The Last Poem

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I pushed her hair away from her face

She slept for hours

It was even colder than before

Shuddered in the darkness

 

Staring, hoping for her to get well

All through my life she stood by my side

Every time I fall telling me it would be alright

Just get up and start to fight

 

Tears fall as I’ve watched the sky

Calling her name almost every night

Asking God why she took her away by my side

Now I’m alone in the coldest of the night

 

Do you still remember?

When we had our first tea together

We sat along the river and talked like forever

Not a care in the world as long as we’re together

 

You made me stop smoking

Although I pop a few cigarettes

While you were sleeping

Ok, I admit drink a bit too when your snoring

 

Like the last red streaks of sunset

Little by little you fade without goodbyes

Oh, how I miss the way you smile

Even today, I’m wishing you survived

 

I wandered in my darkness agony

For life once I lived filled with cruelty

Like a bag of tea hanging at the edge everyday

And for that, I am very truly sorry

 

I want you to know

Even do you’re no longer here

I kept my promise every morning

To write poems even do it doesn’t rhyme

 

Now, our child is growing up

Good looking and very much healthy

I told him stories about you and me

And how you lived your life yesterday

 

Even he just smiled at me

And says waaddahhh dohhdohh

I know he misses you

So much more than I do

 

It’s been years now

My hands got tired in doing so

It doesn’t mean I’m cheating you

No one can replace the real you

 

You know how much I loved you

But every sunset comes a new sunrise

And at the end of our rainbows

I must learn to grow and to let you go

 

My last poem is forever yours

For this heart of mine

Must belong to someone new

Goodbye my love.

Unfair!

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Someone I loved is dead

I don’t know what to do

My wrists are turning red

Everything is true!

I don’t know how to face it

I don’t know what to say

For now I cry and sit

Through all night and day!

Pages turn to black

Blankets soaked in tears

All through my brain I rack

To satiate my fears

I miss you I miss you I miss you

I miss you way too much

But there’s nothing I can do

To bring you back and such..

I can’t believe you’re gone

I know it’s denial but still..

Loving you was wrong!

But you’re all I ever will…

 

I Do Not Need Him Anymore

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I still miss the guy who left me

But I found someone else and he made me feel better…

I feel so happy now…I never felt this happy before…

When he sang me those two songs I was just amazed

I’ve dated so many boys some wanted me to change!

But none liked me for the way I am…Maybe my last boyfriend wanted me to change

I never knew…But I found someone knew he might dump me but hey…

I’m young I’m supposed to meet some boys who leave me right?

I know I’ll find someone who will never leave me…One day

Maybe this boy is the one who won’t leave me…

Maybe he might keep his promise

We’ll just have to see

I don’t need my ex anymore!

He was finished with me long ago…

I wasn’t done with him for awhile but now…

I am I don’t need him anymore…

I found someone who knows what I am going through…

How much pain I am in…

And he and I are gonna get it through…

 

I Lost Him

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I lost him…But I wonder…Was it all my fault?

Did I make him leave me?

Oh I don’t know…Well he left me for my friend…

She and I aren’t talking…I’m not mad at her at all…

It’s just…Sad without her to talk to…She understood my pain

She gave me advice that wasn’t confusing…She was so nice…

I’m just kinda lost without her…I miss her…

And for him?

Well….I really do miss him too…

He and I do talk a little not that much…

I have so much pain…I get kinda mad at him…

I say sorry too much…

I miss him….He was so nice….

He did give some advice

But not a lot

I miss both of them a lot…

I wish things were the same with all of us…

As they used to be but at times…

I wish not

He’s happy with my friend…

Maybe happier than he ever was with me…

I’m just happy for him…

Some parts of me wish he would forget about me

And some parts don’t

I just miss him so much…

Everyone is Gone

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Everyone’s gone…They left me

I don’t know who to turn to now for advice…

I’ve been deleted from them…

Only two had chosen to stay…

I feel like one of them will leave soon

I don’t know why he stays he needs to let go of me…

And when the day comes when it’s all over for me…

He has to…He can’t keep on remembering me…Part of me wants him to let go of me now…

Part of me doesn’t…He wasn’t like the other guys…And I really do mean it…But…

I don’t know…Everyone left me now I don’t know what to do

I don’t know what to say or do…

All I do is just listen to so many songs…

Some songs calm my pain and some make it worse…

I’m tired of breaking down!

I’m tired of being heart broken!

I’m done with the promises…

Everyone was begging for me not to…

But they’re done…They think I lie…

I don’t know if I want to go on with death…

I’m falling apart…I’m not strong anymore I’m weak

I cry everyday! I cut everyday remembering every cut and what caused it…

People beg me to stop cutting but I won’t…

People can’t change me anymore…

They can tell me all these bad things but I’m not listening!!

If they want me to stop…Then they have to come back!

I don’t want this anymore…

Having people torn from me!

I miss everyone so much…

I hate being far away from them…Everyone of them…

I want everyone back…

I stare at my scars everywhere…

I remember what made me make the scar…

Most was because everyone is gone…