Forever and Always

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Just when I thought it was bad
It got worse
You made me believe again

I hurt you in a way unforgivable
But somehow you made me pay for it
With hurt
With misery
So much that when food touches my lips
It sends message to my mind to refuse it

I pushed you away
It was all my fault
But to give me hope again
It’s unfair

You gave me hope
When I needed to be mad
And now I’ve made a decision
That I was supposed to make
But now I don’t want to
Because it means you’re out of my life
Which I never wanted you to be
But it hurts so much
I can’t look into your eyes
Without seeing her

This is wrong

I wish I was mad
Cause when I was
It made it easy
Easy To forget
Easy To move on
Easy To realise I have other things to look forward to
But now I can’t turn away
Because I want to see your eyes again
I want to wake up next to you
I want your stupid jokes and laughs in my life
I can’t turn back and regret

Everyone says I can do better
But they have no idea how madly in love I am
You have so many faults
And were so opposite
And I can’t believe that I feel this way about you
I never saw this coming

But now I had you in my life
You’re everything
Everything I could ever dream of
Everything I could ever hoped for
I need you again
Forever and always.

Broken Man

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When a man looks into your eyes and smiles,
it means he’s laughing inside at himself.

When a man holds your hand,
it means he’s let go of everything else in life.

When a man holds you close,
it means he’s hurting inside.

When a man doesn’t talk over you,
it means he loves your voice.

When a man says your name,
It means he’s forgotten his own.

When a man is shy around you,
he wants to say you’re beautiful.

But most of all When a man says he cares you,
it means he needs nothing in life, but you.

Left me alone

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I don’t understand,
I don’t know why,
why you did this to me,
why you wanted to die.
I can’t understand,
cuz it hurts like hell,
to think you felt so terrible,
and couldn’t even tell.
I won’t understand,
it was just so wrong,
you didn’t have to leave me,
as though you don’t belong.
now I feel so empty,
and everywhere I turn,
there’s always something missing,
for you I always yearn.
and it hurts me very much,
that you didn’t say goodbye,
just left one day without me,
left me all alone to cry.
I don’t understand,
why you felt things were that bad,
that you just gave up everything,
you ever knew or had.
Im sorry I didn’t know,
Im sorry I wasn’t there,
now I’m here all alone,
you left, it’s just not fair.
I can’t understand,
how could you die,
when I needed you so much,
in return, you left me to cry.
I will never understand,
why you took your life away,
I will never make it without you,
it will never be ok…………..

Lauren and Maud

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We were friends for a week or two
and I trusted you
but then you found out my true love
and you spread it way high above
so now I can’t bear to look at you
stepping all over me, pulling my hair,
gossiping about me, rumors flew through the air.
so now I regret befriending you witches
call me whatever you want, but I will call you bitches
get away from me
and you will see
that I can always conquer you
and put you to shame
you just babble while I’m seeking fame
quit the hell bullying me
and ruining my self esteem
before you get hurt
as much as me.