Monthly Archives: December 2011

As the clock ticks down, the time has come. To see what I have done, to all my loved ones. Another year is gone, that nothing went my way. After so long, that’s just another day. I’m a mistake to all, even to myself. Another lovely year, to look at … Continue reading What is Happy?

When life throws a curve ball you just don’t know where to duck and hide.

No one is safe out here just be prepared to be taken on that long ride.

Life is crazy I know they tell me keep my head up but please tell me… How is that … Continue reading Me aganist the world

When we made love on

the kitchen counter

the surface was wet

and you were giggling

the cat looked askance

at such goings-on

the TV announced a prize

no one would win

the carpet groaned

with memory of the time we

made love there

– it mused in melancholy,

“Is this what … Continue reading Such Goings-On

I saw him in black, right in front of me.

A dagger on his right,

a bloody wrist on the left.

Lightning lit the dark room,

thunder breaks the deafening silence.

He is crying, groaning, chanting her name.

I heard a burial song as he screams her name.

… Continue reading Mirror

Depuis bien des décades, dans la vie tout se dégrade L’enfance déshonorée, elle n’est plus enchantée. Déjà à l’age de lait on nous demande d’être laid, Pourquoi descendre si bas jusqu’à atteindre le plat. Qui oserait penser que notre mère patrie, jadis un paradis Serait si avilie par des fils … Continue reading L’infamie

Stricken with cupid’s arrow

Struck by his lust

I surrender

He takes me in chains

I twist and pull

But the fight is lost

No resistance

No denial

I am his prisoner

Confusion lurks within me, And tears to only drain out. This feeling coming at me, Seem to just come with no warning. Suddenly, I cry alone in the dark, In my sleep where I’m scared. Fear of falling of being lost, Tears coming nonstop, As to see myself cry out … Continue reading Crying Confusion

When you choose to hide, Why do you lied? When you choose to spoke, Why did you choke? When you choose to bleed, What do you need? When you choose to stop, Why did you drop? When you choose to dream, Why did you scream? When you choose to wait, … Continue reading What’s the Reason

I once fell into the darkness, As the evil in my eyes smiled. I loved to see pain and suffer, To know I’m alive again. I laugh at others defeat, I smiled to claim my victory. I was evil enough to take my words true: “I can shoot you, For … Continue reading I Fell and I Learn

Someone’s knocking my door Someone’s ringing my bell Someone’s calling my phone I reach the door to realise a smell Its the one I used to adore I’m anxious can’t move a bone You’re the one I’ve been missing

It has been a long while but I’d still give my everything to … Continue reading I Love You & therefore

Why would you try closing this door Kick it all out, tearing me to the floor Turning my life into a misery I find it hard to understand this mystery Can’t you yet see the heart of me?

I can’t tell what’s fake from what’s real I can’t identify what I … Continue reading Senseless Sun

Am begging you

Let’s run away

We could save this love

Kiss me softly

Don’t speak up

Make it fast

Choose as we go

Decide our future

Forget our past

Promise me something and make it last

Say that you’re sorry

Tell me you mean it

If you stop crying … Continue reading Promise me

If tomorrow’s your last day I will love to see you pray

If tomorrow’s your last day I will remember your favorite color which is gray

If tomorrow’s  is your last day don’t forget to laugh and play

If tomorrow’s is your last day don’t forget to runaway

If tomorrow’s … Continue reading Just If tommorow…

Diminish all your sorrow

Look at me with hatred

I’ve lied

I’ve spoken my lies one too many times

I lose myself

I chose to take your life

I chose to scar your heart

I’m the devil’s little sinner

The devil has my heart not you

I gave him everything

… Continue reading My broken lies

Keep everything positive,

Because the outcome is wonderful,

To be smiling like never before,

As you reach your best.

When you close your eyes,

What do you see?

I see a lonely, sad child,

Trying very hard to the best.

Wanting to believe,

Wanting to hope,

Wanting to be loved,

When all is there is none.

Searching for the light,

Wondering, “Why?”

Open your eyes,

What do you see?

… Continue reading Be Strong–Embrace Your Inner Self

Time itself cannot erase,

For moment of words stays in place.

Frozen tears to remain,

To try and close the open wounds.

Silent breath to only breathe,

Quiet as the snow drift,

As a dreaded heart to shush.

I’ll be there when you freeze,

To warm you all up.

Tell me … Continue reading Wounded Deep Wounds

“For many decades, life itself and everything decay.

The infancy is dishonored and covered of shame.

Yet at the early age, they want us to be full of mischief.

Why bend down so long, until reach the ground?

Not long ago, who would imagine that our earth, our mother … Continue reading The Infamy

Mr. Right

Sometimes I wonder if he even exists.

I’ve been hurt so many times,

There were many lies, many secrets, and too much heartbreak

My heart longs for someone to love, and for that person to love me back

It pains me to see couples holding hands and sharing passion … Continue reading Mr. Right

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I live for the moment,

To see you smile.

I live for the moment,

To never see you cry.

I live for the moment,

To have you in my life.

For that one moment,

I’ll cherish the days

You are mine,

So we … Continue reading Moment

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I feel alone,

As each day passes by,

The depression is taking over,

Like my life is one big lie.

I’m tired of acting happy,

I want this all to end,

I want the pain to go away forever,

I want to see … Continue reading A sadness that won’t go away

I always thought you were smart. Smart enough to know what’s right and wrong To know the difference between win and lose. I see you walking down this hideous path. The path full of negative thinking. Why would you think bad things about you? Aren’t you good enough to know … Continue reading Encourage

I see the days, Go by and by. I hear your voice, Through out my mind. How I wish I could see the day, That I will be with you Once again!

You cried so deeply inside. Tears to only drain your heart out. Alone you feel in and out. Suffering and giving up, To feel all inside your soul. Look at you in the mirror, As you see yourself cry. Damn it!! Don’t give up as you quit, To feel low … Continue reading Stay Strong

You are my Light.

You are the reason I smile every day.

You are my Heart.

You are the way that I laugh every day.

I glance at you from across the room,

And you’re already smiling at me.

I kiss you,

And my heart leaps into my throat.

You … Continue reading My Light

To be honest I hate myself

To be honest I have no clue what to say

To be honest I don’t know what to do

To be honest I have lied…

I hate my lies

Lies that hurt the people around me

Lies that I don’t even know are lies … Continue reading Honest

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I do not know when to panic, when not to

But, when you are away and the wind stops

Whispering

I get lost to that darkness, and then I lose

The will to move on….

Then as the elixir comes the call

Sounding … Continue reading Wherever you are

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Who would ever thought you would meet a person just like you

She smiles like me

She walks like me

Some  would say that she looks just like me

It feels good to have someone to know what you’re thinking … Continue reading Bestfriend

In my life, I was alone. My life was full of misery, As I would toss and moan. I never in my life felt sorry, Because what I feel was nothing. Every time I would ask myself, “Why me?” But as I came to realize, All I want is love. … Continue reading My Life is Enough as It Is

My decisions never meant to hurt

I just don’t see any good in this

Maybe it’s right to face reality

For me to realize that you’re the worst

compared to anyone else.

I’m right on the edge

trying my best not to fall

but its not enough

now I’m gone and you … Continue reading Never meant to hurt

Love has broken me

And deep inside it tortured me,

My heart’s now turned into stone

Because of broken promises

I cry juicy tears of blood,

Just to let the pain out of me

Thinking of love makes me sick.

Thinking of the broken memories of love,

Makes me hate … Continue reading Tortured for Love

I see you looking at me,

I see the look in your eyes,

You don’t like my style,

But it’s better than hiding behind lies.

You think you’ll get to me,

With every rude comment you say,

But, really, you need to stop,

Because this happens everyday.

You need to … Continue reading I am who I am

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I’m not with you

Your not with me

We both gave up

We just couldn’t take it anymore

I gave my all but would only get a half in return

You didn’t want to die for me

You didn’t want to cherish me

I LOVED YOU

Its plain to … Continue reading 1-1

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I remember when you said that you would be here

I guess that was a lie

I dreamed of you all the time day dreaming about your beautiful eyes

You were the best I thought

I loved you

I really did

You said you would … Continue reading I loved you

You look at me with hate

You look at me with disgust

When I walk by you say “She thinks she is too much”

Not knowing me and just judging me on appearance

You make it like my emotions don’t even make a difference

For I cry just the way you … Continue reading Just like you

I’ll be there

When your world is crush and you feel alone

I’ll be there

When you walk around and there is a frown

I’ll be there

I will love you when you feel like no one else cares

I’ll be there

I will treasure you like the precious antique … Continue reading I’ll Be There

I’m going to share my secret

I’ve kept it for so long

I’m not sure what people will say

They’ll all think it’s wrong

I’ve never felt just like a girl

It’s never felt like me

I know now that I’m a boy

Will anyone else see?

I … Continue reading My Secret Shared

Weave tangled lies

Mix fire with innocence

Combine touch with lust

Infuse my heart with yours

Satisfy weaknesses

Never say goodbye

Linger within my touch

Bid my faults farewell

Love never knew

The way we are is the reason I stay

Please stay forever with me

Your forever is … Continue reading Coalesce

You were never there when I needed you

When I had a problem I couldn’t count on you

I never had your back like you told me

All that really was was a waste of spit

You always lie and had an excuse

“Can we go to the movies” I asked

“Oh … Continue reading Confession of a friend

Your eyes look like shining stars

Your bright smile with those soft lips

Makes me feel forever free

When we touch

Its fantasy

When we kiss

It’s like flying leaves

I hope this love stays in piece

Because without you I’ll be incomplete

You’re my melody and you belong in … Continue reading Sincerely I’m Yours

He walks with a frown on his face

He walks with tears in his eyes

He doesn’t know what to do with his life

Because his family was taken away

He doesn’t know where to go

He doesn’t know where he stands

But if anybody sees him please take his … Continue reading The tears of an angel