When I see you I start to cry the tears on
My eyes just tell you whats on my mind
Thinking of love just makes me sick
It makes me want to throw you a kiss
but just not any kiss the kiss of death
so not only do you die
my tears my memories, and my broken heart
die as well as you do so once again
so you get it right
Im sick of being loved
sick of being betrayed
Im sick of loving you
I wonder if you are too?

Baby!
I need you,
I want you,
I cannot live without you.
As I sit by myself,
All I can do,
Is think about the days,
When I used to hold you.
What I would give,
To go back to those days
You mean the world to me
And I want you to stay.
I pray to God
To send you back to me.
Because no one will love you as I do.
You just wait and see.

There’s no place i’d find a person like you
that can mix my emotions
and make me feel so many different things
at the same time
even though we’re so far apart from each others arms
I feel like i love you even more everyday ,
in the morning when i wake up
the only thing i wake up for is to later on talk to you
i cannot stop you from living your own life without me in it
but dont forget that
in the distance and time
there is someone who will never forget you

We convince ourselves that life will be better after we get married, have a baby, then another. Then we are frustrated that the kids aren’t old enough and we’ll be more content when they are. After that we’re frustrated that we have teenagers to deal with. We will certainly be happy when they are out of that stage. We tell ourselves that our life will be complete when our spouse gets his or her act together, when we get a nicer car, are able to go on a nice vacation, when we retire. The truth is, there’s no better time to be happy than right now. If not now, when? Your life will always be filled with challenges. It’s best to admit this to yourself and decide to be happy anyway. One of my favorite quotes comes from Alfred D Souza. He said, “For a long time it had seemed to me that life was about to begin – real life. But there was always some obstacle in the way, something to be gotten through first, some unfinished business, time still to be served, a debt to be paid. Then life would begin. At last it dawned on me that these obstacles were my life.” This perspective has helped me to see that there is no way to happiness. Happiness is the way. So, treasure every moment that you have. And treasure it more because you shared it with someone special, special enough to spend your time… and remember that time waits for no one… So stop waiting until you finish school, until you go back to school, until you lose ten pounds, until you gain ten pounds, until you have kids, until your kids leave the house, until you start work, until you retire, until you get married, until you get divorced, until Friday night, until Sunday morning, until you get a new car or home, until your car or home is paid off, until spring, until summer, until fall, until winter, until you are off welfare, until the first or fifteenth, until your song comes on, until you’ve had a drink, until you’ve sobered up, until you die, until you are born again to decide that there is no better time than right now to be happy… Happiness is a journey, not a destination. Thought for the day: Work like you don’t need money, Love like you’ve never been hurt, And dance like no one’s watching.

When it rains
we especially need tenderness
Why not come and
hold me tightly
near the warmest part of my blood
Who knows how long I could hold out
Who knows this time is not the final one
Hold me if you are not willing to let me go
Hold me like your protecting a wounded bird
say to me the sincere words
the words can only be said once in all your life
the words can only be understood by me
and – smile (do not cry, do not cry my love)
If you cry
what is wet is always my face
If you weep
what is bitter is always my heart
Do not worry if it rains too long
Do not complain if I would leave soon
Many many stories have already been eternal
at the beginning
There is no reason
need not be any reason
even life cannot manufacture a reason
Love is as long as all dimensions of space
or much—much—longer

• French Version:: Pendant la maladie