I wish I could just tell you how I feel.
Like my Love for you is Just so real. When I see you face to face
the whole world stops in space. Its more than just real
Its more than just real.
Your the Shooting star that shoots through
The butterflies I get.
All the things that I would do Just to tell you this.
Your the reason that I’m saying this
I wish I could just tell you this
I stood the blocks end to end,
spelling your name
you walked into the room,
put hands on hips,
looked at the blocks
with a hard twisted little smile,
said “That’s not my name!”,
gave the blocks a good kick,
spun on your heels,
and made to depart
“Who are you then?”
I called after you
“I’m still trying to figure that out,”
with a laugh….
As night falls, the sun rises, when the grass grows,
flowers bloom, as the sun sets, the moon glows,
when the dark shows, the light glows, as the rain melts,
the snow melts, when one dies, one is born,
as the cycle repeats,
life never ends.
Sometimes my life feels like I’m being controlled,
like I am a puppet on strings, controlled by a puppet master,
but I will break free….someday…
I’ll be free to make my own choices,
i’ll be free to control my life, now its time I will break free,
its time to make my choices to make mistakes,
now its up to me to choose what’s right from wrong, its time to live my life
As I bleed my heart aches, as I feel pain in myself,
my past comes to me, as my past comes to haunt me,
I begin to fear, as I begin to fear my pain comes back,
as my pain comes back I realize this is the end of my lament,
I will live my life again.