Twist of fate
Since the day we met
I was convinced we were friends
Yet I surely wasn’t upset to accept
what cupid recommends
Iv known you for a while
and I have gotten use to your style
but I have to confess
you caught me by surprise
when you invited me on a quest
I see now, it was a blessing in disguise
For every moment we spend together
You make me feel lighter than a feather
but I find myself alone again…
apparently your on vacation
I pray to the lord and count to ten
and get so excited when my phone makes a vibration
all I can think of, is the day you arrive.
again only then, will I become alive…
because there is something I need to tell you
Upon the moment you greet me…
your my lovely little honey boo and baby…
you complete me!

I didn’t expect
when you left
the drizzle kept falling
Listening to the drops of the rain
I stayed up day and night
Silent tears were flowing out of the eyes
they were the memories that were sobbing in the heart
Having been pained and thinking
I saw this clearly bit by bit
Having looked calm
I fooled you and myself
Goodbying you with the smile
I even wished you good luck
forgetting to ask who would keep my heart
When you hesitated between me and him
I should not have just been waiting for you to make the decision
If I held you tightly in my arms
perhaps I would not have lost you
Im thinking of you so lonely
Im thinking of you so bitterly
Shouting I love you to the sky
I hate myself to have expressed love less than ten thousand percent
Who can I say love to now
Im thinking of you so lonely
Im thinking of you so bitterly
Shouting I love you to the distance
Deeply loving a person
you should not painfully hide it
A bit hesitation
lifelong sorrow

I just called to say
Im thinking of you
Not her.
When I lie awake in bed
Im thinking of you.
When I dream in the middle of the night
Im thinking of you.
When I awake in the morning
Im thinking of you
And the day I will stop thinking of you
Is the day I die.
And when Im thinking of you
Im not thinking of her.

It’s hard to know, your just my friend
I wonder if this will ever end
I long to hold you the way I used to
And prove to you my love is so true
It wasn’t long ago, yet feels like forever
I hope you know, I’d do whatever
And just the feeling of having you near me
Makes me wanna get down on one knee
To let you know I love you more than ever
Whenever we’re around eachother
I know there’ll never be another
Cuz everytime I see your face
I know no one could take your place
These feelings and thoughts I have to cover
And I feel them for no other
All they make me do is wonder
If you will ever be my lover
I wonder if today’s the day
When you come up to me and say
“I wanna be your girl again”
I wouldn’t have it any other way
Thinking about what we once had
Makes me wanna get you back
And even though you make me sad
I realize its not that bad
One day we’ll get through this cold weather
And Im guessing that it’s for the better
I know one day we’ll be together
But babygirl, it has to happen….now or never
-dedicated to my BabyGirl
August 8, 2003