I’ll shoot a loaded gun,
Into my head,
As I paint these walls,
A new shade of red.
I’ll take a shot,
The one thing ending me,
I want you to know,
It’s you I’ll see.
Good-bye,
It’s just a simple ending,
Until the moment,
Hello, is no longer the beginning.
Life, there is no point,
Without you,
The last thing I hear,
One. loud. BOOM.
I believe it’s my fault,
I don’t truly know why,
I gave you my whole heart,
As I sit here and cry.
Tears are never-ending,
I don’t want this anymore,
I’m finished with living,
Yet I’m not quite sure.
We’re only sixteen,
Love isn’t real,
You told me,
That’s how you feel.
I’m not suicidal,
Too afraid to commit,
Yet, as I listen to our song,
I’m wondering if I’ll do it.
Through these tears,
One thing I clearly remember,
The words you used to say,
I’ll be yours, always and forever.
What happened to us?
What went wrong?
Why am I left crying?
While you moved along?
Death sounds so tempting,
I can’t begin to deal,
It seems like an answer,
Leaving no more pain to feel.
Everything’s so different,
No emotions, just so much pain,
Thoughts all begin with just words,
Actions become red falling rain.
Please, stop me from going away,
If you don’t, When I’m all alone,
I’m so…sorry,
You’re left on your own.
Now it’s time for my good-bye,
As red covers the purple and blue,
I never knew that losing love,
Would make me want to die for you.
But in reality,
I’m lying on the floor,
Barely able to breathe,
Looking for something to live for.
The hardest thing to do.
When you can’t live from day to day,
Is not pulling that trigger,
And choosing to stay.
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