Love is Lonely

Desperate for changing

Got this hunger for truth…

Sometimes I just wish when everything in love gets so complicated, a day, a moment only can change it….

How in life you can try hard to live, with hopes, but end up in the same place?

There’s always a thing, a mistake that makes you come where you started

How do I [......]

Here I am again…

Wonder after wonder…

Lonely nights become a second nature…

I would ask you,

but I am afraid I might already know…

I can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness, but baby this one is not the case…

I remember how with beautiful words, you broke my walls, my guards…

Yes, this time I was hoping, still [......]

I sit here tonight

I sit here tonight, all alone

And I remember your face

As I remember your grace

You left my life

You left me here

To face all the troubles of life

On this earth I remain

And the tears that I cry

Is just some of the pain, that hides away

I know you had dreams

I know you had dreams, of [......]

On this night
Welcoming another new year
I’ve got around me all my peers
But without you, I’m feeling disavowed
This damned loneliness
Is filling my emptiness
Even within the surrounding crowd

For the last few 365 days
Everywhere I go
Everything I do
I was imagining your pretty face
For the last few 52 weeks

When you close your eyes,

What do you see?

I see a lonely, sad child,

Trying very hard to the best.

Wanting to believe,

Wanting to hope,

Wanting to be loved,

When all is there is none.

Searching for the light,

Wondering, “Why?”

Open your eyes,

What do you see?

Close you eyes again,

Hold yourself, you lonely, sad child.

Softly whisper:

“I’ll be there, when you are falling.”

  This poem [......]

I feel alone,

As each day passes by,

The depression is taking over,

Like my life is one big lie.

I’m tired of acting happy,

I want this all to end,

I want the pain to go away forever,

I want to see my friend.

I’m starting to take pills,

For my depression to go away,

I’m praying to God they’ll work,

And that I’ll be [......]

He walks with a frown on his face

He walks with tears in his eyes

He doesn’t know what to do with his life

Because his family was taken away

He doesn’t know where to go

He doesn’t know where he stands

But if anybody sees him please take his hands

He has no memories with him

He has no tears [......]

But why…
Why do I think twice of this?
This that’s crystal clear as glass
I know I can’t have peace
My heart tells me I shouldn’t let this pass

Friends, yes…
But on my side it’s not real
Coz I’ve only been cheating all this while
Am no sea lion, but a seal
Searching for [......]