The things I relearn, relearn
and relearn again
The lessons I could never
get in my head
come round every
so many years
hoping my brain
finally hears
For my mind is filled
with dreams and visions,
deep profound thoughts,
and spiritual inspirations
So many messages
on my blue wings
toss practical thoughts
and mundane things
The technical mechanics
the boggling unrest
the business as usual
the mainstream of life
I fear that I’ll ……
Sadness in those brown eyes
Brimming tears run down her cheeks
Stain another page
Clinging on another disappointment
She can’t let it go.
Feels to much like home
No one there to pull her out
No one to care
……
I escape from myself to hide into you
I long for the freedom behind your bars
I cry for the tears of your sweet laughter
I steal beyond your generous giving
With every forgiveness I seek guiltiness
For every pain there must be a relief
When tranquility accompanies fear
Each sunrise shall be the end of a dream
For the time being ……
Be still tonight oh my soul.
This night i say!
For i know this too will pass
Even if it tarries but a while.
Be still tonight oh my soul
This night i plead!
For darkness lasts only for a while
By break of dawn I shall smile
Be still tonight oh my soul
For this night i shall rest!
Till the moon fades ……
My heart is heavy
My mind is busy
My head is pounding hard
All because I worry about what tomorrow may or my not be.
I toil hard under the sun
All because I worry about what tomorrow may or may not be.
I found me friends
I lost me friends
I made few more
I lost a handful more
All because I worry about what ……
There’s only one
lady in my life
she could be the one
to be my future wife
It’s so far away
yet What i feel ~
can’t be swayed
I love her with all my zeal
She’s in my heart
even when we’re apart
This is the start
something real, a work of art
You say that you are broken and lost?
You say that you have nothing left in cost?
You say that no one understands you?
That no one can comprehend your view?
Well, listen to me if you will please,
A moment that might put you at ease.
With pain and despair that burns inside
Living each day with a sighed,
I truly ……
What’s the fate of you and I?
Of him
Or her
Don’t you ever wonder?
Wonder what it’s like to be this person or that person.
Wonder why they act the way they do?
Wonder about their whole life?
I wonder…
What’s the fate of every single person on this planet?
What can be said about these people…
Why so many of them don’t ……
Dance with the devil
Play with the flame
Feelings can’t touch you
When it’s only a game.
Let’s flirt with danger
Just to tempt fate
Forget the future
Caution can wait.
Avoid your demons
Run from the past
Smile at destruction
Die young, live fast.
Your mind is a prison
The key made of ice
You pray for escape
And then pay the price.
Misery caught you
Lonesome, you cry
Reality sets ……
Like lily on a steady water
Underneath the shadowy tree
No sunshine and feeling so lonely
Butterflies, Dragonflies whatever
Oh dear, whispering sweetly
And tickles me temporarily
But sad to say the truth is
They came but no one stays
Perhaps I will grow old here
And perish someday
But I won’t forget to remember
You once came
To cherish my darkest day!
Think how all things
Come in pairs of two
There’s male and female
There’s sadness and happiness
For every pain there’s a cure
For every impure there’s a pure
All things come in pairs of two
Just like for me there’s only you
A sun during the day turns to night’s moon
As your face shines my day like sun at noon
The ……
Imagine where the clouds lie
up above the distant sky
heaven where my heart lies,
who will we see when we die?
Imagine what’s behind those clouds,
from up above and all around,
Heaven where my heart lies,
Who will we see when we die?
A light to be found,
So curious but ……
The leaves on the trees,
Haven’t changed since yesterday.
Walking through a path of snow lying at my feet,
feels like I’ve been buried all along.
Swimming through the river,
Almost drowning,
I gasp for air.
Looking at my life ashamed as I am,
Walking towards a long empty road,
With my shadow down upon me.
Thank you drugs,
You took over my life,
You destroyed ……
The lost shocken boy
with tears in his eyes
he looked up to the sky
with the bright look in his eyes
A whisper and a smile
He said Thank you god
for giving me Freddy
The day came for Freddy
to leave this world, and he
knew exactly what to do…
he ……