Something hidden deep inside, the center of your stare.
Who’d of thought you’d let it hide, almost out of fear.
You knew back then, the time would come, to listen to this near.
Each and every loved one, you’ve gathered through the years.
You can take the time and ponder, and bask in what’s to come.
Each of you ……
I got so much of my own…
Can’t walk away from all i have known…
Darkness crawl under my skin, tripping on thrones…
Black birds circles over dusty broken bones…
Am running to see how i would do..!
Without you without how i used to do..!
Lightening strikes still the darkness prevails..
Over the grey trees as Sun fades..
So I hold ……
Haze surrounding pale cold faces…
Borrowed faith tied by blinding laces…
Marking ends leaving hollow frames…
Feeding obsession with illusive games…
I can’t hold on against hard questions…
Spawned by your hateful concessions…
Giving all of it, leaving out chunks in my head…
Dissolving, devouring a man long dead…!
Ain’t my sorrow enough,
Trust me I’m not pulling a bluff,
See I want these little chimes that chime lively,
Little chimes,
Oh little chime that vibrates my mind,
You don’t sound the same,
Now your sound is plain,
Beaten down like a lame,
But still I remain,
Here,
Even though the picture is totally painted in dark purples and red,
Instead of green, yellow, ……
Coldness surrounds my home…
Memories are swallowing me..!
Sun won’t shine this time..!!
Am trapped in long gone time..!!
Nobody hear these painful rhymes..!!
Songs of soulless life..!
Coldness surrounds my home…
Memories are swallowing me..
Struggling with what i have…
That i shouldn’t have…
am a loss…!
For a worthless cause..!!
You kept telling me…
Like an unending symphony…
Squeezing my body with agony…!
Wake me up..when its ……
This time I walk away…!
To see the sky falling…
Nobody hears my heart calling…
This time I walk away…
And in pain along the way…
You hold sway…
You hold sway…
Make me feel like a mistake…
Help me clean that slate…
This time I walk away…
As nothing left to change…
As nothing left to change…
To see the sky falling…
Nobody hears my heart ……
Standing with blank expression now…
Waiting for thunder to strike me now…
Tough questions about you and me…
Answers won’t break you free…
Of me and the way it used to be…
Can’t face myself after you…
Calling me nothing but who…
With neglect and hatred in you…
Let me be ruined for all…
Things you never protected from fall…
Can’t stand with all ……
Open the old chest…
Leave all the rest…
Pick those pictures of us…
When I was a convict just…
Of hate and lust…
Throw it away…
And walk a new way…
Be blind and play…
Act stumble and say…
I am done…
You not the one…
Can’t you see…
I am not free…
Entangled in hope and belief…
At edge of infinite deep…
Living in misery…
Out of your history…
Cost and debt for life…
Thoughts that lurk my mind…!
I am trying to payback..
For all that I never lacked….
Burning questions, twisted philosophy..!
Conceiving monochrome of living apathy…
Vague purpose nothing makes sense
Looking to fill the void and absence
Never thought I would come this far….!
Stumbling, cracking, breaking billion scars!!
Stare in my empty face….
Home to cold dark space…!!
Living just to make to another day…
Can’t comprehend the play of night and day…
Confusing purpose with means…
Trying for things to please…
You, my contracted disease…
Feeding on till I cease…
Wrap it up…
Your game is up…
It was your luck…
To be star struck…
Throw stones at me…
Remind me of me…
Let it be last part of play…
Conviction, redemption and ……
I know how you feel about this.
You cross your arms and you don’t say a word.
I’m trying to stay calm.
The thought of me trying, it seems so absurd.
You’re changing and leaving,
Your mind is bleeding.
I don’t want to say but
I still want to stay.
I know how you feel about this.
You’ve made up your mind and ……
I have walked through such many dark passage ways.
I have been through many cold days.
Somehow and someway, I have found the way out.
But going along the way, I have to shout.
Many pain and tears burn me down.
Fears and terror never made me a crown.
But even without that crown on me,
I still manage to find ……
With All this time,
that’s passed us by,
Are you fine?
And I don’t know why,
I try to rhyme.
Yet, I miss you in a way
that can’t be real.
It isn’t easy to say
This way I feel.
Like a guitar,
out of tune;
or a yearlong,
without June.
I miss you,
I’m mad because I do.
Yes, it’s true.
But, I still think it’s taboo
I’ve tried to forget
but, ……
Teachers are what make the world go round.
Every school day, they teach us a new sound.
We try new words to see how they fit.
They wait until the bulb in our head is lit.
Teachers are what make the world go round.
They teach us the difference between a gram and a pound.
Homework can often be the ……
Sit in the chair and just relax.
Remain real still and close your eyes.
Imagine my voice is playing the sax.
My words are music through joyous cries.
I’ll take you back to years gone past.
Past life regression is the only way.
For life it seems is way too fast.
And it brought you to me this very day.
Are those ……