Weak and alone
No one to blame but my own flesh
For the wrong I have done,
It’s all washed away
Every mistake I have made
The redeemer rescued me
The redeemer rescued me!!!
Desperate for changing
Got this hunger for truth…
Sometimes I just wish when everything in love gets so complicated, a day, a moment only can change it….
How in life you can try hard to live, with hopes, but end up in the same place?
There’s always a thing, a mistake that makes you come where you started
How do I end up in the same place??
Why am I making the same exact mistakes?
The tears in my eyes I can’t fight back,
Shaking ground I am standing, I swear you were all I needed, you are all I ever need
Once again you paint me Blues when all I ever give you was love.
I wonder why just like the seasons, people always change, never stay the same….
Why do I have to wake my old demons, why did I fall for you again :(
Don’t get me wrong I can be strong, I can be tough
but with you it is just something else…
Sleepless I am, waiting, wishing you were right here
Baby find me here
Get me through this one.
It is like the sky is bleeding above me, and I am blistered…
They say silence is golden, but hun, Loneliness never shine…
Get me through this one
Purple neon skies,
Rolling sandy dooms,
Bloodline across the horizon,
I find bliss in an euphoric red land.
I look across the desert.
There they sit, lonely,
In that glance I uncover my destiny,
My reason my meaning my Orange doors,
The glowing doors to perception.
Across the desert,
With hope in my heart I walk into love.
I arrive at the Egyptian doors,
My final escape,
And I lay with them.
I lie with them in the desert and watch the sky,
Still thriving with Purple.
I watch the Stars tingle eagerly.
I watch the Moon, her ancient damaged soul at ease,
Inching closer to freedom’s Bloodline.
I lie and I wait for that spark in the back of my mind,
For the end of time.
Immortality will shine through my doors,
And carry me through the Purple neon skies.
I’ll fall in love with the Moon.
I’ll kiss all the tingling Stars.
I’ll dance with the Energy
Exploration through eternal cosmos and my mind will begin.
Her once dear love has forsaken her
She has no more purpose to live another day
He left her without an explanation
She asks why?
Why did this happen?
Her heart is shot
Her mind is blank
Her eyes gave way to tears
Her soul is torn apart
Her thoughts run wild yet they are blank
Stained with death
In itself its beautiful bliss
She will not suffer
She loves him so and yet he has deserted her why?
Cruel were his intentions were they not?
To leave her
She gave him everything and he took it
Took it all and escaped
Left her to die alone
She lies down to meet her death
She fears not
She only seeks it now
Seeks bliss beyond pain
Drifting in the cosmos,
Dancing, sifting through stars,
I didn’t know I could smile this hard.
I can feel myself radiating warmth,
But the air around me is cold,
I laugh when I realize the cold doesn’t faze me.
I glance into the distance,
Back at earth.
And laugh because I get to float over Jupiter