Love is Lonely

For reasons that  I can’t explain

your all I think about.

knowing that whats coming could be pain

but how times have changed,

how much we’ve grown

from high school days

to being people of our own

its just never easy to understand how it happened

one minute you were here and the next,

the moment had already happened.

am I foolish, must be, why [......]

Who ever thought, your first love would be your last?
The days just get shorter, time goes by too fast.
What would one do, if you gave them your heart?
Now you feel lost, it has all fallen apart.
You try to let it go, but it doesn’t work that way.
The more I try not to [......]

Rare are those who can be
This close as you are to me
‘Cause once they become
It sadly gets undone
They start fading away one after one
Even you couldn’t stay; now that you’re gone.

Not just it’s heartbreaking
Moreover it’s breathtaking
I’m sure you’re coming back
So here’s an oath I’m making
Whatever it [......]

Every part of my mind hates you

But every fiber of my being longs to be with you

To feel your arms wrapped around me,

Your lips pressed against my lips, my hand, my forehead, my neck,

Your hands caressing me and running through my hair

To breathe you in and never let you go again,

Yet my mind scorns you

Reminding [......]

I try to love him but I can’t,
I don’t know what to do
I still think about you
Why are you in my mind?
Why won’t you leave my heart?
I try to keep my balance but then I fall
I fall into your arms as if our love were meant [......]

You said “Put the knife down!”
And so I did but you bounded yourself
And said “I won’t ever leave, I promise“
Now it’s a year later
You’re walking away and say
“It’s over, Im done!”
So after you left
I sent you a text saying
‘never make a promise you can’t keep‘
You come running back now
But only to witness my death
You run [......]

My heart is shattered again!

He was healing…He’s different from my other guy friends

He actually healed my heart…

Well some of it

Ever since I got back 3 weeks ago from my vacation

My heart broke again…

I’m sure it won’t heal this time

I miss him so much

He’s the only one that can make me smile

And he made me stop [......]

I won’t slither on the floor anymore
A lying serpent in a locked fate
A boy so angry he won’t utter a word
A man encased in a vessel of hate

I can’t feel when I know she’s under
The influence of all her friends and foes
She dances all night with a heart of steel: