
I don’t feel well.
My mind’s going out-of-whack
It wants you to know.
But I cannot tell
Besides, there’s no one to sell.
Unless you’d say
You wanna know.
Then
I might tell you today.

Seeking fun heart to heart
I fell underneath this part.
Knowing love is something hard
I try to remove it from my heart.
But for some reason I cannot
That’s not what my mind will want.
Because I soon realize there’s a chance
You may love me too.
When I talked to you
I thought I was stuck on glue.
Im beat up every day
I hate living this way.
Teased for who I love
Teased for my looks
My heart’s been caught
on sharp hooks.
But I get this feeling
You might love me too
It’s out of the blue
I can only hope
You love me too.
To Alex, my Secret Love

I knew you conquered me
when I was looking at your back or silhouette
love was suffered day and night
I was silent
didn’t say didn’t sing
I like the natural combination

However
what perhaps belongs to me
glided gently and quietly from my eyelash

One day people told me you fell in love
I didn’t say anything
couldn’t say anything

At late night, I cried and then smiled
I gave the deep blessing to the blowing wind
Ah
until now I still believe
the secret love is the deepest one