Love is Lonely

This ride is so scary.
There are so many drops.
I pray for the uphills.
But yet, there so small.

Sometimes I wish for the ride to be over.
But, it continues to go on.

It seems like when an uphill starts coming up,
Unexpectedly, I turn a different way,
And head down another drop.

How much farther down can [......]

Mr. Right

Sometimes I wonder if he even exists.

I’ve been hurt so many times,

There were many lies, many secrets, and too much heartbreak

My heart longs for someone to love, and for that person to love me back

It pains me to see couples holding hands and sharing passion with one another

Will that ever be me? I ask myself. [......]

I always thought you were smart.
Smart enough to know what’s right and wrong
To know the difference between win and lose.
I see you walking down this hideous path.
The path full of negative thinking.
Why would you think bad things about you?
Aren’t you good enough to know already?
To  know that you are better than them in some ways?
Look [......]

My decisions never meant to hurt

I just don’t see any good in this

Maybe it’s right to face reality

For me to realize that you’re the worst

compared to anyone else.

I’m right on the edge

trying my best not to fall

but its not enough

now im gone and you know

that i’ll try to find myself again

if it’ll be the last the last [......]

1-1=0

I’m not with you

Your not with me

We both gave up

We just couldn’t take it anymore

I gave my all but would only get a half in return

You didn’t want to die for me

You didn’t want to cherish me

I LOVED YOU

Its plain to see that it just wasn’t meant to be

You promised me a ring

I guess that [......]