I thought I got away from this
Little did I know I was only getting deeper
The rain pounds on the window
as the pain tears at my heart.
Am I going crazy?
Or have I just lost my way.
It’s nothing like I’ve imagined
The cuts they keep coming
but everythings the same
Im slowly disappearing
No one will notice when Im gone.
Kick me while Im down right?
Your getting pretty good at it.
you’re tearing me in two
Just put me down easy.
How can you call me a friend
when Im always hurt by you?
I thought it would be better by now
Trust me. Its not.
I just want this road to come to an end
No more turns, no more bends
this pain that I go through
the sh*t just cannot be true
how can someone go through so much
with everyone around just not giving a @$!?
they say they care
but no one is ever there
There when I need them most
to just have someone hold me close
you see my heart
it didn’t look like that in the start
It was so beautiful, so big
now look at it crumbled up like some twig
how could you hurt someone you love
but still put eveyone above
Put up there like I don’t matter
leaving my life to be shattered
My life, my mind, my soul so blurry
but you still ain’t worried
Are you supposed to be
or do you think just that little of
I want to be loved too
Can you promise your love to be forever true
No you cannot, can you
how about this…
Can you grant me my death wish
then you could be the one left to reminisce!!
I’ve been there for you through the good times and the bad,
And was there to wipe your tears away, whenever you were sad.
Always tried to make you happy, whenever you were mad,
And gave you everything you thought you’d never have.
All those magical nights that we kissed,
Those are the days I will always miss.
I loved every single one of those days,
And that’s why it hurts me to say what Im about to say.
I loved you unconditionally,
No matter what happened between you and me.
And I was blind, but now I see,
That you just wanted to be friends with me.
But I cannot just be your friend.
Because my broken heart will never mend.
You didn’t want to lose me,
but you lost me in the end.
Because I Love You too much,
to just be your friend.
When I needed her the most she wasnt there:
all this pain within me I just cannot bear,
Whos to say that lifes a gift, and not an evil threat,
Maybe I’m pacing in hell because i lived in regret
People change but some stay the same,
others are considered insane,
When life is through
will we know the truth,
Im confused now,
it hurts so bad but I cannot forget
It hurts to no that i have lost your trust.
the one that used to mean so much.
it hurts to no you chose a guy over me.
some friend you turned out to be.
i thought that you would be the one who would always care.
but when it comes to guys you never share,
you could’ve had any guy but you chose him.
with you K*i*t* you can never win!