For All You Jerks Out There

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For All You Jerks Out There
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For all you jerks out there I have a question for you…

Why must you hurt us girls really

Is it just to see us weak? Too see us cry? Too see us get on our knees and beg?

You know what a lot of us girls are just sick of it!

What are you trying to do?

Do you do this just to make you feel like a man?

Well guess what…It may work for you

But that’s so not how you become a man…

If you break our hearts just to feel strong

All it’s gonna do is show a bunch of people what a jerk you are

Some of you break our hearts for another girl!

It just disgusts me it’s so not cool…Other boys shouldn’t worship you

The boys may be like “Man that’s awesome!”

But to us girls we’re like “He is such a jerk I feel bad for who’s gonna date him next”

For you jerks out there

One day we girls will become strong once again!

And we will so take you down!

Once we take you down…

Will you still feel like a man?

Huh? Tell me that!

It disgusts me that some of you dump your girlfriend for some other girl

It so disgusts me if you dump a girl just to feel like a man!

It disgusts me that most of you ignore us most of the time!

It disgusts me if you use us!

This poem is for the jerks out there!

Does Anyone Understand?

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Does anyone understand the pain I have?

People tell me so many things I don’t understand

Does anyone understand what I’ve been through?

I’ve been through fear and pain

I’ve been through losing and ranting

I’ve been through so much drama and so many other things

I don’t know if anyone understands my life anymore

One person used to understand it but I don’t know if she still does

One person understands what it’s like to be broken hearted

But I don’t know if anyone understands my pain of being in the middle of fights

I never wanted to be on both but now I have to

Does anyone know what it’s like to go…Insane?

Sometimes I can’t stand it at all

Does anyone understand that an old me might have died?

And a depressing one might have replaced it?

Does anyone understand what it’s like to have been replaced

Does anyone understand what it’s like to lose a sister?

Everyone explains in these difficult ways but I never understand

Does anyone know what it’s like to not think straight?

Does anyone know what it’s like to not smile or laugh anymore?

Does anyone know what it’s like to cry all the time thinking you lost everyone?

Does anyone know what it’s like to have lost everyone you ever loved?

Does anyone understand my pain at all

My old friends….I don’t know who they are anymore

They’re all…New…And some are evil some I don’t know what they’ve become

All I want is to have the old times back

Does anyone understand this at all?!

Silence

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Twisting agony

Not in body, but mind

Cannot escape

End my misery!

Leave the endless wrath

Of my own family..

Hide against pursuit,

Follows to the end

Can’t ever quench the darkness,

That waits in her stead..

Grow and begin closer,

Strikes when least expect..

Can’t even find an anchor,

Without seeing her respect!

My life is finally shattered

I’m sure you’re glad to know

That I no longer live

Or let emotions show

I’d rather leave this shell

Or fix my broken mind

But you continue laughing

So this is all I find

My heart is rather broken

From the blows you stroke

I don’t think you notice

The new me you awoke

I don’t want to stay

You’ve gone way too far

But you just keep on going

My mind a dreadful scar

Lies you spin from truth

Truth you take from lies

It is all these things

About you I despise

You never see what’s right

For you it’s always wrong

You smash my dreams and hopes

Do you notice my song?

I wish I was not here

Not anywhere near you

But I can’t seem to get away

Nor tell what’s true..

Silence silence everywhere

It is my heart I never share

To find what I wish the most

Off my mind onto the coast..

Wishing wishing never getting

That which haunts me to leave

Can’t respond have to take it

Just letting my heart privately grieve

Although it seems I’m being wrong

Dramatic maybe? I’m not!

You haven’t seen just what it’s like

When it is not love you sought!

The more I think

The more it seems

Like somethings really right

But then I know

And then I see

The true horrible sight

It’s hard to know

Exactly whats real

If I’m crazy or not

Even though nothing else

Is like the peace I’ve sought..

The Smell of Old Memories

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With this guilt in my soul
With the tears in my eyes
With the smell of old memories
Coming alive
With the envy of those girls that wish to be me
With the love of my life wanting nothing from me
I have this feeling of hatred inside
I wish I could change it and hide
This part in my heart is broken in pieces
I tell you the story of the girl that misses
I wish that sometimes I won’t get mad
because I hurt those whom I love real bad
But the pain does not end and I need you to know
I wish I could change but it’s hard to let go
I want to move on but tears just won’t stop
My eyes are burning, my heart is in pieces,
my mind is full of past memories that are making me dizzy
but deep deep inside I still have one wish
to let go of love and to reach my goal,
to forget all the pains that once ruined my life
and to get back on track and leave the past behind.