I crave the way you hold me tight
I need the rush of pills
My blood is my addiction
And there’s tears on all the windowsills
You promised not to leave me
And since I won’t let you go
Then I guess you’re stuck with me
Just thought I’d let you know
When I run out of pills
My body shakes and quivers
It sends me into desperation
And gives my friends the shivers
And all of this becomes too much
Can’t cry, just cut and bleed
My skin is numb; my blades are dull
What is it that YOU need?
I’ll tell you that I’m fine
That I just need a hug
But my wrists are bleeding
And I’m searching for a drug
Cuts and pills and you
Are all my body needs
I’ll stay this way forever
Unless OD succeeds