Love is Lonely

The girl you’ve always wanted is the girl I try to be
I mold and shape and pray and wish, but that’s just not me
I try to forgive and be loving, but it’s just so hard
you say it shouldn’t be a challenge, but I, you see, am emotionally scarred
i’ve seen the lies [......]

I saw you, I liked you, then I fell in love with you,
this is how it started,
I thought you were perfect, and i’ll have no regrets,
I didn’t expect that you didn’t have any respect,
and I won’t accept a guy like you, who put me through,
pain and misery,
this is how [......]

Winter has come & already I want it gone,
tears keep going on & on,
trying to give up on my stupid life,
can’t see the reason to live, not tonight,
As I looked up at the moon I knew that soon I wouldn’t be here,
so I will try to control my tears,
this [......]

Institutionalised and working nine to five.
No time- we live by day by day stresses,
Poverty and governmental blunders still rife.

With latest youth schemes that are just a fad.
The normal are struggling to get by,
The rich bankers, getting richer, still bitter and sad.

A back to front robin hood, rich are stealing from the [......]

I wrote this for a close friend having relationship issues. I also tried to open her eyes to reality, too many people hurt her. inspirational advise givin.

Blues skies turn to gray,
all my wishes gone away,
you’re with her & Im alone,
wishing that you will pick up the phone,
all my messages you ignore, not a hey when I walk by,
no more flowers, cards, & gifts
you forgot completely about me,
& it hurts so much to know that [......]

“Lonely soul” story of a broken heart caused by a boy she loved

In the beginning, there was only one love,
my true & strong warrior sent from above!
We shared many joys & great memories …
it was only 1yr … but felt like a century.
Much laughter & love, our time spent was splendid,
but shortly we knew it would be abruptly ended.
Time wasn’t on [......]