Love is Lonely

Why would you try closing this door
Kick it all out, tearing me to the floor
Turning my life into a misery
I find it hard to understand this mystery
Can’t you yet see the heart of me?

I can’t tell what’s fake from what’s real
I can’t identify what I suppose to feel
All this agony,

I see you looking at me,

I see the look in your eyes,

You don’t like my style,

But it’s better than hiding behind lies.

You think you’ll get to me,

With every rude comment you say,

But, really, you need to stop,

Because this happens everyday.

You need to grow up,

And stop wasting your time,

Honestly, it’s getting a little old,

And I don’t [......]

I’m going to share my secret

I’ve kept it for so long

I’m not sure what people will say

They’ll all think it’s wrong

I’ve never felt just like a girl

It’s never felt like me

I know now that I’m a boy

Will anyone else see?

I wear chest binders

I wear boxers and such

I’m cutting my hair short

I love it oh so [......]

I used to fly across the ocean deep,
But now i fallen with these broken wings.
It’s hard for me to find my way to leap.
Now it is like i lost my voice to sing,
For everything is forsaken i hope to keep.
 
I used to fly with no regret in mind.
Now i see a storm has fallen upon [......]

I thought about tomorrow,
And thought about you…
You regular swallow,
You morning dew.

With you, sunrise comes
And a brighter new day.
Morning sleep, the stripling shuns,
For he hopes to play.

You sing hymns that heal
You awaken the still emptiness.
Killer insects you kill
You save me the clumsiness.

A friend…you are.
A loyal one [......]

She’s a survivor

I’m amazed she was brave.

Now she wears her scar

But, thank god, her life was saved.

It happened a long time ago

But I still remember it clear,

She had the cancer in her thyroid,

For her life I did fear.

I’m glad she’s here now,

I’m happy I can say

“I love you mom” to her

Every single day.

My mom is [......]

I miss your hugs so dearly

I’m feeling so alone

My hand longs for its other half

The patient lilt of your tone

Writing about you hurts

But the truth needs to be said

I wish you were still here with me

To help my longing to be fed

I’m so lonely without your touch

I crave for your kiss

Don’t think that it’s all [......]

B-being here for me through thick and thin.
E-easily knowing when I’m in need of a friend.
S-smiling at me when my days are looking down.
T-telling me the truth, your always my round.

F-filling in when no one else was there.
R-riding and dying, showing you care.
I-in most cases no one would do.
E-even [......]