Velvet walls surround my sorrow
Wonders at the lack of tomorrow
A shattered memory of illumination
Tangled within it, constant information
Every inch is a confliction
But the stark reality is my addiction
Never once halt the retreat
The catalyst of your own defeat
Gaze toward the unknown
See destruction, all windblown
Find the star, the concious of your being
Take the time to remember what you’re seeing
Admit the wrong in how you think
Tie your ankles and make yourself sink
Forget the world, draw in on yourself
Put all your worries away on a shelf..
Let them build up, and burn, and seethe
Look within and embrace whats beneath
Why would you try closing this door
Kick it all out, tearing me to the floor
Turning my life into a misery
I find it hard to understand this mystery
Can’t you yet see the heart of me?
I can’t tell what’s fake from what’s real
I can’t identify what I suppose to feel
All this agony,
my ultimate fear
Desperately hoping to disappear
But you keep breaking me down
You’re the darkest enemy of your own.
If I could stand up and take all the outcoming blame
But I won’t bother myself knowing it’ll be the same
A heart born without a tagging sensational name
Will forever after non-changing senseless remain
So many dreams went on without any sacrifice
So many years kept in vanity living hell in paradise
No more fear,
Just don’t stay near
I can’t stand you here
Your storm is over, now its time for her sunrise
Time has come to taste the rage
Time has come to end your age
Prayer is just a gift from god,
For him to get to you.
No one can tell me god ain’t good,
I know it isn’t true!
He listens to me day and night,
Of every single day.
Just bow your head, open arms, and
Begin to pray.
I’ve been through so very much &
He still sticks around.
God is the only one that really listens to my sound.
I wonder why he put me here, I’ll even ask him that.
It doesn’t matter what you’ve done, he still will answer back!
I feel as if the end has begun.
There’s no time left to care.
Because what I want has never come.
I have nothing left to share.
What I thought was love,
Has turned into hate.
The feelings I had.
Will all disintegrate.
I have waited for
Someone to find me.
That never happened
There’s no one besides me.
They all tell me
God will save you.
If I ever see him
I’ll tell him, “F@*K YOU”
What I have been through
Nobody can see.
They tell me, I’ll get through it.
It’s not that easy.
This is one that
Will haunt me til death.
So I quit trying to forget
Because there is nothing that’s left.