Love is Lonely

He is something special.
He is something real.
He is someone who can make me feel.

He makes me happy.
He makes me smile.
He is someone that drives me wild.

He is my star in the darkness of night
&
He is my hero when nothing is right.

He is my bestfriend.
He is my heart.
I’ve [......]

Thoughts of you when I’m trying to eat
&
Visions of you when I’m trying to sleep.
I hate it when your mad at me..I do, I do.
In the end, all I want & need is you.
Talking to you all day and I cant get enough.
I love trying to blank on you, [......]

Its only you that I think of at night
&
Only you that for sleep I fight.

Its only you that makes my heart sink
&
Only you who can make me think.

Its only you that can make me smile
&
Only for you, I will have a child.

Its only you that I’ve been looking for

Why am I jealous when I see you with them?

I have no right to be.

Yet, somehow, I am.

All of your friends don’t know me.

All of your experiences aren’t mine to look at.

When I see you in the hallways, I want to talk to you.

Your smile is like the sun.

But I’m forced to by my values, [......]

One more reason I live

One more reason I have faith in myself

One more reason I gaze up at the stars and think of you

One less tear I shed

Because of what I know

Because of what I’m capable of

Because I could be the decision between life or death

I could be the reason you don’t end it right [......]

I know you can’t hear me,

I know your somewhere better,

But thinking about you makes my heart break,

For it’s you I long to see.

I wish I was beside you,

I wish I was in your arms,

I want to hear your voice again,

But the news of your death was true.

I miss you, my love,

I wonder if you miss [......]

What can I say?
I wish you were here.

What can I say?
I love when your near.

Thinking of you all through the night!
What can I say?
That your just right!

This feeling in my stomach when I want us to talk!
What can I say…
I love how you walk.

The littlest things you can do [......]

For reasons that  I can’t explain

your all I think about.

knowing that whats coming could be pain

but how times have changed,

how much we’ve grown

from high school days

to being people of our own

its just never easy to understand how it happened

one minute you were here and the next,

the moment had already happened.

am I foolish, must be, why [......]