My heart is heavy
My mind is busy
My head is pounding hard
All because I worry about what tomorrow may or my not be.
I toil hard under the sun
All because I worry about what tomorrow may or may not be.
I found me friends
I lost me friends
I made few more
I lost a handful more
All because I worry about what ……
There’s only one
lady in my life
she could be the one
to be my future wife
It’s so far away
yet What i feel ~
can’t be swayed
I love her with all my zeal
She’s in my heart
even when we’re apart
This is the start
something real, a work of art
You say that you are broken and lost?
You say that you have nothing left in cost?
You say that no one understands you?
That no one can comprehend your view?
Well, listen to me if you will please,
A moment that might put you at ease.
With pain and despair that burns inside
Living each day with a sighed,
I truly ……
What’s the fate of you and I?
Of him
Or her
Don’t you ever wonder?
Wonder what it’s like to be this person or that person.
Wonder why they act the way they do?
Wonder about their whole life?
I wonder…
What’s the fate of every single person on this planet?
What can be said about these people…
Why so many of them don’t ……
Dance with the devil
Play with the flame
Feelings can’t touch you
When it’s only a game.
Let’s flirt with danger
Just to tempt fate
Forget the future
Caution can wait.
Avoid your demons
Run from the past
Smile at destruction
Die young, live fast.
Your mind is a prison
The key made of ice
You pray for escape
And then pay the price.
Misery caught you
Lonesome, you cry
Reality sets ……
Like lily on a steady water
Underneath the shadowy tree
No sunshine and feeling so lonely
Butterflies, Dragonflies whatever
Oh dear, whispering sweetly
And tickles me temporarily
But sad to say the truth is
They came but no one stays
Perhaps I will grow old here
And perish someday
But I won’t forget to remember
You once came
To cherish my darkest day!
Think how all things
Come in pairs of two
There’s male and female
There’s sadness and happiness
For every pain there’s a cure
For every impure there’s a pure
All things come in pairs of two
Just like for me there’s only you
A sun during the day turns to night’s moon
As your face shines my day like sun at noon
The ……
Imagine where the clouds lie
up above the distant sky
heaven where my heart lies,
who will we see when we die?
Imagine what’s behind those clouds,
from up above and all around,
Heaven where my heart lies,
Who will we see when we die?
A light to be found,
So curious but ……
The leaves on the trees,
Haven’t changed since yesterday.
Walking through a path of snow lying at my feet,
feels like I’ve been buried all along.
Swimming through the river,
Almost drowning,
I gasp for air.
Looking at my life ashamed as I am,
Walking towards a long empty road,
With my shadow down upon me.
Thank you drugs,
You took over my life,
You destroyed ……
The lost shocken boy
with tears in his eyes
he looked up to the sky
with the bright look in his eyes
A whisper and a smile
He said Thank you god
for giving me Freddy
The day came for Freddy
to leave this world, and he
knew exactly what to do…
he ……
The longer I stare,
the more I care
when your hands
intertwine.
But why, my darling
Georgia boy,
can’t they
be holding mine?
They said
you could be
anything,
But when we
answered,
They told us
to stop being so naive.
Expecting us to
not say something,
To believe
what they said.
The only problem
is that we did.
I used to wear
my heart on
my sleeve
or held it
by my side.
But times
have changed,
and things
rearranged,
And now
its not out,
but inside.
The instructor said,
Go home and write
a page tonight.
And let that page come out of you—
Then, it will be true.
I went home and thought about the questions.
Who am I?
Where do I come from?
How do I see myself?
How do others see me?
And how do I want others to see me?
Who am I?
I ……