It hurt me so bad when you told me you didn’t care

It hurt me so bad
when you told me you didn’t care
I cannot believe I let one person
make me cry so many tears
I didn’t know how much I loved you
till I realized I had to hate you
now my stomach is in knots
and my heart just hurts
and my head is so confused
because I thought when you said
*I love you*
it meant you really did

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Dad, Im just your little girl

Dad,
Im just your little girl
whos given up all hope.
Any chance of being loved
is far to gone,
and the hope of being saved
is lost with any reason to go on.
No one wants me
and no one cares.
I’ve been so bad
to the woman you love.
Tell me dad,
how can I ask for forgiveness
when I’ve caused her so much pain?
I’ve tried to say Im sorry
for doing this to her.
I tell her I will try harder next time
it wont end up the same,
But it doesn’t ever work
because to her I don’t exist.
Im just someone to yell at
and take her anger out on.
So Im going to say goodbye
I feel I’ve wasted enough time.
All I can say is that Im sorry
Im sorry that I tried.
I tried to make you love me,
and see me just for me,
and not some bad kid
she makes me out to be.
I promise Im not that bad
Im not a pathetic bitch
Dad, Im just your little girl
Who needs you more than ever.
I need you to tell me you love me,
and say you will always care
but most of all,
I need you to be there.

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