Sadness in those brown eyes
Brimming tears run down her cheeks
Stain another page
Clinging on another disappointment
She can’t let it go.
Feels to much like home
No one there to pull her out
No one to care
No one to love her
No one to save her
I escape from myself to hide into you
I long for the freedom behind your bars
I cry for the tears of your sweet laughter
I steal beyond your generous giving
With every forgiveness I seek guiltiness
For every pain there must be a relief
When tranquility accompanies fear
Each sunrise shall be the end of a dream
For the time being what’s present is absent
Once our love was rigid now it’s elastic
Shadows appear shallowly like passing clouds
Pain screams loudly like dogs of hound
When you don’t read
My writings find no need
When you don’t listen
My letters gain no addition
When you don’t answer
I stand a lonely dancer
A shattered puzzle of thousand pieces
A well-made project without a thesis
Our lives has become a meaningless mess
We’re breathing air as a duty no more nor less
We’re using the boards we bought today
To surf on the waves coming from yesterday
When the past overtakes the moment
There must be an unfinished content
Take my hand and drag me into nowhere
To the moment we used to find love everywhere
To hear people whispering wish we are him and her
We won’t turn the page let’s write a new book
We’d keep the old style but change the look
Shall we get ourselves free again without a hook?
This raging war must find an end with a truce
I’m surrendering and taking back my troops
Lies never were meant to last against truths
My words are my truth
My feelings are my troops
You’re presence is my sole truce. . .
Be still tonight oh my soul.
This night i say!
For i know this too will pass
Even if it tarries but a while.
Be still tonight oh my soul
This night i plead!
For darkness lasts only for a while
By break of dawn I shall smile
Be still tonight oh my soul
For this night i shall rest!
Till the moon fades away
And the sun shines forth her light
My heart is heavy
My mind is busy
My head is pounding hard
All because I worry about what tomorrow may or my not be.
I toil hard under the sun
All because I worry about what tomorrow may or may not be.
I found me friends
I lost me friends
I made few more
I lost a handful more
All because I worry about what tomorrow may or may not be.
I hope and I pray
I pray , I have faith
I sing and I praise
And I worship too
All because I know YOU own my tomorrow.
There’s only one
lady in my life
she could be the one
to be my future wife
It’s so far away
yet What i feel ~
can’t be swayed
I love her with all my zeal
She’s in my heart
even when we’re apart
This is the start
something real, a work of art
You say that you are broken and lost?
You say that you have nothing left in cost?
You say that no one understands you?
That no one can comprehend your view?
Well, listen to me if you will please,
A moment that might put you at ease.
With pain and despair that burns inside
Living each day with a sighed,
I truly understand your reason
Why you feel like you live in treason.
I, too, had feel like you today
For many of my days were too, grey.
But know that the world will not change
For we are always, in its eyes, strange.
But despite our very own ignorance,
We can still always find tolerance.
Like the sun that shines through the dark rain,
You will make it through without a strain.
The pain is only for a moment,
For time will never become frozen.
The ache in your chest is temporary,
Giving you strength and honorary.
You will make it through these cold, dark days.
I know very well your heart will blaze.
The end is near right before your eyes.
I know, for you, there’s a waiting prize.
Once the pain is all over and gone,
Soon you will smile without a yawn.
Why do I know, you may wonder so?
Because I understand your sad woes.
I know because I have been there too.
And I’m on the edge of making it through.
What’s the fate of you and I?
Don’t you ever wonder?
Wonder what it’s like to be this person or that person.
Wonder why they act the way they do?
Wonder about their whole life?
What’s the fate of every single person on this planet?
What can be said about these people…
Why so many of them don’t even care
Care about nothing, but themselves
Hypocrites that’s what I see
But so am I.
It’s easy to be so vile and spiteful because let’s face it,
It’s better that way.
Dance with the devil
Play with the flame
Feelings can’t touch you
When it’s only a game.
Let’s flirt with danger
Just to tempt fate
Forget the future
Caution can wait.
Avoid your demons
Run from the past
Smile at destruction
Die young, live fast.
Your mind is a prison
The key made of ice
You pray for escape
And then pay the price.
Misery caught you
Lonesome, you cry
Reality sets in
You’re living a lie.
Lost in regret
Consumed by no hope
You’re shaking and soulless
Unable to cope.
Screaming with silence
You slip on a lie
And stripped of your dignity,
“help me,” you cry.
Like lily on a steady water
Underneath the shadowy tree
No sunshine and feeling so lonely
Butterflies, Dragonflies whatever
Oh dear, whispering sweetly
And tickles me temporarily
But sad to say the truth is
They came but no one stays
Perhaps I will grow old here
And perish someday
But I won’t forget to remember
You once came
To cherish my darkest day!
It’s was time for me to end this
It was time for me to find peace
I wasn’t gonna find it with you
So I let myself lose you
All the drama
All the pain
It’s doubt anything
It’s not the same
I am happy
In a better place
Lots of green.
Lots of grey .
Shatter my heart
It’s empty inside
It was left in pieces
It’s was done easily
But I am happy
Yes I am
I tell myself this everyday
I don’t shed tears
You’ve forgotten through out the years
I’m not your girl
I’m no longer here
It was hard for me to know
I had a life
I had to let go
Just remember you won’t be missed
For all you can see ..
Think how all things
Come in pairs of two
There’s male and female
There’s sadness and happiness
For every pain there’s a cure
For every impure there’s a pure
All things come in pairs of two
Just like for me there’s only you
A sun during the day turns to night’s moon
As your face shines my day like sun at noon
The dust of the day turns to night’s stars
As your smiley teeth shine like neon of bars
I wish there were twenty four months a year
Twelve for humanity and twelve only for us
A year to wonder in your pretty face
And a year to thank God for his grace
Imagine there’s a pair of January
We would celebrate every year twice
How would it feel doing so very nice?
What about having a double February
One for me hiding within your warm arms
And one for you holding me within yours
If there were two springs in two marses
Roses would rise in the first spring
So I can collect them for you in the second
A river would eventually hit a given sea
As your eyes give me sight and make me see
The warmth of the day turns to night’s breeze
As your presence by my side makes me breathe
If there were two happy Easters with two Aprils
One for Jesus’s resurrection and one for our love
Beneath the warm clouds and lovely birds of two mays
We do look forward to get lost in a golden corn maze
What if we live two summers under Junes’ angels?
One to wait waves to hit so I can tell about us in the second
We would have enjoyed two Julies under clear sky above
Watching the sun burning twice of jealousy from your shine
Living this way is like living twice where you are mine
A pregnant lady would sooner or later give birth
As your kiss brought me to life from ashes again
The seconds in a clock turns to become hours
As you turned my life from only mine to ours
With two Augusts a year the adventure would multiply
With you by my side they would rush like moments pass by
The horizon would appear by two autumns in two Septembers
Loving one another under the fallen leaves of two Octobers
Holding onto each other’s under the rain drop of two Novembers
Waiting to celebrate the holy Christmas once in every December
Just imagine you and I creating our own calendar and timing
Living everything twice, loving and in life we’d be rhyming
Everything in life our dear lord created it in pairs of two
Just like you and me before we meet I was me & you were you
A pair of persons on this planet, strangers we have walked
But the destiny we never knew about put us across each other
Since that day we met I thank God for EVERYTHING that is you
Let things in life stay in pairs of two and let us be ONE
After two months together I can only wish
To keep on holding you forever and ever
After two months together I can only promise you
To always keep on loving you forever and ever.
Imagine where the clouds lie
up above the distant sky
heaven where my heart lies,
who will we see when we die?
Imagine what’s behind those clouds,
from up above and all around,
Heaven where my heart lies,
Who will we see when we die?
A light to be found,
So curious but yet,
Not too far from this ground.
Imagine heaven and how it could be
To be filled caressive enchantment,
gratified by long lasting fulfillment
in all our needs.
My heart filled with sustaining love,
theres nothing better left to come.
Still we long to wander ,
The leaves on the trees,
Haven’t changed since yesterday.
Walking through a path of snow lying at my feet,
feels like I’ve been buried all along.
Swimming through the river,
I gasp for air.
Looking at my life ashamed as I am,
Walking towards a long empty road,
With my shadow down upon me.
Thank you drugs,
You took over my life,
You destroyed me,
You betrayed my family,
But most of all,
I hate you,
For changing me.
The lost shocken boy
with tears in his eyes
he looked up to the sky
with the bright look in his eyes
A whisper and a smile
He said Thank you god
for giving me Freddy
The day came for Freddy
to leave this world, and he
knew exactly what to do…
he looked up to the sky and said god
Take care of Freddy won’t you?
I hope to find
my long lost friend
out in the distance
out of the land
hoping it will fly back to me
I hear a sound of the bird
I longed for
sitting on the branch looking
down at me
I say come here freddy
come back to me
as he looks twice
he comes for the land
he comes right back to me
into my hand.
The longer I stare,
the more I care
when your hands
But why, my darling
be holding mine?