I Knew It

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I Knew It
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i knew you didn’t really like me.

its all a lie.

getting my hopes up is a problem that i always have.

how could you pretend to like me, and then just… forget?

well. I’m used to it. so go ahead and do  it.

i may be in a lotta pain.

but hunny, i’ll never show it.

you will never know how much you hurt me.

ever.

 

Eveyday Bullied Girl……

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Eveyday Bullied Girl……
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I go to school everyday.
and they always treat me the same.
they treat me like I’m some kind of game.
it hurts y’know?
to go through the pain.
to hear people call you lame.
then there’re the kids that make you want to cry.
maybe i should end my suffering.
im tired of going through the motions.
coming home with bruises on my body.
saying that i fell.
i have no hope than a broken bell.
maybe i should just end it all.
im tired of writing these dark secrets on the wall.
i get some rope.
and tie it around my throat.
but i couldn’t do it.
its not my time.
im not as worthless as a rusted dime.
im going to make it.
one day at a time.
im sticking up for myself.
im not going down.
your not going to run me out of town.
as i write this down I’m letting you know.
this is the thoughts of a everyday bullied girl…….

My Eyes

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I don’t know how to express my words
my eyes want to tell the story
they have seen too much to be quiet
but  they have hidden behind playful ones
my voice is gone my eyes want to tell the story
you always told me to be a strong black woman
but you couldn’t even be that for yourself
I waited on you to become that person
my eyes want to tell the story
and what about you
you hurt her more than you could imagine
at 4:00 or 5:00 in the morning you were gone
and you left her alone my eyes want to tell the story
because I’ve seen so much and heard so little
but the feelings are locked away
at the moment anyway
when I unlock it I want you to be there
my eyes want to tell the story
they have seen so much to be quiet….

Deadly Rose

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A rose of death resting in my hand!

So deadly death occurs in a blink of an eye!

In my mind in my heart I am dead and so are you!

I open my arms like open doors

To welcome death

Something so delicate can cause so much pain

Every single touch maybe your last.

Will be your last!”

Deadly rose keep your distance away from me

Deadly rose why are you so black?

Am I going crazy? Or am I dying?

A rose of death poisoning my mind

Take this rose away from me!

Destroy the pain it has caused!

Destroy it and let me be!

Take it away! Take it away!

Destroy the pain! The pain that it has caused!

Close your hand! Cast it away!”

Deadly rose why are you so dark?

Deadly rose why are you haunting me?

Deadly rose why is it me?

Deadly rose why does your poison cause so much pain?

Find the answers on your own!”

There is no need to

And why is that?!”

I am dead!

And the symbol of death is me