Im thinking of you so lonely

I didn’t expect
when you left
the drizzle kept falling
Listening to the drops of the rain
I stayed up day and night
Silent tears were flowing out of the eyes
they were the memories that were sobbing in the heart
Having been pained and thinking
I saw this clearly bit by bit
Having looked calm
I fooled you and myself
Goodbying you with the smile
I even wished you good luck
forgetting to ask who would keep my heart
When you hesitated between me and him
I should not have just been waiting for you to make the decision
If I held you tightly in my arms
perhaps I would not have lost you
Im thinking of you so lonely
Im thinking of you so bitterly
Shouting I love you to the sky
I hate myself to have expressed love less than ten thousand percent
Who can I say love to now
Im thinking of you so lonely
Im thinking of you so bitterly
Shouting I love you to the distance
Deeply loving a person
you should not painfully hide it
A bit hesitation
lifelong sorrow

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