I cannot believe that your really gone
I want this just to be a terrible dream
don’t wake me up
cuz in my mind your still here with me
I will find you bring you back
I cannot believe how much I miss you
I toke advantage of you
now I know
you don’t know what you have until its gone
I need you here with me
you were the only one
who knows what I was saying before I said it
if anyone has ever loved someones and lost them
he knows what I mean
I miss you so much
now every thought of you and me gives me nightmares
I hope you can hear this
hear me cry as I die
I keep believing I will find you
I tried to find you when you first left
but all I found was
broken promises you never kept and lies you always told
I cannot see how god could do this to me
I miss you I will find you

I remembered the day I was with you
You made me feel like a matured girl
You taught me right from wrong
You showed the way to be like you

I was hoping that I woudn’t lose you
But the time has come
I should go far away and live in my dreams

But its hard to say goodbye
From all the laughter you gave
From all I felt of you
All I can say is I Miss You

Now that we are far away
Memories’ still in my mind
How can I live without you

But I still wait for the right time
The time to be happy being with you
That’s what I’ve been waiting for

I try not to think about you, but
I miss you today
so many memories
so many communications
Who said
even a grain of sand
I treasured it
even sunrise and sunset
I could not forget them
these lively faces
how could I remove them from
my memories
I try not to think about your voice
I will miss talking to you
I try not to think about your smile
I will miss seeing you
I try not to think about our communications, but
I read your farewell letter again
I read the sadness again
I miss your thoughtfulness
I miss our perfect partnership
I can only assume that
at this moment
you miss me too, although
somewhere else, you are silent

Though we are far apart
Our friendship is very strong
I remember the memories we had before we departed
The time we made prank call
The time we made an April fool joke on Amanda

We still
not far apart
I miss seeing you everyday of the week
I miss our long phone calls
I miss our shopping
I miss your smile
I miss you