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WHEN SHE CAME:
you came like a flash of light-
didn’t know much!
but at your very first sight-
i was in love!
you looked so beautiful, so bright-
but were so far, like stars above!
that on your stay, at the very first night-
in my dreams, you were my ms.universe!
t’was another day
full of sunlight!
the weather was good,
sun shining so bright!
i heard someone say
“Safely landed 99th flight”
and i did at the moment what i could,
for the princess had arrived!
I still remember,
the first look on your face!
the one that you made,
when you arrived at this place!
and in no moment,
shutters opened and closed*
but in coming time,
the situation got worse!
Because, you came like a flash of light-
i didn’t know much!
but at your very first sight-
i was in love!
Then came the day,
when i talked for the very first time to you!
Oh my gosh! how weird was the way!
sm1 took my pictures,
yes t’was you!
how cleverly, using the gap b/w ur fingers!
we talked – teased all the day long
seemed like playin’ a happy-sad song!
for you then and there some lines i wrote!
but by the end*, i was no longer so strong!
realising you were right, n i was, as usual wrong!
and so the 10 days passed
i never knew,
i would lose you at last!
but all what you said
is now a part,
just of my dark past!
years would progress, and the clock will never stop!
n so i am your charlie and you my jordan roark*!
Because, you came like a flash of light-
i didn’t know much!
but at your very first sight-
i was in love!
AFTER SHE LEFT:
it’s a strange scented world of my own,
“Boulevard of Broken Dreams” is what they call!
Nevertheless, you won’t ever know!
that you were my only nicole*!
neither wasn’t anyone before, like you
nor would be anyone after you!
Because, you came like a flash of light-
i didn’t know much!
but at your very first sight-
i was in love!
And so each day, we talked
though we lived quite far apart!
it snowed in there, mercury fell here too,
that doesn’t matter, cause much often i skyped you!
It became my daily chore
to ask you
“How was the day?” and so on!
may it be the social site or your cellphone!
messaging you each day, never cost me so more!
One day you said,
“I have composed a poem for you!”
and i was so glad,
to hear those words from you!
As soon as you sent me the work*,
i stored it at a thousand places,
feared of losing her!
and for those who are reading this verse,
some of the lines of the poem were:
“We had so many plans,
with you i’d dance,
in storms in my best dress!”
i read a million times,
dreamt billion times,
about yet to happen incident!!
Because, you came like a flash of light-
i didn’t know much!
but at your very first sight-
i was in love!
But one day you were sad, and said:
“Hey sorry! but i lost all the msgs i had!
my cell phone got hung up, uff t’ws so bad!”
Even then, i never stopped my chore,
although it broke, it shattered my core!
2 MONTHS AFTER THESE HAPPENINGS:
The situation got worse,
i was blessed by dark moon’s curse!
you stopped coming on the social site*,
on the cellphone, but always ran on my mind!
i never got tired of you, and i never will,
but you got so soon, ‘m thinking of you still!!
you don’t reply to my messages now,
may be t’s good, ‘m hittin’ a low!
Neither you poke me again and again,
there used to be a time
when we played “POKE FAST*” – the game!
nor did you say to me now,
“hey! i love that song.”
But i still say
“I miss you, since long!”
and if tears could bring you back,
i would cry all day long!
keeping your memories intact
into my shaken soul!
Because, you came like a flash of light-
i didn’t know much!
but at your very first sight-
i was in love!
10 YEARS LATER:
THE SCENE OF THE TOWN IN WHICH SHE LIVES, HAVING FIELDS OF CROPS AROUND THE RESIDENTIAL AREA:
Cold breeze makes out its way,
through the lush green fields, on a sunny day!
swirling and creating,
wavy patterns on the crops,
taking away with it,
the sparkling dew drops!
I came to you, to your home,
your neighbours said:
“She doesn’t live here any more!”
I Searched all over, didn’t find you any where,
“Melancholy”- my best friend, since long
never had and will never leave me alone!
i saw many brown weak stalks*
outside your home,
may be unwatered green plants!*
And so i started walking away from your place,
at a surprise, a church fell on my way!
thought of praying, to get you back,
i got in!
Only to visualize that you were marrying him,
you didn’t recognise me, but you- surely i did!
experienced the worst–
“I DO!”, you said
“Love You”, he said,
followed by kisses, hugs and cheers around!
i left the place, in nostalgia i drowned!
I will wait for you,
no matter how the world changes its trends!
i will still breathe to see,
how our story ends!
Just cause, you came like a flash of light-
i didn’t know much!
but at your very first sight-
i was in love!
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Shutters opened and closed – refers to the shutters to the camera. here implies to the action of clicking photos!
Charlie and jordan roark – characters of the hollywood romantic flick “My Sassy Girl”
Nicole: refers to Nicole Kidman.
work – here refers to the poetic work i.e. the poem.
POKE FAST – term coined by self. refers to the game in which facebook users have to poke each other again and again very fast. the┬áone who┬átakes more than 30 seconds to poke back loses the game.
Brown weak stalks: here represents the presents sent to the girl.
Unwatered green plants: refers to the uncared for presents.
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My Story

Love Takes Courage…. <3

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Waiting for morning to come…

waiting for the rain to stop…

waiting for the end of the tunnel…

Still waiting for the day you will come back, the day you will realize how much you were wrong, how you took what I had for you for granted…

Still waiting for your apology….

My friends laughed at the word apology, they said it wouldn’t make any difference…

Trust me it will…

It will ’cause I will know that I wasn’t the problem, it will help me sleep at night, it will even make me stop believing that beauty… my beauty is cursed…

yeah, I am still waiting for the sign of the rainbow, the sign that the rain will stop soon….

You loved me when you loved someone else too and I loved you when I wasn’t supposed to…

yes baby we did all wrong…

The time? I am the author of it… So I can wait…. but I can’t do it without you God…. The closer I get, the darker the night seems to be…

It doesn’t make any difference ’cause I still love you…

 

I wish it was easy to stop, to just make my hands and heart let go and tell them to rest before they latch on to the next guy that I compare to how perfect you were… how perfect to me you are

Tonight, on broken lines I will not write…

Yes Love takes courage

‘Cause baby patient ain’t me…

With my ego I am fighting

Nothing will ever match how safe I felt belonging to you, because only in the aftermath do I now understand that IÔÇÖm not safe belonging to anybody….

Miserable

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I did all I can

Just to be noticed my love for you

But how miserable it is to be ignored

It feels like I’m a piece of junk to

be thrown away

Its like you didn’t value the memories

and time that we’ve spent together

I remember how we laugh until we cry

The most stupid things that fools can do

But it was before when I was a fool

now I have awakened myself from a dream

of reality that has become a nightmare

I felt too much pain that I can barely breathe

then I looked at myself in the mirror

and saw a reflection of my self

And realized that the pain i felt

made me a coward to love again

but I wasn’t a coward at all

Im just being careful to whom

I fall in love again

I Want to Hold You So Tight

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I want to hold you so tight

I want to feel your body next to mine

I want to kiss your sweet lips

And never say goodbye

 

I want to jump with joy

I can not forget your smile

And how it makes me feel

 

Your body is so hot

Your eyes are so sexy

 

There is something about you that is so special to me

 

I want to love you more and more every time I see you

And every time I hear your voice

 

Never leave my side

Without you I have no life

I am addicted to you and your love

 

I can not go through the day if I can not hear your voice

And if I can not see your face

 

An image of you is printed in to  my mind

So whenever I need hope or a little inspiration

I can think about you and feel better instantly

 

You are my hope, my strength

My inspiration, my joy

You are my smiles and my laughter

And my happiness is all thanks to you

 

You are my shooting star

And my lucky charm

You are my dreams

And my success

 

You are all I need

You are more to me than the whole wide world and all it contains

 

I want to hold you so tight

You are so special to me

 

I want to love you more and more

I want to kiss your lips and

I never want to say goodbye

I Love You & Therefore

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Someone’s knocking my door
Someone’s┬áringing┬ámy bell
Someone’s calling my phone
I reach the door to realise a smell
Its the one I used to adore
I’m anxious can’t move a bone
You’re the one I’ve been missing

It has been a long while
but I’d still give my everything
to love you much more
Red has turned into white
but my love for you is unchanging
I love you & therefore…

Make this world a better place
I can’t live with tears in the eyes
Hold me with your embrace
I can’t live in the hell of goodbyes
Don’t try to hide what’s inside you
scream it out loud if you had to

Your whisper’s breaking the silence
As close as to its enigma
Your voice’s giving my life its sense
as far as from its stigma
You’re nothing like the monsoon
Always the person I’ve long met
Forever seen charming as the moon
Unlike everything, even when the sun sets.

It has been a long while
but I’d still give my everything
to love you much more
Red has turned into white
but my love for you is unchanging
I love you & therefore…
I can’t be without you anymore