You see her in the hallway
and all you do is stare
she skims you down like your prey
Approach her if you dare.
you think shes different cause she has black nails
you think “oh what a freakshow” for sure shes doomed to fail.
She does not wear her hair in curls
nor does she dress the same.
She does not wear diamonds and pearls
so now you think shes lame.
She does not wear little mini skirts
She does not wear high heels
She does not wear glitter belly shirts
So lame you make her feel
but does she care? Hell No She Doesn’t!!
Will she change? Hell No She Won’t.
So go ahead stop and stare
Shes a freakshow, but she doesn’t care.

Im not a princess im not a queen
Im not your typiCAL everyday teen.
Im not a girly girl, and no I don’t like pink.
Im not a quiet girl I will tell you what I think.
Im not the smartest thing on the street
but that doesn’t mean I will fall head over feet.
Im not as pretty as the girl next door
Im not a slut im not a whore.
Im not anerexic so I guess that makes me fat?!!lol
but I don’t give a fuck if your offended by that.
Im happy with who Im and who I will continue to be.
Everybodys different, and well im just me.
Im not a fake ass girl, be myself is my plan
But everything im not,shows you everything Im!

Ugly me, ugly you
Why I don’t look good as they do
Tied, tired but still tried
Pitied you as often others do

Laugh as they do
Spit as they will
Conceal and obscure
For I envy so will

Blame him blame them
For fate doesn’t change
Let me die, let me die
For prayers seem unheard

Let me wear a mask
Let me wear a cask
For desires cut like a blade
Too deep and unseen

Caterpillars or maggots
Finally transformed
Prince and goddess
Finally they rule

Pretend like they never grow
Fame and beauty they show
For love they never chew
Pity you, shame on you

And for sorrow they always know
Deep inside you always do
It’s the real you
And the ugly me

Once there was a girl, so loved by me
Everyday I would come to see
Just a glimpse of how she is
My heart teases me almost everyday
She smiles so nicely
And talks so gently

Inspiring me frequently
Wish she could see
The brightness she brings
Clings almost daily
Join me in a cup of tea
We talk and seem happy
What else could I asked
Contentment found its match

Now I see, your getting married
Sad to say it wasn’t me
However Im happy
Whatever that might be

What else could I say?
I’m too scruffy
Love now finally found a way
Letting go might not be easy
For this I pray, always be happy
Someone is here for you to stay

You came unexpectedly
Don’t even bother to say
Sitting on a corner with a black coffee
Feeling so comfy, trying to be cozy

Hello there my old friend
You still look the same
Tell me how long it has been
Do we have to pretend?

Damn you, shame on you
You’re like falling debris
Shattering every dream
Making me insane

Wish you could see
How time molds me
This is no longer the old me
Waking up is not easy
It was too early
Reminiscing where to stay
In the darkness I used to play

Confusing hungry heart lies from within
I wish I could choose, which one to win
Two dazzling beauties making my day insane
So bold and yet so rare

Creepy-crawly heat makes me sweat
On this hot Thursday breeze
Making me, oh my so thirst!
Pour something my dearest heavenly sent
For these lips dry like a desert
Longing to be rinsed by your kiss

Let me have a bite, holding you just right
Squeezing you not so tight
Taking all your juice with all my might
My sweet tender afternoon delights

Im just an angel that has fallen.
In a world that has long been forgotten.
There is pain,sweat,and tears.
only cause our hearts feel stabbed by spears.
We have times that our memory’s linger.
While we whip our tears off with our fingers.
Angels come and angels go, but that is not what’s left to show.
We fall and we fall hard. Our spirits crushed our hope let go.
Tears that fall. Pain let in. Sometimes it feels we have been kicked hard in out shin.
Then like someone cracked our chin.
We are hurt and stay that way.
Cause our hearts long ago began to fray.
A fallen angel is what Im.
Don’t be proved wrong Im not a scam.
To make you realize, to make you feel,
to make the world kinda real.
But life cannot be good, but with that bad.
That’s why fallen angels are forever sad.
With being rejected and then let down.
supposed to be a happy clown,
but so many people let other’s down,
so fallen angels wear a frown.

Live life to the fullest, that’s what I say
cause you never know if today is your last day
Take a chance take a risk
everyday is a thrill, you don’t wanna miss!
Like the old saying “Lifes what you make it”
Seize a moment capture it, take it!
Do what you want do, as you may!
Think what you want, not what people say!
They’re themselves and so are you
Don’t be the same try something new!
Be yourself, stand out in the crowd
Lifes a book read it out loud!
Don’t have a label be who you are!
They’re the stage!…But you’re the star!!

Inside of my soul
A fiery delight
Burning a hole
Through my hearts truthful plight
I turn to the life, the times of my mind
I turn from the fires of the forthrightful fight
These paths that I’ve taken
Be they right or wrong?
These decisions I’ve maken
Shall torment my nights
I throw down the forests, burning the tree’s
I tend to my selfish pleading and fall to my knees
I lift up my head, I stare to the sky, I wallow inside of my mind
I turn through the pages of my creative thoughts and decieve without taking much time

Show me a glance that says you care
A silent smile between us share.
Save me your pity and false remorse,
Flaunted ego and empty discourse.
Have I hurt you, that you shy away?
Or something within me that’s got you so afraid?
Why don’t you see me as you see yourself:
Clean and pure, in no need of help?
Until then, our lives remain apart
Until you see, and see within my heart.