I’ve traveled the same road
as far as I can remember.
The same twist and turns, as
my world collides.
Feeling the sun burning my pale skin,
the wind as it whistles in my ear
a sweet harmony as my feet
drag me along the broken road.
Feeling the heat and hearing
the sweet harmony I stand here
where the two roads meet of love and hate.
I stand here thinking about what I need..
I need love and I can’t live without hate
so I choose the road in-between.
As I walk this barren world I challenge
fate as I walk the road of both love and hate
What’s wrong with me?
I’m stuck in this desolate wasteland
Praying it to be my last breath
I can’t hold on
My hands are slipping
My tears have fallen
No faith in me can change what I’ve become
I crave the way you hold me tight
I need the rush of pills
My blood is my addiction
And there’s tears on all the windowsills
You promised not to leave me
And since I won’t let you go
Then I guess you’re stuck with me
Just thought I’d let you know
When I run out of pills
My body shakes and quivers
It sends me into desperation
And gives my friends the shivers
And all of this becomes too much
Can’t cry, just cut and bleed
My skin is numb; my blades are dull
What is it that YOU need?
I’ll tell you that I’m fine
That I just need a hug
But my wrists are bleeding
And I’m searching for a drug
Cuts and pills and you
Are all my body needs
I’ll stay this way forever
Unless OD succeeds
Fight for what?
What’s there to fight for?
When this world can be so cruel
Without any hesitation
Those people out there.. knock anyone down who dares to defy anything that isn’t to their pleasing
Because they know no evil
Do you see?
See those red, puffy, unblinking eyes
Eyes of the punished
Eyes of the innocent
Who have fought and fought
And fought again just to stay alive each and every day
Does anyone care?
No, never …