My false smile, you turn away
This heart beating for every day
Till you return to me my love
Nestled safely, little dove
Till the day when you and I
Can spread our wings within the sky
Flying on without a sound
Two silhouettes upon the ground
Silently passing over the land
Like grains of sand across a han
Rain falls in the coldest summertime
As your agony awakens my soundless night
Fading colors in your once joyful life
For his great love no longer in sight
Thoughts whispers in rhyme
Profound words almost bleed my eyes
Lost in its darkest melody
For someone wishes to be free
But who am I?
Truly I cannot deny
Ordinary as everyone you see
Truly, not as good looking as he
Perhaps this is me, also awaits
For your love and heartfelt poetry
I once loved the man I wanted
and won his heart but his lips won’t.
My life won’t stay the same,
when his lips won’t speak my name.
I die when our love is what he forgets,
it drags me to hell with all regrets.
My body was cold, still, and numb,
thinking of my love for him was so dumb.
Day by day my head got paralyzed.
I ignored it just to hide the feeling of hatred that I realized.
My heart experienced too much pressure,
so I let it go including all our treasure.
Now our love and moments have ended,
my heart was broken and can never be mended.
This is a lesson I should possess,
that love for him is nothing but useless.
Today is a reality
Tomorrow is a mystery
Yesterday is a history
But everyday is misery
I’ve just wasted time
Thinking that you could be mine
My love for you was endless
But for you Im hopeless
I gave you a flower
But you just let it wither
I went to your place
But I saw you talking face to face
I can’t take the pain so I go away
Wishing my life would fade away
Cause I hear him saying I Love You
And I hear you replying I Love You Too
My world fell down
So I drink to make my heart drown
Cause you mean everything to me
You’re my fantasy and my ecstasy
But the words you say
They drive me crazy
As I knew Im not the right man for you
But I still keep in saying I love you
It is a day of our monthiversary
But all I feel is misery
You have made my heart hopeless
And left me here breathless
You had taken away all my love
Like the birds that flew high above
I guess it’s time to set you free
Co’z I can’t hold you endlessly
I have longed for a man like you
For your love is unconditional