Have you eva had the feeling
that your whole heart was revealing
any way someone could hurt you
break your heart and emotionally desert you
have you ever wondered why
and for no reason started to cry
have you ever felt theres something you lack
the reason he never looked back
if you've eva had that feeling
that heart renching feeling
you'll understand why suicide
is sometimes the path we decide

Kerry Anne Combrink JHB

Im Standing on a Rock Surrounded by my black ocean
Fear splashs and soaks my shoes
Pain swims by
Death flys near me
Im scared
I fall into the darkness
Into my pain
I can not breath
I can not swim
I can not run
I cant hide
fear rush's into me
Im Choking
Pain pulls me down
Death Dives in and blinds me
Suicidal thoughts eat me
Death wants me
Hatred fills me
Pain bites me fear runs me, I feel hands on me
Suicide holds me, my friends pull for me
I let go and death owns me

Jackie hergh

The time is right
to say goodnight
to this world Ive come to fear
This place filled with pain heartache and tears
Ive tried so hard to give it a try
but still in my heart I just wanna die
I pull the razor out of my pocket
My soul cries keep going don’t stop it
I put the razor to my wrist
so I can end this dark abyiss
as blood trickles down my arm
Im happy to say Ive done my self harm
Endurance pumps through my vains
I feel the rush not the pain
I lay in my bed and away goes the high
I think to myself why me god…why?
Why do I live my life in such pain
All these feelings are driving me insane
I think about it day and night
Maybe…just maybe the time might be right!!!!

Brittany Tinkham

The feeling is numb, ever since this begun
I am filled with remorse for ever trying at all
From the highest floor of the building I'll fall
I'll kill this nothing, no one will see it coming
First I will speak up and cause a tirade
I'll explain to them how my life has frayed
But I'll let them know, that it's all okay
Because once and for all, Im going away
I'll end this heartache, this ill excuse for life
Down my arms and legs I'll swipe
All my thoughts flowing out of me
I'll surrender to death and you will plead

Loryn

She sits in th corner
Pills cover the floor
She's 15 years old and they call her a whore
they call her fat
they call her ugly
When she cries
they think its funny
they pushed her to the limit till one day she snapped
She took the bottle and opened the cap
she swallowed nine
hoping she'd die
Now her lifeless body lays on the floor
with a suicide note taped to the door
So think twice before you end up like her
and know that theres always something better in store!

Brittany Tinkham

The thought of suicide
Put the gun to my head
Put the knife to my neck
Put the pills to my mouth
The thought of suicide
Jump off a building no screaming
Put a plastic trash bag over my head
Yes thanks am done am gone am dead
The thought of suicide blows my mind
I wouldn’t do it if I was doin fine in this life of mine
But it comes a time and I know this is my time to die
The thought of suicide runs threw my vains exceeds thew my brain
The thought of suicide is in my mind

Beverly

So close but so far away
Never wanted this anyway
If yesterday brings a better tomorrow
I'm never gonna see today
My heart is broken
My scars split open
So this knife will be my god
And take me from this world
Take me from this world
Take me from this pain
Take me by the hand
Make it go away
I am leaving home
And if I never return
You don't have to remember me

Courtney

I laugh, joke and look as if I'm having fun,
But inside I'm crying.
I smile, chat and act crazy,
But inside I'm crying.
I talk to you as if there is nothing wrong,
But inside I'm crying.
I see you almost everyday but you have no idea how I feel,
And inside I'm crying.
I don't show how unhappy I fell,
And inside I'm crying.
If a gang of lads were attacking me with bats,
You wouldn't try to help,
You wouldn't try to take care of me,
And you wouldn't even care.
If a car hit me one day you wouldn't be concerned.
If I died tomorrow you wouldn't be crying,
You wouldn't come to my funeral,
You wouldn't at all dare.
If I committed suicide next week,
You probably wouldn't even notice.
Even if I was on the front of a newspaper,
Splattered on the floor,
You wouldn't flinch an eyelid
And I'm sure you wouldn't miss me at all.
If I was dead,
You might realise that you miss me.

Chris Randall