Im sorry I failed you, if thats what I did.
Im sorry I wasn’t good enough to help you.
Im sorry your problems beat my own.
Im sorry I have a temper.
Im sorry I’m a human being, with feelings of my own.
If you can’t accept my apology, I won’t bother with you anymore.
You left me alone, brokenhearted, staring at your retreating figure.
I’m lonely without you, yet I’m relieved.
Relieved to ease some of the burden on my shoulder.
I have suicidal thoughts.
Yes, because of you I think of committing suicide.
Because of you, I’m more depressed than not.
Because of you, my own friends pity me.
Because of you, I have a therapist, because my life is a living hell.
I thank you for the pain you put me through.
It’s made me stronger, less gullible to your lies.
I can’t believe that you had the nerve to lie to me, after all this time.
It hurts me to admit, that I’ll most likely forgive you by the end of the day.
But it’s true, I can’t fully hate you.
Yes, there are moments, but not all the time.
You don’t know any of this, and I doubt you’d care.
You know what? I’m not sorry.
But honestly? I miss you.
But I’m NEVER coming back to you, you heartbreaker.
And that is all you need to know.