I cannot take this..
I cannot take this hate,
guilt,
heartache,
and pain.
I want to show everyone,
who Im
and what I feel.

Instead
I put this face on
that isn’t real.
I cry alone
and I want to die alone.
I feel so much hate
almost everyday.

You don’t ask..
you don’t care.
And I want someone..
anyone
to ask me..
if I need help.

I cannot take that
heartache
that he left me with.
I can still
feel his
soft lips.
Why do you leave?
I will change..i promise.

I cannot do this..
I cannot lie,
cry,
and suffer.
I cannot no more…