Love is Lonely

Like a prisoner surrounded by guilt
You seem to surround yourself by memories
All your bridges are burned to the floor
But you’re trying to rebuild them by their ashes
You’ve got to take yourself out of your miseries

You had never noticed my existence
I had never let down of my persistence
Help me help [......]

Silence…

hurt…

pain…

tears…

Never expect that our love will end…

You told me to trust and love you, and I did

I will never regret it…

You always appreciate my smiling eyes and call me angelic princess

It will always be in my memory till I die….

You showed me how to love and make me feel being loved

and I will treasure it…

silence, [......]

When I couldn’t be there for him

When I couldn’t tell him everything

When he walked away

I stood there grieving his absence

Absence I prayed to never return

I wanted to tell him everything that I could

I wanted to know he’s always here

Wanted his love to be my music

Wanted his touch to wipe away my guilt…

My sorrow

My pain

My doubt

My distrust

All the things I couldn’t leave [......]

When life throws a curve ball you just don’t know where to duck and hide.

No one is safe out here just be prepared to be taken on that long ride.

Life is crazy I know they tell me keep my head up but please tell me… How is that so?

I try my best I do… It [......]

I once fell into the darkness,
As the evil in my eyes smiled.
I loved to see pain and suffer,
To know I’m alive again.
I laugh at others defeat,
I smiled to claim my victory.
I was evil enough to take my words true:
“I can shoot you,
For I hold a gun before.
At the age of nine,
I pull the trigger and [......]