4.7 / 5 ( 3 votes ) A touch like velvet, warm and tender Beauty incarnate, she doth render A gentle embrace from her is treasure The depth of my feelings are hard to measure Her eyes are impossible to ignore,. As blue as the sea against the shore Her … Continue reading Waiting, Waiting
Living in Darkness is like living in fear
Dreaming in Darkness is like having a nightmare
Locked in silence is like living in sorrow
Darkness is right beside me
Darkness is right in front of my eyes
Sorrow is locked away in my heart
Sorrow is in my eyes
As the water waves erases the
foot prints of your past
It gives you a clean sleet
As the water waves washes away
the rough edges of your life
It reveals who you really are
Screaming in pain
Is all I can do
Screaming for help
Is nothing I can do
Away in darkness
I begin to fear
Locked in silence
I begin to believe
That dieing is the best for me
There’s no easy way out
No where else to turn
Shed the empty tears
Some things aren’t worth fighting for
If i dream in darkness
Would I sleep to die?
Erase the silence there is no need for it
Cause I’m swallowed from
The sound of my screaming
Without a soul
Without a thought
I know that I’m going to die here
Don’t let me die here in the darkness
Afraid of who i am
Afraid of who i will be
Afraid of everything in front of me
Scared by the memories
Scared from all the lies that were told
Scared from everything that is bold
Weak from the abuse
Weak from all the pain that lingers deep inside of … Continue reading Afraid, Scared, and Weak
Blink of an eye In a blink of an eye death will appear.
The shadows will pull u in. in a place where fear only exist.
In a blink of an eye your dreams can turn into your nightmares.
In a blink of an eye your heart will be filled with … Continue reading Blink Of An Eye
I did it again…
The same mistake…
Just different faces…
different places, different times…
yes, my choice it was…
Now how could I face another day?
How to still have faith where I misleading again??
Enough is just enough…
How many of that I have to take to finally get there??
Another story I need
had this urge to scream out my lungs.
Between the voice, the lies, the secrets, a choice I got to make.
I am lost…
I am in no desert, but lost I am…
Tell me the truth, peace I’ll find on my own.
Show me the … Continue reading I need another story
3 / 5 ( 1 vote )
Your memoirs haunt me- across the seas, Wish! could relive that November- build a time machine, because since very long- no rainbow sparkles this sky, when i try to look beyond the aisle! the reign of reckless ruler prevails, from the heaven above heavily … Continue reading Love : from lands afar!
3.5 / 5 ( 2 votes ) The black sun will shine in my sky, if you ever leave me! each day i would cry, There wouldn’t be any happiness, no cheerful smile, Just tears, scary nightmares, glorifying my life! When i walk down the pavement with you on my … Continue reading An Oscar in Faking Smiles!
2.2 / 5 ( 4 votes ) WHEN SHE CAME: you came like a flash of light- didn’t know much! but at your very first sight- i was in love! you looked so beautiful, so bright- but were so far, like stars above! that on your stay, at the very … Continue reading My Story :(
4 / 5 ( 1 vote )
Some one close to me Hurt my feelings and hurt me. It was as if the cane I rely on Beat me, on and on. My nurse, because of strife Plunged in me a knife. Now it is stuck in me O why … Continue reading Hurt
In a place where nothing seems to grow
Ashes cover what was there
Haunted by the loss and by the past
Trying to survive physically and emotionally
In a place where I may not belong
By staining dark images on my skin
I erase the person who I once was
Flowers bloom on an even night
Spring comes along once a night
Trees sing a song day to night
Spring time is here once a night
When the sun sets
the moon rises
At the stroke of midnight
a monster appears
Angels wake when the first bell rings
The moon sets when
night is due
The sun rises
When a new day starts to begin again
The moon glistens on her skin
Like a diamond in the sun
My heart beats, like an angels wings
When I fall from my mistakes
Its like I’m an angel falling from heaven
When my heart aches
Its like an endless pain of fear
When my soul burns
It feels like … Continue reading The Difference In Life
4.7 / 5 ( 3 votes )
The pain escapes
‘oh so slow
I try to bare the pain
but nothing seems to work
For dreamless sakes
I cast them away
along with pain
To hear sweet sorrow’s song
in my ear
Makes me want to live in sorrow
When I do remember that day once again,
You always have to promise me that I’m here.
Don’t let me forget everything that had happened.
The joy, the sadness, the laughter, the tears.
Just let me remember those days that happen,
For confusion lurks within me to the end.
1 / 5 ( 1 vote )
Hold my hand and travel through the darkness
Hold my hand and travel through the dreams
You have nothing to fear
Don’t be scared
Don’t cry my dear
Nothing will harm you
As long as I am here with you
Don’t cry I’m … Continue reading Hold My Hand
I always knew that I would never part
but the darkness lays upon my heart
I try to travel to the light
but something pulls me with all their might
I never knew I would be scared of the night
The shadows are too strong so I can’t fight
Sorrow still linger in my mind
deep and dark blind to live
I begin to live in fear
Everything gone except for pain
I try to dream away
But I can’t with all the pain
Instead of pain it is sorrow
Instead of sorrow it is joy
I wonder if … Continue reading In My Mind
Tormented and abused till I am weak
I am falling from all the pain
that has been gained
Day by day, night by night
I lose sight of who I am
I think of myself weak and useless
Someone with no meaning
I have no strength to look in the … Continue reading Live the Light
Pain seems to travel through my soul
As it does
I seem to get weaker
Not knowing what to do, I pray to the
Angels for their help. With
No response I wonder if I am
Dead. Tormented and beaten I begin to
Fear If I will ever
I have fallen
And I can’t get up.
I may be down,
But my feel are still
on the ground.
I can’t be broken
For I still keep on workin’.
There’s no need to be sad,
Because it’s just the beginning
Of my path.
Yes, I chose to go off … Continue reading Can’t Be Broken
5 / 5 ( 1 vote ) I hate my life, period. Tears would always stream down my face, To always know that I’m a burden. Everyone hated me so badly. They even tell me to burn in hell. What did I do wrong for them to hate me? At … Continue reading My Suicidal Letter
I put one of my favorite jokes to rhyme. Quasi Moto was a legend who became a man of fame. This crippled man was known as The Hunchback of Notre Dame. Quasi Moto’s health was failing. He was old and growing frail, so they hired an apprentice he would teach to … Continue reading Quasi Moto
Earth wouldn’t be as beautiful if all God’s flowers were blue. If rainbows were only yellow that would be a sad thing too. Suppose the ocean and the sky were just the color white. And everyone on Earth wore black. Wouldn’t that be a sight? God made the beautiful flowers many colors, not … Continue reading God’s Colors
Put a man who’s good and wholesome into a mixing pan. Then, add one woman full of love and blend well with the man. Add any children of the man, and the woman’s children too. Stir them all together as you would a pot of stew. Then a little bit … Continue reading Our Favorite Recipe
Don’t cry – your eyes glisten so
as tears belabour their way
don’t cry – I love you, I’m here
escape in my arms
let’s hold tight
and hear each other’s rhythm
with our whole bodies
don’t cry – it’ll pass
but I’ll still be here
I’m as solid as … Continue reading Don’t Cry
Our talk at dinner made me laugh.
I don’t believe in your narrow vision,
So how can you expect me to follow it?
I’m gonna toss rocks and eat cinnamon,
I’ll do a lot worse in my lifetime.
You know i will.
It’s funny that you keep trying.
If you weigh your heart
Would your heart weigh more than the amount
of lies you have told yourself?
How many hearts have you broken?
How many lies have you told to others?
It seems like no one knows who you are anymore
If you just listen to your heart and … Continue reading Broken – by Ashley
Locked away in silence
Makes me want to let go of all my sorrow
I try to break the chains but they won’t let go
As the days go on the days go on
Trapped in dark, silence
Makes me weak
Since I am weak
I can hear the screams … Continue reading Fallen
As my heart beats so slow
I can feel the darkness watching me
The weaker I get
I can feel the light fade away
Until there is nothing left of me
The Lie is unspoken
The truth is a lie
Every lie you told was a lie to me
Every heart you have broken
Eventually leads to sorrow.
3 / 5 ( 1 vote )
Why do I waste my time thinking about you?? Its like I’m Stuck in a dream, A dream that will never come true. Your the sun, And the moon, The stars in the sky. And There’s nothing that I wouldn’t do to be … Continue reading Can’t Forget that day
I’m pouring out my heart, And putting it in a Bottle, I’m Throwing it into the Sea, In hopes that you’ll Find it. And if by chance, You don’t, I’ll give the key to my heart, to a dove, And watch it fly away. And Hope that you do find … Continue reading True Love Waits
I remember three years ago,
When my heart was broken and bitter,
I saw a picture of you and I
And decided to let go.
I made myself a promise
That every time I saw you at school,
Knowing that the memories would come back,
I would tell myself it … Continue reading That wasn’t me
Love, put the knife down, don’t take that step.
The step you’re taking today.
You say “no one loves you,
no one cares, no one can feel what you feel.”
So, you take pills every day to take the pain away.
You cut yourself every day to make … Continue reading Love, put the knife down
She sits up straight trying to hide her tears. Darkness surrounds her. She tries to find the light but she can’t find it anywhere. The littlest happiness she gets soon walks out the Door. Oh lord help me! I’m crying out for that little sign to show me you are alive! … Continue reading Darkness surrounds her
I wish I could just tell you how I feel. Like my Love for you is Just so real. When I see you face to face the whole world stops in space. Its more than just real I know Its more than just real.
Your the Shooting star that shoots … Continue reading More than just real!!!
I stood the blocks end to end,
spelling your name
you walked into the room,
put hands on hips,
looked at the blocks
with a hard twisted little smile,
said “That’s not my name!”,
gave the blocks a good kick,
spun on your heels,
and made to depart
“Who are … Continue reading Blocks
Red blood leaks from his heart
Red tears stain his cheeks
Roses of his heart lie beneath him
A thousand words leak from her
She begs him
He turns away
What more could he think of her?
Shame on her heart
He would give up anything and everything … Continue reading Let Love Bleed Red
As night falls, the sun rises, when the grass grows,
flowers bloom, as the sun sets, the moon glows,
when the dark shows, the light glows, as the rain melts,
the snow melts, when one dies, one is born,
as the cycle repeats,
life never ends.
Sometimes my life feels like I’m being controlled,
like I am a puppet on strings, controlled by a puppet master,
but I will break free….someday…
I’ll be free to make my own choices,
i’ll be free to control my life, now its time I will break free,
its time to … Continue reading Puppet
4.5 / 5 ( 2 votes )
I put my hand on the mirror, I can feel the sorrow deep inside,
in my reflection there was no one, no one I loved there before me,
not in spirit or in body, it wasn’t a ghost or an angel or an … Continue reading Familiar Stranger
You broke my heart so many times,
each time you did my heart breaks, and breaks,
until there is nothing left,
would I not love, not care, feel no pain, but I do know something,
As I bleed my heart aches, as I feel pain in myself,
my past comes to me, as my past comes to haunt me,
I begin to fear, as I begin to fear my pain comes back,
as my pain comes back I realize this is the end of my … Continue reading Heart Aches
I am scared unable to speak, unable to move. I am held captive alone in darkness for an unknown part of time. I am no longer in control. Was I ever? Life can be so short, or so long, and time can be wasted from the mistakes we had made. … Continue reading Why is life short?
my mind is going around in circles i’m so confused I don’t know what to do I don’t know which story to choose or to tell. I’m just afraid that something might happen something bad indeed. Something I might reject or something that I wish I hadn’t done. I guess … Continue reading On my own
I am scared of the darkness I am
Surrounded by dark shadows that withdraw me from the
Outside world everything I once
Loved everything I was ever
Attached to is all gone, I cannot
Talk for my voice to be gone as my mind goes blank my body goes numb … Continue reading Isolated
I open my eyes and fear exists. I open my heart sorrow still lingers. I open my mouth darkness spills out. I look into the mirror and realized I am darkness.
Among the light there is darkness.
Darkness is lingering along the light
the light with holds many secrets in the trees.
the darkness holds its secrets in the wind.
unable to find unable to see and unable to open
the secrets will never spill
From the paining ashes of the past.
I never thought I would last in a world that is meant to be dark.
Where joy and happiness seem to be lost.
A world that is a nightmare.
A nightmare that is impossible to wake up from.
Controlled by a master with … Continue reading Unknown – by Ashley
Sunkiss fly so high Sunkiss in the sky
give me light before I die.
Moonlight in the night
give me safety give me light
Moonlight shines so bright
it could take your breath away
protect me from the
evil one, Sunkiss its you I love
give me warmth and protection
I hide my pain
All in my mind
Deep and unopened
For no one to see
I hide the sorrow
Inside my heart
All bruised and hidden
For it will not heal
Alone in silence
Covered in darkness
For all eternity.
Fear of pain, fear of sorrow
All live deep inside of me
Fear of fear itself, fear of losing someone I love
Is lingering deep inside of my heart,
Fear of the darkness, fear of the dead
Still exists in my mind, as it always did
Fear of everything that … Continue reading Fear
A chill on your skin to your bones
Is something to fear
There is nothing left to fear, but the dark
The light no longer lingers therefore it does not exist
Fear of the dark, which is the place that the shadows live
The shadow’s heart is hollow therefore it … Continue reading Fear Does Exist
I can feel the pain swelling deep inside of me
I get so confused I don’t know if I should cry or scream
But we both know that won’t do a thing
I get so confused it seems that
I’m going around in circles
That my life is the same