Your stealing my heart
im sure thats theft.
Those love words you told me
im sure u will regret.
You don’t understand
what its like to be me.
Im not really one bit surprised
that you can’t see.
After all who was I to kid
thinking you actually loved me.
But I guess I was wrong to think
you weren’t blind and could see.
How messed up are you ?
Do you think im still cutting ?
That’s what you wanted though wasn’t it ?
To see me hurt and leave these scars on my heart ?

You cannot just come and barge in like nothing
You cannot hurt me anymore
Don’t come with your lips urging to touch mine
I don’t want any more scars in my chest
I have the strength to say no to your loving words
So please go away and never turn back

how could you say you love me
but you go and leave me
how could you say you care
if your not going to stay
I wish it always rain
so you could not see
the hurt, pain and tears you gave to me
how could you say you love me
when you love someone else
how could you say
I can find somebody else
when all I want is you
and all I need is you
how could you say I will be fine
when you made me blue
I don’t wanna see your face
or anything reminds me of you
I don’t wanna be your friend
though that’s what Im to you
how could you hurt me so bad
when all I want is to love
and be loved by you

y are u doing this? Ur breaking my heart,
u left me here to cry in the dark.
u told me u loved me but u told her too,
u left me here all sad and blue.
I want to cry,and cry a lot,
u say love me, yea I think not!
im getting my razor and im gonna cut real deep,
on my shirt the blood will seep
..ow this hurts,but not as bad as wat u did to me,
all this cuttin is doing is making me bleed.
but ur love kills me more and more
as the days go by, I should jus end this now,
slit my throat and die

I didn’t want to admit it
it was easier to lie
to hide the hurt and emptiness
to smile instead of cry
I didn’t want to face the fact
my life is full of pain
as I long to stop my bleeding heart
and smile once again
I didn’t want to face the fact
I cannot spread my wings
for my happiness has melted into tears and other things

It hurt me so bad
when you told me you didn’t care
I cannot believe I let one person
make me cry so many tears
I didn’t know how much I loved you
till I realized I had to hate you
now my stomach is in knots
and my heart just hurts
and my head is so confused
because I thought when you said
*I love you*
it meant you really did

When I first saw you,
I thought you were too good to be true,
The innocent look in your eyes,
Made me realize I loved you,
For days I acted perfect to see if you liked me too,
You started flirting and I thought,
It must be too good to be true,
And it was,
Who ever thought some one like you could hurt me so bad,
I saw you flirting with other girls,
I didn’t know what to do,
I loved you,
We became friends and I was so happy,
But one day you told me you hated me,
That very moment my heart shattered,
I wanted to cry,
But not in front of you,
So I ran home,
And that night I cried a million tears,
I hope you are happy now,
I don’t care about anything or anyone now,
All because of three words,
Well now its your turn to hurt,
Your turn to cry,
Your turn to live your life just wishing you would die,
I hope these words make your life totally blue,
‘I hate you’

I still love you even though you hurt me
You broke my heart into two.
Do you wake up in the middle of the night
to wish things were all right?
It will never be the same.
I got caught up in your game.
I wish on a star that one day
I wont have to cry
Also wish that I would die.
Cause I got up in lies
Do you ever think about me
the way I do for you?
How can you leave me for her?
What makes her better than me?
She will never be better than me.
She will never love you the way I do.
I just want you to know that my love is for real.
But you had to seal my heart into two,
too bad for you.

Im scared.
I wouldn’t care to admit it, but Im.
Im scared like a wounded wild bow
in the black jungle with a deep wound!
Hiding-
The painful soul behind a branch!!
While my pain rampage around,

Fighting against me,
Im scared to be wounded again!
Im scared to be hurt again!
No body can find me?
Well! Im hiding behind a branch!
When the sun rise,
When I see the blue sky,
I come out
Slowly,
Because
Even though I have a weeping heart,
I have to walk away with a brave face
And while walking I think aloud,
How can I know a caring heart and honest eyes?
I never knew the world to be so wicked and cruel.

Im scared, Im scared to trust again!

I thought I got away from this
Little did I know I was only getting deeper
The rain pounds on the window
as the pain tears at my heart.

Am I going crazy?
Or have I just lost my way.
It’s nothing like I’ve imagined
It’s worse.

The cuts they keep coming
but everythings the same
Im slowly disappearing
No one will notice when Im gone.

Kick me while Im down right?
Your getting pretty good at it.
you’re tearing me in two
Just put me down easy.

How can you call me a friend
when Im always hurt by you?
I thought it would be better by now
Trust me. Its not.