What can I do, to make myself forget?
After I said yes, she got me to commit.
It isn’t really all, as easy as it seems.
Even when I try to forget, its always in my dreams.
She was the one, who I gave all my heart to, to live.
She will always have the love, that I am able to give
I let my heart lead me, not knowing where I’ll go.
Maybe that was my mistake, I should have just said no.
I feel I’ve been poisoned, and she is my venom.
Whenever we’re together, it makes my body numb.
Will things get any better, or is this how it’ll be?
If that is how it feels, put me out of my misery.
I tie around your neck
That, memories of this moment will surface
Every time you feel its soft pecks
With it I make a promise
To love you for love,
Offer my heart as a sovereign promise
And together fly like a dove
May it show to you…
That you’re most precious in my world
My heart I’ve given to you
Am only left with this poetic word
Let it be a souvenir
Of what we hold for each other
If destiny has to interfere
And probably paint me a lonely brother
Then your heart will tell tells
Of a love that never lied
And the world will see shells
Of feelings that would hatch with pride
And now I’m gone
So lost in tears
That I’m afraid of drowning
The sun had shone
Erased my fears
And I’d been stopped from frowning
But then you left
Like all the rest
And never looked back at all
I see your theft
I should have guessed
How far I had to fall
My heart you stole
And ripped away
So far beyond repair
I’ve paid the toll
So please don’t stay
This is hardly fair!
I loved you so
As you loved me
It was such a sunny day
But there you go
I just can’t see
As I watch you walk away..
You think you’re naive and you’re closed like a book
But I am the author and I’ll write forever
You say you have problems and that you’re behind
Well I’m behind too so we’re starting together
You’ve got trust issues and you cry out at night
Know that I’m crying for you; ’cause I need you
You’re light to my darkness, my strength when I’m weak
The journal which makes a note of what we’ve been through
You’re always so happy even when you’re sad
I try and reflect you but don’t have the will [because]
You’re so much better than who I’ve become:
A monster. A monster in love with you, still.
You rant about people who’ve left you to dust
Please know that I’m here, here to pick up the pieces
Don’t thank me again, you deserve so much more
“Yes I do, and it’s you. You’re the world to me.” she says
Through the last passing years
I always had you in my dreams
Hiding your pretty face
Holding you with embrace
Walking under the rain
Faster than a runaway train
I never knew it was you
I never knew what to do
To turn the dream into reality
To acquire the everlasting serenity
I want to get into your inside
Be the blood keeping you alive,
Listen closely to your beats in rhyme
I want to see the sun into your eyes
Be the cause of my continuous life
See the source of the passing daylights
Actions speak louder than words
Meanwhile words are my actions
Screaming, and shouting madly
I scream in desperation,
I want you, my final destination
I shout with declaration,
I want you, my only reconciliation
Dreaming will not rescue me anymore
Every second I’m with you, I beg for more
Feeling this need embracing me
I wish I can be, what I want to be
My fear will always linger here
A tear will forever irrigate the tree
Trapped, crippled with thrilling demand
Into your soil everlasting shall stand
Till you rise with a touch of your hand
Breaking the spell and setting me free
Life will break down
With every new day’s dawn.
Shine the sun of my days
Lighten the star of my nights
Save me from love’s insanity
Bring my ultimate prosperity
Smile before my charmed oculus
Laugh nearby my enchanted Auricles
Little piece of heaven you are
By a mysterious power said to be divine
Sent from a hidden place too far
To be the guarding angel of my lifeline.