As the clock ticks down, the time has come. To see what I have done, to all my loved ones. Another year is gone, that nothing went my way. After so long, that’s just another day. I’m a mistake to all, even to myself. Another lovely year, to look at … Continue reading What is Happy?
Monthly Archives: December 2011
Me aganist the world
When life throws a curve ball you just don’t know where to duck and hide.
No one is safe out here just be prepared to be taken on that long ride.
Life is crazy I know they tell me keep my head up but please tell me… How is that … Continue reading Me aganist the world
Such Goings-On
When we made love on
the kitchen counter
the surface was wet
and you were giggling
the cat looked askance
at such goings-on
the TV announced a prize
no one would win
the carpet groaned
with memory of the time we
made love there
– it mused in melancholy,
“Is this what … Continue reading Such Goings-On
Mirror
I saw him in black, right in front of me.
A dagger on his right,
a bloody wrist on the left.
Lightning lit the dark room,
thunder breaks the deafening silence.
He is crying, groaning, chanting her name.
I heard a burial song as he screams her name.
L’infamie
Depuis bien des décades, dans la vie tout se dégrade L’enfance déshonorée, elle n’est plus enchantée. Déjà à l’age de lait on nous demande d’être laid, Pourquoi descendre si bas jusqu’à atteindre le plat. Qui oserait penser que notre mère patrie, jadis un paradis Serait si avilie par des fils … Continue reading L’infamie
Chains
Stricken with cupid’s arrow
Struck by his lust
I surrender
He takes me in chains
I twist and pull
But the fight is lost
No resistance
No denial
I am his prisoner
Crying Confusion
Confusion lurks within me, And tears to only drain out. This feeling coming at me, Seem to just come with no warning. Suddenly, I cry alone in the dark, In my sleep where I’m scared. Fear of falling of being lost, Tears coming nonstop, As to see myself cry out … Continue reading Crying Confusion
What’s the Reason
When you choose to hide, Why do you lied? When you choose to spoke, Why did you choke? When you choose to bleed, What do you need? When you choose to stop, Why did you drop? When you choose to dream, Why did you scream? When you choose to wait, … Continue reading What’s the Reason
I Fell and I Learn
I once fell into the darkness, As the evil in my eyes smiled. I loved to see pain and suffer, To know I’m alive again. I laugh at others defeat, I smiled to claim my victory. I was evil enough to take my words true: “I can shoot you, For … Continue reading I Fell and I Learn
The Roller Coaster Ride
3.7 / 5 ( 4 votes )
This ride is so scary. There are so many drops. I pray for the uphills. But yet, they’re so small.
Sometimes I wish for the ride to be over. But, it continues to go on.
It seems like when an uphill starts coming up, Unexpectedly, … Continue reading The Roller Coaster Ride
I Love You & therefore
Someone’s knocking my door Someone’s ringing my bell Someone’s calling my phone I reach the door to realise a smell Its the one I used to adore I’m anxious can’t move a bone You’re the one I’ve been missing
It has been a long while but I’d still give my everything to … Continue reading I Love You & therefore
Senseless Sun
Why would you try closing this door Kick it all out, tearing me to the floor Turning my life into a misery I find it hard to understand this mystery Can’t you yet see the heart of me?
I can’t tell what’s fake from what’s real I can’t identify what I … Continue reading Senseless Sun
Promise me
Am begging you
Let’s run away
We could save this love
Kiss me softly
Don’t speak up
Make it fast
Choose as we go
Decide our future
Forget our past
Promise me something and make it last
Say that you’re sorry
Tell me you mean it
If you stop crying … Continue reading Promise me
Just If tommorow…
If tomorrow’s your last day I will love to see you pray
If tomorrow’s your last day I will remember your favorite color which is gray
If tomorrow’s is your last day don’t forget to laugh and play
If tomorrow’s is your last day don’t forget to runaway
If tomorrow’s … Continue reading Just If tommorow…
My broken lies
Diminish all your sorrow
Look at me with hatred
I’ve lied
I’ve spoken my lies one too many times
I lose myself
I chose to take your life
I chose to scar your heart
I’m the devil’s little sinner
The devil has my heart not you
I gave him everything
Positive
Keep everything positive,
Because the outcome is wonderful,
To be smiling like never before,
As you reach your best.
Be Strong–Embrace Your Inner Self
When you close your eyes,
What do you see?
I see a lonely, sad child,
Trying very hard to the best.
Wanting to believe,
Wanting to hope,
Wanting to be loved,
When all is there is none.
Searching for the light,
Wondering, “Why?”
Open your eyes,
What do you see?
Wounded Deep Wounds
Time itself cannot erase,
For moment of words stays in place.
Frozen tears to remain,
To try and close the open wounds.
Silent breath to only breathe,
Quiet as the snow drift,
As a dreaded heart to shush.
I’ll be there when you freeze,
To warm you all up.
Tell me … Continue reading Wounded Deep Wounds
The Infamy
“For many decades, life itself and everything decay.
The infancy is dishonored and covered of shame.
Yet at the early age, they want us to be full of mischief.
Why bend down so long, until reach the ground?
Not long ago, who would imagine that our earth, our mother … Continue reading The Infamy
Mr. Right
Mr. Right
Sometimes I wonder if he even exists.
I’ve been hurt so many times,
There were many lies, many secrets, and too much heartbreak
My heart longs for someone to love, and for that person to love me back
It pains me to see couples holding hands and sharing passion … Continue reading Mr. Right
Moment
3 / 5 ( 1 vote )
I live for the moment,
To see you smile.
I live for the moment,
To never see you cry.
I live for the moment,
To have you in my life.
For that one moment,
I’ll cherish the days
You are mine,
So we … Continue reading Moment
A sadness that won’t go away
3 / 5 ( 1 vote )
I feel alone,
As each day passes by,
The depression is taking over,
Like my life is one big lie.
I’m tired of acting happy,
I want this all to end,
I want the pain to go away forever,
I want to see … Continue reading A sadness that won’t go away
Encourage
I always thought you were smart. Smart enough to know what’s right and wrong To know the difference between win and lose. I see you walking down this hideous path. The path full of negative thinking. Why would you think bad things about you? Aren’t you good enough to know … Continue reading Encourage
The Day
I see the days, Go by and by. I hear your voice, Through out my mind. How I wish I could see the day, That I will be with you Once again!
Stay Strong
You cried so deeply inside. Tears to only drain your heart out. Alone you feel in and out. Suffering and giving up, To feel all inside your soul. Look at you in the mirror, As you see yourself cry. Damn it!! Don’t give up as you quit, To feel low … Continue reading Stay Strong
My Light
You are my Light.
You are the reason I smile every day.
You are my Heart.
You are the way that I laugh every day.
I glance at you from across the room,
And you’re already smiling at me.
I kiss you,
And my heart leaps into my throat.
Honest
To be honest I hate myself
To be honest I have no clue what to say
To be honest I don’t know what to do
To be honest I have lied…
I hate my lies
Lies that hurt the people around me
Lies that I don’t even know are lies … Continue reading Honest
Wherever you are
4 / 5 ( 1 vote )
I do not know when to panic, when not to
But, when you are away and the wind stops
Whispering
I get lost to that darkness, and then I lose
The will to move on….
Then as the elixir comes the call
Sounding … Continue reading Wherever you are
Bestfriend
4.5 / 5 ( 4 votes )
Who would ever thought you would meet a person just like you
She smiles like me
She walks like me
Some would say that she looks just like me
It feels good to have someone to know what you’re thinking … Continue reading Bestfriend
My Life is Enough as It Is
In my life, I was alone. My life was full of misery, As I would toss and moan. I never in my life felt sorry, Because what I feel was nothing. Every time I would ask myself, “Why me?” But as I came to realize, All I want is love. … Continue reading My Life is Enough as It Is
Never meant to hurt
My decisions never meant to hurt
I just don’t see any good in this
Maybe it’s right to face reality
For me to realize that you’re the worst
compared to anyone else.
I’m right on the edge
trying my best not to fall
but its not enough
now I’m gone and you … Continue reading Never meant to hurt
Tortured for Love
Love has broken me
And deep inside it tortured me,
My heart’s now turned into stone
Because of broken promises
I cry juicy tears of blood,
Just to let the pain out of me
Thinking of love makes me sick.
Thinking of the broken memories of love,
Makes me hate … Continue reading Tortured for Love
I am who I am
I see you looking at me,
I see the look in your eyes,
You don’t like my style,
But it’s better than hiding behind lies.
You think you’ll get to me,
With every rude comment you say,
But, really, you need to stop,
Because this happens everyday.
You need to … Continue reading I am who I am
1-1
1-1=0
I’m not with you
Your not with me
We both gave up
We just couldn’t take it anymore
I gave my all but would only get a half in return
You didn’t want to die for me
You didn’t want to cherish me
I LOVED YOU
Its plain to … Continue reading 1-1
I loved you
3 / 5 ( 1 vote )
I remember when you said that you would be here
I guess that was a lie
I dreamed of you all the time day dreaming about your beautiful eyes
You were the best I thought
I loved you
I really did
You said you would … Continue reading I loved you
Just like you
You look at me with hate
You look at me with disgust
When I walk by you say “She thinks she is too much”
Not knowing me and just judging me on appearance
You make it like my emotions don’t even make a difference
For I cry just the way you … Continue reading Just like you
I’ll Be There
I’ll be there
When your world is crush and you feel alone
I’ll be there
When you walk around and there is a frown
I’ll be there
I will love you when you feel like no one else cares
I’ll be there
I will treasure you like the precious antique … Continue reading I’ll Be There
My Secret Shared
I’m going to share my secret
I’ve kept it for so long
I’m not sure what people will say
They’ll all think it’s wrong
I’ve never felt just like a girl
It’s never felt like me
I know now that I’m a boy
Will anyone else see?
Coalesce
Weave tangled lies
Mix fire with innocence
Combine touch with lust
Infuse my heart with yours
Satisfy weaknesses
Never say goodbye
Linger within my touch
Bid my faults farewell
Love never knew
The way we are is the reason I stay
Please stay forever with me
Your forever is … Continue reading Coalesce
Confession of a friend
You were never there when I needed you
When I had a problem I couldn’t count on you
I never had your back like you told me
All that really was was a waste of spit
You always lie and had an excuse
“Can we go to the movies” I asked
Sincerely I’m Yours
Your eyes look like shining stars
Your bright smile with those soft lips
Makes me feel forever free
When we touch
Its fantasy
When we kiss
It’s like flying leaves
I hope this love stays in piece
Because without you I’ll be incomplete
You’re my melody and you belong in … Continue reading Sincerely I’m Yours
The tears of an angel
He walks with a frown on his face
He walks with tears in his eyes
He doesn’t know what to do with his life
Because his family was taken away
He doesn’t know where to go
He doesn’t know where he stands
But if anybody sees him please take his … Continue reading The tears of an angel