Memories of my past were so cruelly hunting me…
some nights I used to sit alone..
he was sleeping so peacefully by my side
And I loved to sit beside, watching him…
that presence was more than enough for me..
then I would lie down by his side close to him..
so closer that I could feel the warmth of his breath,
And then I will slowly close my eyes…so peacefully
that his love was protecting me from everything…
And those nights were so beautiful and calm,
that while lying close to him I could hear his heart
still beating for me..softly whispering my name…
Their love can’t always be there,
no matter how hard they try.
Sometimes you need something
or someone to keep you occupied.
They will always come back.
Don’t let it break your heart.
Just remember they will return.
I’m sorry I can’t do much.
You just need to wait,
but please don’t worry.
I am here for you.
We are here for each other,
through thick and thin.
I will be here when he’s gone.
I will be here when he returns.
When you need a shoulder to cry on,
when you need a good laugh,
when you have a secret to share,
I am always there.
He says that he loves me.
He tells me he needs me.
What do I say?
I tell him I love him,
I need him forever.
We both know this won’t last.
We tell each other we will be forever.
We know we won’t.
We live in the moment,
Loving each other.
We don’t want us to end.
Though, we know one day we will.
We will hold off the future,
As long as we need to.
As he tells me,
I will always need you,
but I will only be around until you don’t need me.
I tell him I will always need him.
Lately, we’ve been yelling for stupid reasons.
I don’t know what I should do.
I don’t wanna lose.
He doesn’t want to leave me.
We try to resolve our situations,
but they’re only getting worse!
I want them to get better.
I can’t stand the thought of him leaving me.
I could never leave him.
Is he the one??????
We were so in love.
Then we were falling.
Our hearts being torn away,
our love being eaten by hate.
Beauty counts for nothing when you can’t see.
And I could not see.
See you, at least.
We thought it was perfect, you and I.
But no, we were sadly mistaken.
There were issues and problems.
Barriers we could not cross.
Things we could not overcome.
And now you’re gone, only a faint hissing in my Temporal Lobes.
(or my memory, for those of you who are thinking “What?”)
I won’t forget you, or at least I’ll try.
What ruined us was gravity,
Making us fall down.
Are we still falling?
Im so confused.
All I asked for was happiness.
Now, I have too much
and I must choose among my first love,
another love, and a guy I barely like.
I don’t know what to do D:
This is very hard but it is life. .