I cannot

I cannot take this..
I cannot take this hate,
guilt,
heartache,
and pain.
I want to show everyone,
who Im
and what I feel.

Instead
I put this face on
that isn’t real.
I cry alone
and I want to die alone.
I feel so much hate
almost everyday.

You don’t ask..
you don’t care.
And I want someone..
anyone
to ask me..
if I need help.

I cannot take that
heartache
that he left me with.
I can still
feel his
soft lips.
Why do you leave?
I will change..i promise.

I cannot do this..
I cannot lie,
cry,
and suffer.
I cannot no more…

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One wish

The day you left me,
I will never forget.
It was raining…
and my whole life left

A kiss on the forehead
and a wave goodbye..
nothing more,
and nothing less.

I stood there
not knowing either to cry,
or just stand there
hoping to die.

I loved you,
and you left.
Now only god
can help me.

You didn’t cry,
or say goodnight.
A kiss,
and a wave…
nothing more.

I only have one wish..
because you granted all mine,
before.

I wish that I could,
go back in your arms

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