Pretend it never happened

Let me give you a knife
and my arm
and you can cut it for me
so you see the anger in my eyes.
You say mean things to me
but it doesn’t stop there
No, your words go deep inside
and stay with me forever.
Im taking this hard
but why shouldnt I?
I look at you with disgust
as I see you walk by.
The silence it kills me
but it’ll always be the same
But Id take silence
then have to replay those memories in my head
What did I do to deserve this?
Im sick of making excuses for you
So lets just leave,
Pretend it never happened.
Somebody pinch me
please tell me Im dreaming
Let me wake in the morning
and it’ll not be my reality.

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Everything good goes away in the end

How can you know so much about me
and not bat an eye, but want to know more?
You know when Im mad and say all the right things
We fit so well together, but I dont wanna do this.
You dont wanna know how I feel
It would eat you up inside, tearing your soul from your body
Devouring it whole.
You know so much, but theres still so much more
Stick around, and maybe you will learn something
You’re gonna get tired of me soon
everyone always does.
Its such a disappointment that everything good
goes away in the end

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How can you call me a friend when Im hurt by you?

I thought I got away from this
Little did I know I was only getting deeper
The rain pounds on the window
as the pain tears at my heart.

Am I going crazy?
Or have I just lost my way.
It’s nothing like I’ve imagined
It’s worse.

The cuts they keep coming
but everythings the same
Im slowly disappearing
No one will notice when Im gone.

Kick me while Im down right?
Your getting pretty good at it.
you’re tearing me in two
Just put me down easy.

How can you call me a friend
when Im always hurt by you?
I thought it would be better by now
Trust me. Its not.

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