Her answer

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I look happy on the outside,
Because the inside is what i’m trying to hide.
A bullet has pierced my heart,
now my whole world is falling apart.
This time I thought I had it,
but now it’s hurting me quite a bit.
I close my eyes clench my fists,
wondering if to cut my wrists.
A dark cloud sits over my head,
o how I wish I was dead.
I sit here with a big frown,
wondering what I did wrong.
I did everything I should,
to me things were going good.
I was so nervous to ask,
it seemed like a huge task.
When I asked I lost the air in my lungs,
but then she said o I was too young.
I thought she was joking,
but then I felt my heart-broken.

Broken Hearted

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You become a distant memory.
Im thinking to myself, this is exactly how it outa be.
Anxious to see what the future has instore for me.
and I was so proud to see how much I’ve grown,
if it wasn’t for the heart breaks, I never would’ve known.
since you left I was doing so good,
but when I was you again, feelings came back that never should.
me ? broken hearted ? No one could tell,
because I promised myself I wouldn’t fall, until I fell.
and now my heart again, is locked up in a cell.
but something about this story is amazing to see,
how of course you meant the world to me,
but my eyes just refuse to leak,
like my tears know it isn’t worth rolling down my cheeks <3

Left my heart broken

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Left my heart broken
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How could you do this to me?
How could you leave me like this?
Sad and dying inside.
I feel like Im rotting away inside.
Little dead pieces of me fall off as I fade away slowly,
drowning in depression.
My heart stopped beating when you stopped talking.
My mind focused, like a starving dog staring at a piece of meat,
waiting for some glimpse you might care.
But you never call.
Even the air freezes around me in discontent and sadness.
A feeling of empty, a feeling of grief and sorrow.
My stomach aches with knots of confusion
and head fills with clouds of misunderstanding.
Boxes of information opened and poured out without hope of solution.
Fingers of blame thrown in the air
and words of anger fill the ears of a negativity drowned victim.
Falling into pieces that can’t be glued.
Beyond hopeless, suicidal and filled with doubt of life’s meanings.
You left me here like this.
Not giving me the time of day filling your self up,
like a glutton, with selfishness.
Warped sense of mind.
How can you separate yourself like that?
How can you go on with you smiles and laughter
when you left me to lie here.
My chest open heart barley beating.
You never turned around once.
Now Im bleeding out,
my lifeline fading as I drown in my own tears.
After all we have been through,
after all I have done and sacrificed in the name of our love.
If all your time was wasted and all you love has died.
Then what was this?
Who the hell was I?
but after all we have been through,
obstacles leaped over,
tears that have been cried.
You left me here alone,
left my heart broken like a shattered mirror
reflecting pieces of what used to be me.
now i lie here slowly dying, loosing all that once was
and everything that will never be.

Just Go away

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Damn there is no word as “hope”, “wait” or “things may change”,
for now I have opened my eyes from the deadliest dream,
now that there is bright side all over, no black clouds, no rain
I feel like I’ll die and won’t be able to face the ray
you never loved me, just go away, far far away..
you broke my heart into trillion pieces,
so many lost,
some drowned,
some got burnt,
I can’t even see those pieces for me to fix them all again..
not only heart but my entire body aches,
Im shaking and Im crying,
you never loved me, just go away, far far away
I always felt like I could console my self with your lies,
I could wait for you to still come up,
with pure feelings, a true heart and a new you
I always felt like I could ignore and forgive your mistakes,
that one day you’ll change,
like an angel, a pearl so precious,
a one I could see in 8 billion people…
I hate you for who you are and who you turned me into..
You never loved me, just go away, far far away
Just leave me alone and go away, far far away
I’ll never be happy without you nor being with you..
you never loved me, just go away, far far away..