I closed my eyes and went to what
I thought was sleeping
I had a pretty vision for a while
I thought I was dreaming
I opened my eyes to the best reality
A dream can close to
I reached my arms to touch
The best of a spectrum, YOU!
I prayed for the lord thankfully
For making my dream a reality
Nobody’s is ……
Like lily on a steady water
Underneath the shadowy tree
No sunshine and feeling so lonely
Butterflies, Dragonflies whatever
Oh dear, whispering sweetly
And tickles me temporarily
But sad to say the truth is
They came but no one stays
Perhaps I will grow old here
And perish someday
But I won’t forget to remember
You once came
To cherish my darkest day!
Think how all things
Come in pairs of two
There’s male and female
There’s sadness and happiness
For every pain there’s a cure
For every impure there’s a pure
All things come in pairs of two
Just like for me there’s only you
A sun during the day turns to night’s moon
As your face shines my day like sun at noon
The ……
Imagine where the clouds lie
up above the distant sky
heaven where my heart lies,
who will we see when we die?
Imagine what’s behind those clouds,
from up above and all around,
Heaven where my heart lies,
Who will we see when we die?
A light to be found,
So curious but ……
The leaves on the trees,
Haven’t changed since yesterday.
Walking through a path of snow lying at my feet,
feels like I’ve been buried all along.
Swimming through the river,
Almost drowning,
I gasp for air.
Looking at my life ashamed as I am,
Walking towards a long empty road,
With my shadow down upon me.
Thank you drugs,
You took over my life,
You destroyed ……
The lost shocken boy
with tears in his eyes
he looked up to the sky
with the bright look in his eyes
A whisper and a smile
He said Thank you god
for giving me Freddy
The day came for Freddy
to leave this world, and he
knew exactly what to do…
he ……
The longer I stare,
the more I care
when your hands
intertwine.
But why, my darling
Georgia boy,
can’t they
be holding mine?
They said
you could be
anything,
But when we
answered,
They told us
to stop being so naive.
Expecting us to
not say something,
To believe
what they said.
The only problem
is that we did.
I used to wear
my heart on
my sleeve
or held it
by my side.
But times
have changed,
and things
rearranged,
And now
its not out,
but inside.
The instructor said,
Go home and write
a page tonight.
And let that page come out of you—
Then, it will be true.
I went home and thought about the questions.
Who am I?
Where do I come from?
How do I see myself?
How do others see me?
And how do I want others to see me?
Who am I?
I ……
My happiness is bright.
My sadness is blue.
Sometimes I get confused
And I don’t know what to do.
I don’t know when to smile.
I don’t know when to cry.
I don’t know when to grin.
I don’t know when to sigh.
The world is filled with questions.
And so is my mind.
Don’t think this will be easy.
The answers are hard to ……
Moving away from any kind of rhymes
I’m just going to let the pen do its job
I’ll just going to let my hands write
Everything that I might feel towards you
With a great exhale I start to write
The idea of writing what sounds like a letter
Makes my hands move as if they were in air
Freely ……