I hate who I loved.
Suppressed and close minded,
I hate that I’m his.
To eager for me to respect,
Too stupid for me to have trusted.
I hate who I loved.
I find so much comfort in knowing that everything will eventually stop.
They’ll all give up,
… Continue reading Why are you trying?
each one higher than the next,
each one showing more telephone wires and cloud.
A lock and handle,
Speckled by time and grime,
on the door that separates cold and warm,
wet and dry.
There are cracks in the paint equal to the cracks in the … Continue reading Kenny’s House.
A child was born
To a virgin who didn’t know
she was raising
the Holy Lamb!
Hope was born on Christmas Day
And that is why we celebrate
The Spotless Lamb
who did no wrong
Would soon pay the cost for us all
He was crushed for our … Continue reading A perfect gift
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My world’s falling. I am too
The ground’s shaking. I’m going down
The world I’ve left behind
Is controlling my mind.
I’m giving shame and guilt too much time
I’m trading peace for what my minds telling me
It’s time to let God … Continue reading Control
Thousands of people die as we sleep
Thousands of people go hungry as we speak
How can we think about me, me, me
When thousands of people are suffering.
How can we be so cruel?
When thousands of people are dying in this world
Suffering to get food, dying to … Continue reading The Thousands
Such a simple word
Such a joyous sensation
The closest a human ever gets to heaven on earth
Paradise in a moment
Perfect in the blink of an eye
The closest a human ever gets to hell on earth
Pain for … Continue reading Such a simple word
If only I could see you one more time,
Before I had to lose you forever
If only I could hear your voice, one last time,
To let me know I wasn’t gone
If only I could feel you, just once more,
Before you slipped out of my grasp
If … Continue reading If Only
I sneak outside
And tiptoe down the stairs
Past my sleeping parents
To keep them unaware
I grab my parka, yellow and blue
While racing to get to that somewhere
For I can hear the rains coming
And I must beat them there
I see his tall figure
… Continue reading Rain
We are our teenage desires
We are carnal
We are impulsive
Young and blind and infinite
And we don’t care.
I can’t care that you’re disappointed.
So we revel in the beauty
And tremble with anticipation
Waiting for something life changing.
We must grasp the opportunity
Capture the explosion
And … Continue reading Battle Cry
Your last relative is gone –
they certainly took their time,
didn’t they? – you sit at the table,
chin on knuckles, looking
as miserable as hell – and when I
offer a sweating mug of coffee
you look up with a petulant flip
of your hair, then take it
… Continue reading The End (of the Evening, That Is)
If you died tomorrow not believing in Him Would you go to hell? Do you really care? Flames as red as a rose no where else to go..You misunderstood the Bible Said you really didn’t know….Said you could handle your life on your own
So go on, go on but … Continue reading Don’t Say You, “Didn’t Know”
Why must every Dream I have be shattered like glass? How long must it take for these strings holding me to break? For this pain to go away? How long must I wait in the disappointment of the world? Life can be so cruel, Take me, Take me, Lord. Take … Continue reading Captivated
Who…. would do such a thing, as to give his own Son? Showers of mercy and grace, to undeserving ones
He was nailed on a cross, with a crown made of thorns
Bore all of our sins, to bring peace to this world
Pure and holy, the only One…. God … Continue reading El Shaddai
I am more than you can afford. I am the sunlight that comes through the Darkest night. I am the hope when you don’t have any. I am the peace that comes to mind even in Troubled times. I am your salvation that set you free I am the Night … Continue reading I AM
Weak and alone
No one to blame but my own flesh for my mistakes that I’ve made
For the wrong I have done, and the person I have become
It’s all washed away
Every mistake I have made and the wrong I have done I come to the cross, I … Continue reading The Redeemer Rescued Me
Desperate for changing
Got this hunger for truth…
Sometimes I just wish when everything in love gets so complicated, a day, a moment only can change it….
How in life you can try hard to live, with hopes, but end up in the same place?
There’s always a thing, a mistake … Continue reading You paint me Blues :(
Waiting for morning to come…
waiting for the rain to stop…
waiting for the end of the tunnel…
Still waiting for the day you will come back, the day you will realize how much you were wrong, how you took what I had for you for granted…
Still waiting for … Continue reading Love takes courage…. <3
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Here I am again…
Wonder after wonder…
Lonely nights become a second nature…
I would ask you,
but I am afraid I might already know…
I can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness, but baby this one is not the case…
… Continue reading Why do I feel like I’m losing you?
Purple neon skies,
Rolling sandy dooms,
Bloodline across the horizon,
I find bliss in an euphoric red land.
I look across the desert.
There they sit, lonely,
In that glance I uncover my destiny,
My reason my meaning my Orange doors,
The glowing doors to perception.
… Continue reading The Dream that Changed my Life
Her once dear love has forsaken her
She has no more purpose to live another day
He left her without an explanation
She asks why?
Why did this happen?
Her heart is shot
Her mind is blank
Her eyes gave way to tears
Her soul is torn apart
Her thoughts run … Continue reading Fallen Girl
Drifting in the cosmos,
Dancing, sifting through stars,
I didn’t know I could smile this hard.
I can feel myself radiating warmth,
But the air around me is cold,
I laugh when I realize the cold doesn’t faze me.
I glance into the distance,
Back at earth.
And laugh because I get to float … Continue reading Drifting in the cosmos
Everything he says
Everything he wants
I try to give
Everything he hates
Everything he loves
Everything he is…
I’d give my life for him
And letting everything go
Without him I have nothing
You seize upon the occasion
to make an observation
even more pompous than usual
to which I make a
pointed little reply
you look at me, smile,
tilt your head to one side,
then, after considerable pause,
with ironic descent to vulgarity,
observe tartly, “Kiss my ass!”
my face flickers … Continue reading To Which
5 / 5 ( 1 vote )
It is so funny how things are in life
And how you plan it never seems to work out quite right
Things toss and turn
And never seem to end
If you love someone
You look past many of their bad … Continue reading The heart that loves
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I tried not to speak to you
I tried to avoid you
I tried to show you how upset I felt
I tried to teach you a lesson
So that you could know
How tired I am to play the fool for … Continue reading I tried to do it all
It is so strange
How I can change
In an instant my mood can change
It is so strange
How I can be joyful when I am with you
And then change when I am without you
When I am with you nothing can get me down
But … Continue reading It is so strange
I wish you could come home to me every night
I wish you could fill the empty space in my bed
I wish you could hold me tight in your arms every night
I wish you could kiss me goodnight
I wish you could show me tonight
What is … Continue reading I wish you could
I sit here tonight
I sit here tonight, all alone
And I remember your face
As I remember your grace
You left my life
You left me here
To face all the troubles of life
On this earth I remain
And the tears that I cry
Is just … Continue reading Song To Daddy
I did all I can
Just to be noticed my love for you
But how miserable it is to be ignored
It feels like I’m a piece of junk to
be thrown away
Its like you didn’t value the memories
and time that we’ve spent together
I remember how we … Continue reading Miserable
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There is nothing I can say any more
There is nothing I can do any more
I said all there
I did all there is to do
To prove to you that the love I have for you is true
The … Continue reading I miss you so much it makes me sad
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I want to hold you so tight
I want to feel your body next to mine
I want to kiss your sweet lips
And never say goodbye
I want to jump with joy
I can not forget your smile
And how it … Continue reading I want to hold you so tight
Upon consideration, my dear,
I put down my book to face you,
knowing I’m forever inadequate
to the task
you smile, knowing the vaudeville of my ways,
the rhythm of my speech, the stops,
the starts, the rhetorical pauses,
the sheer shameless repetition
– routine and rigmarole –
you know … Continue reading Upon Consideration
When I reach for the sky, I find hope inside of me.
When I stared at the sun, I find the light within me.
When I feel the wind on my skin, I feel free.
When I look back into my past, I smiled to thanks for it.
When I touch … Continue reading When I…
Everyone says I’m ugly or fat. Or stuff just like that. But I hold my head high. And give a little sigh I just lost 10 pounds, I started caring about my looks. I’m still me though, I still like books xD You still can’t see? I changed. Not for … Continue reading I am a Butterfly