Love is Lonely

Velvet walls surround my sorrow

Wonders at the lack of tomorrow

A shattered memory of illumination

Tangled within it, constant information

Every inch is a confliction

But the stark reality is my addiction

Never once halt the retreat

The catalyst of your own defeat

Gaze toward the unknown

See destruction, all windblown

Find the star, the concious of your being

Take the time to remember what [......]

Like a prisoner surrounded by guilt
You seem to surround yourself by memories
All your bridges are burned to the floor
But you’re trying to rebuild them by their ashes
You’ve got to take yourself out of your miseries

You had never noticed my existence
I had never let down of my persistence
Help me help [......]

As the clock ticks down, the time has come.
To see what I have done, to all my loved ones.
Another year is gone, that nothing went my way.
After so long, that’s just another day.
I’m a mistake to all, even to myself.
Another lovely year, to look at my life’s hell.
As the [......]

Why would you try closing this door
Kick it all out, tearing me to the floor
Turning my life into a misery
I find it hard to understand this mystery
Can’t you yet see the heart of me?

I can’t tell what’s fake from what’s real
I can’t identify what I suppose to feel
All this agony,

I see you looking at me,

I see the look in your eyes,

You don’t like my style,

But it’s better than hiding behind lies.

You think you’ll get to me,

With every rude comment you say,

But, really, you need to stop,

Because this happens everyday.

You need to grow up,

And stop wasting your time,

Honestly, it’s getting a little old,

And I don’t [......]