Love is Lonely » Courtney

Suicide note

Courtney — Thu, 02 Dec 2004 05:41:00 +0000

So close but so far away
Never wanted this anyway
If yesterday brings a better tomorrow
Im never gonna see today

My heart is broken
My scars split open
So this knife will be my god
And take me from this world

Take me from this world
Take me from this pain
Take me by the hand
Make it go away

Im leaving home
And if I never return
You don’t have to remember me

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Good-bye

Courtney — Sun, 14 Nov 2004 05:49:00 +0000

Hanging there dying,
On the inside Im crying.
My life is leaving,
My heart is bleeding.
Now it’s the end,
So much for friends.
I looked up at the sky,
One last time.
And whispered,
Good-Bye.

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The truth of your love washes my soul

Courtney — Sun, 14 Nov 2004 05:46:00 +0000

This breath in my lungs is for you,
The ache in my bones and the aching of my heart,
for you.
Overwhelmed by the thought of a kiss,
Im now in your presence.

The truth of your love washes my soul
Incomplete without you
Wishing for the source
For the sweet, soft, brightness that comes with your faith
In something that cannot be seen,
Only felt.

The morning is a new day that is still yesterday,
Touching on a heightened level
Knowing each beat that flows through you

Wanting the future
Wanting the next
Wanting the warmth

Praying for the strength.
For the wisdom and long-suffering,
For the patience
That a thousand lovers never had

Wanting to fill you,
Waiting to touch you,
Wishing for a miracle that will most certainly come as you.

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