My head at the moment is messed up,
I feel just to sit and cut up.
instead I choose to write,
so I can live to see the light.
I could just curl up and die,
but i’d rather sit and cry.
I know everyone has stress,
I just feel my life’s one big mess.
under all the pain,
I know someone, somewere’s going through the same.
If there wasn’t such sick people in this world,
my head wouldn’t be in whirls.
I know you have to get on,
Im just thinking why Im the one.
now I realise I wasn’t in the wrong,
I’ll get my head together and be strong..
so I’ll live through the light,
and get to see the fright.
Darkness is all I can see
Nothingness inside of me
In my dreams the sun never shines
All there is straight lines
No one listens when I cry
I can’t show my feelings so I lie
All I see is nightmares
but nobody cares
tears run down my face
everything is moving in a fast pace
Heart of conflict your eyes tell it all,
listen to your heart call.
Close your mind,
let your heart unwind.
You say you don’t know,
that you are conflicted.
But i know, that we connected.
I know you feel it too,
i want it to be me and you.
Let our hearts come together,
and we can make it through whatever.
I close my ears,
Because I don’t want to hear
What the world has to say,
About my heart-decay
But one thing keeps coming all day
Lifts me, tosses me and takes me miles away
…it’s the pictures of you
Running around my mind all through
I try to stop it…
But instead, I ignite it.
Wall papers stream out.
As though I had a gallery of you about
Damn it’s killing me inside
But it’s a fate I can’t decide.
What do you do when everything that’s a Lie turns against you?
What do you hear? What do you smell?
Got me feeling like I’m in hell.
Tell you this tell you that,
Too bad it’s not a fact,
Pass it here, pass it there pass it everywhere
And I’ll act as if I care !
I open the door what do I see
A bitch that’s trying to be like me
2 faced bird that once was a nerd.
Got new place new face & now is a disgrace.
I wear a mask as you can’t see ,
But can you see the true me ?
Is there even a true me ?
Everything is always the same
Day by day night by night
But when you look back nothing in track !
Do you ever feel like
Dying, crying, denying what you see
knowing they’re hating you 4 something they think you be