Love is Lonely

We used to be friends,
Until I told you a secret,
We used to have fun,
Until you became my regret.

You are a liar,
Wanting sympathy,
You are nothing,
But too easy.

I told you about him,
You crave his attention,
I told you I liked him,
You make me competition.

You’re such a foolish person,
You [......]

There’s always a storm on my face,

hearts outta place

& my feelings outta space.

No love from my father ’cause he’s never been there all along

always call for a daddy but he’s gone

Praying to god every night hoping he’d come back in my life

but deep down inside I have so much deceit & despise

for he’s not being [......]

Why these dark days never end,

Why the sky is that colour of blue..

Why I write but can’t press send..

Why I can’t forget about you..

These are questions that haunt me..

Ones that I must know the answers too!

There’s so much in this world that we don’t see..

And so many things that we just don’t do!

It is these [......]

This is my heart

It’s a special art

It’s very fragile

Also to be emotional

Please don’t let it be stab

So it’ll last like a lab

It’s also a happy place

But it too can ace

It maybe bad too

But I think it hates your two

It can lie and joke

And I just think it poke!

It pokes your number two

I guess it loves [......]

I still walked down the road, still searching for…

you so strong and brilliant, seeming to know where you were going.

I followed that beauty, for as long as I could stay

but you said “I am not your lover.  I can’t show you the way”

Separated and alone we wandered years, still searching for…

you faded and weak, while I was illuminated, [......]

You made it seem like I took your whole life away
but keep in mind that’s only what you say,
If you listen to your heart you will maybe find the reason why I did not kept you,
the reason why I did not break you,
the reason why today I rise,
the reason why [......]

Sometimes I sit here thinking.

all while my mind is sinking.

I think of memories, who will miss me?

I think of people, the sights I didn’t see.

and I realize that I don’t care.

and I realize what I didn’t share.

while all these thoughts go through my head.

I continue lying in bed..

I watch the light fade away.

I whisper to myself [......]

I have these times when I miss you

when it seems my world is falling through

and I have these times when I hate you

when it seems nothing you say is true

tell me, are there any promises you made me that you haven’t broken yet?

even so, my feelings are unchecked.

why can’t I hate you when it would [......]