Love is Lonely

I hate how he makes me feel

I hate when he pushes me to hate him

To fight him

To stand my ground

I hate how he knows I’m so happy and

He ruins me with one hurtful comment

I hate that I get so mad I shake and start to cry because

He tears me apart piece by piece

He wants me to hate [......]

I hear you guys fight

Very late at night

I have to admit that I’m tired,

Of the yelling and the screaming.

Why don’t you just leave him?

He’s never going to change,

He’s always gonna be like this

I don’t care what you say.

Mom, you think this is only hurting you,

Look at your daughter for once,

Do you notice anything wrong?

Of course [......]

I miss your hugs so dearly

I’m feeling so alone

My hand longs for its other half

The patient lilt of your tone

Writing about you hurts

But the truth needs to be said

I wish you were still here with me

To help my longing to be fed

I’m so lonely without your touch

I crave for your kiss

Don’t think that it’s all [......]

A voice cries from the wilderness
Searching to find a friend
Someone they hope will care about
Their life until its end
 
I think we all are searching for
Someone to understand
To share all of life’s good and bad
In a dark, hostile land
 
A lonely soul, lost in the night
Who [......]

Baby please forgive me for what I’ve done.
I’m holding tight to your heart so please don’t run.

We all make mistakes it’s just a part of life.
I still hope someday you’ll make me your wife.

I’m hurting inside and out by not telling you this.
Without you in my life I know there’s something I’ll [......]

Outside you see me smiling

Inside Im really dying

People think Im ok

But every second Im crying

Im done with fake smiles and happiness

Now my worlds filled with frowns and sadness

I would care less if I ended up dead

If you see me just lay me in my bed

And let me rest in peace forever

It will hurt you that [......]

Today I felt heartache

Today I felt empty

Today I pushed everyone away

I looked at him

With sorrow dwelling inside

Sorrow I had kept locked away for so long

He looked at me and saw my hurt

But he couldn’t even bear to be near me if he couldn’t stand seeing me at my worst

He doesn’t deserve my best

Today was the first time I looked [......]

I saw you with my soul not my eyes,

my love I had for you ran deep and couldn’t be measured by size.

You said we weren’t meant for each other… that we couldn’t be,

and I swear every time you said it my heart would bleed,

break and shatter by our every fight now it doesn’t matter..

You wouldn’t even try to give me a chance, nor second thought

yet with him you would give so many shots.

I saw [......]