Along the pavement I walked,
Looking at the beautiful sun setting,
Also thinking about the wonderful life that god has given,
Many incidents have taken place in my life,
Some were bitter while some were sweet,
There was one incident that I would like to share,
There was a boy who entered my life,
A kind,charming, lovable and hot-tempered person,
Took good care of me day and night,
Numerous of fights because of misunderstanding has happened,
But still I was happy,
A serious fight occured that made him say
“I REALLY DON’T WANT YOU!”,
With a broken heart and tears rolling down my eyes I accepted it,
But still I didn’t believe what he said,
So now I just would like to say to him,
I still love you,
Waiting for you and sorry if I hurt you.
‘PLEASE FORGIVE ME, MY LOVE’.

My lucky charm, that’s how I describe you
My inspiration and my angel too
Someone who will love me for who Im
Stands for me forever while holding each other’s hand
Silent and mysterious that’s what you are
Some of your qualities that took my heart
The twinkle in your eyes, the smile on your lips
Those things I’ll always remember specially the way you kiss
You’re the kind of man a woman dreamt to have
The last person who would make me feel bad
A person who makes me experience something new
You are the one I want to spend my whole life through
A partner, a friend and lover in one
You’re my answered prayer and my ideal man
I always thank GOD for giving you to me
And promise Him to care and love you madly
Thank you for loving me that’s all I can say
And understanding the entire mistake that I’ve made
Sorry if sometimes I make you feel blue
But deep inside my heart I care and truly love you

Today is the day I must leave
A day of sadness and grieve
Im sorry work has brought me to here
See me in you when you look in the mirror
Hold your tears don’t cry so much
Go to your heart and feel my touch
When you are down and feel alone
From the beginning our love has grown
Take a walk outside to the park
Look up in the sky and see the spark
The little bright star that shines so bright
Proves our love is perfect and right
Now that Im gone have no fear
Just be patient and don’t shed a tear
We will be united again very soon
Maybe on a honeymoon?
Will you marry me?

I could search the world and far beyond,
And never find a love like yours.
I know with me only you belong,
Because I know you will stay to keep me strong.

I cannot say that that Im sorry enough,
And I know that times have been real rough.
Im sorry I lied and threw it away,
But I think about you each and every day.

My heart gets no rest thinkin about you,
Knowing your not here what can I do,
To win back the love I once had with you,
The love we shared that was once true.

I will be there for you when your in need,
To keep you safe and help you breathe,
I will love you forever even when your gone,
Baby with me is where you belong.

No one cares
No one is ever there
Im screaming for something
Something unknown
The voices are loud
The pain even louder
Love maybe lonely
but Im the loner
Can you listen
Just for a second
You won’t listen
I will say my last goodbye
I will take the pills
Call a cab
You will say your sorry
That you never meant it
It’s too late
Im gone

Dad,
Im just your little girl
whos given up all hope.
Any chance of being loved
is far to gone,
and the hope of being saved
is lost with any reason to go on.
No one wants me
and no one cares.
I’ve been so bad
to the woman you love.
Tell me dad,
how can I ask for forgiveness
when I’ve caused her so much pain?
I’ve tried to say Im sorry
for doing this to her.
I tell her I will try harder next time
it wont end up the same,
But it doesn’t ever work
because to her I don’t exist.
Im just someone to yell at
and take her anger out on.
So Im going to say goodbye
I feel I’ve wasted enough time.
All I can say is that Im sorry
Im sorry that I tried.
I tried to make you love me,
and see me just for me,
and not some bad kid
she makes me out to be.
I promise Im not that bad
Im not a pathetic bitch
Dad, Im just your little girl
Who needs you more than ever.
I need you to tell me you love me,
and say you will always care
but most of all,
I need you to be there.

If you listen…..
just a little closer
and if you would stay…..
just a moment longer
You might be able to hear
these drops of regret
fall into the bucket
And you might be able to see
these drops of sweet “sorry”
filling up the bottle

I told myself this is
no fault of my own
and blamed it on your fear
of being alone

but if I bring you…..
just a little closer
and if I could hold you…..
just a moment longer
I might be able to take back
those drops of regret
and empty that bucket
And I might be able to soak up
those drops of sweet “sorry”
and break open that bottle

We made this fairy tale
into a very short story
You deserved a much better ending
and for this…..
Im very very sorry..

Sometimes i just feel like i wanna die
or curl up in a corner and cry
sometimes i just lie to myself and say every thing is fine
that every thing will change in time
ill sit there and wait
stare at these walls and disintegrate
never look back to see
what a person i will come to be
life is crawling up my spine
and i feel im running out of time
u look at me in disgrace
but i just cannot run the race
i wanna run away
cuz i have nothing left to say
i almost feel sorry for wut im gonna do
cuz the vision i see is you
i dont hate you and ur not the 1 to blame
my feelings just arent the same

When you were on your death bed
we all thought you were gonna make it,
but as the days passed you seemed to worsen,
all we could do was watch you fail everyday,
cause there was nothing any of us could do,
when we lost you, we all lost our cool, and we started to cry.
The final day came on Saturday July 17, 2004,
we were all hoping for you to recover but that didn’t seem to be happening,
as you were lying on your death bed I felt sorry for you,
we still aint recovered yet, I know it takes time,
I miss all the good times we shared together,
you were well loved by family and friends,
I wish we could’ve shared one last night together,
you are my guardian angel now, Im glad of that cause you really didn’t leave this place,
Till the day we burried you, you were loved by family and friends,
and as our lives go on you will always be rememberd.
I Love You Aunt Lynn!!!!
In Memory Of Kathy Lynn Sabourin!!!!