Love is Lonely

I live in such shame, and drown in misery.
I’ve given all I can, that people don’t see.
I am a mistake, that one would not know.
When all of my pain, will never let me go.
The demons in my head, take over my soul.
I just give up, now they can take control.

My world is full of hate, not love.
It’s cold and dark, no light above.
It gets harder and harder every single day.
Nobody wants to live this way.
I should find a hole to crawl in.
Then nobody will ever see me again.
That would make it a better place.
Where nobody has to [......]

Love me, hate me, set me free
Show me what the world should be.
A place you don’t lose what you love.
Where happiness soars above.
One where joy is all around.
A place where lost ones all are found.
A world that’s colorful, bright and fun.
Not filled with darkness from everyone.
Where anything [......]

Welcome to my world,
where things are dark and cold.
every day is the same,
the perception just gets old.

nobody knows,
how it really feels this way.
they only go by,
what they hear or say.

once you live the life,
then your thoughts will change.
there is nothing there to feel,
its only filled with [......]

Nobody understands, the things I feel inside.
So I stay quiet to myself, or just run away and hide.

My world has become dark, and I never say a word.
Everybody looks at me, as if my voice was heard.

The world has become nothing, there’s no light ahead.
I feel as if I have not seen, [......]

Crying harder than ever before

My face is streaked in black

I don’t think I can hold on anymore

When theres nothing keeping me back

The tears are covering my page with stain

I’m covered in bruises and many a scratch mark

Blindly welcoming the pain

Sitting and crying alone in the dark

Wishing with a passion that I [......]

I walk alone,
along the streets at night.
just think to myself,
about all of my life.
mistakes that I’ve made,
or caused to be.
all the hurt people,
the tears that you’d see.
a bad habit is what I am,
one where you can’t say no.
I will make your life [......]

Something’s wrong
I’m unable to see
Used to be strong
But no more can be
Wishing to close my eye
For a minute or two
but since our last goodbye
I am not able to do

Insomnia
You’re consuming me
Insomnia
You’re stealing my dreams
Insomnia
Can’t just let go of me
Insomnia
Give me back [......]