I’m done of losing my friends….I lost some here on the Internet
People who were like sisters or brothers to me
They all did suicide…I miss them all so much
I made new friends…And I almost lost two last night
I told myself last night if I lose one more … Continue reading I’m Done
If I told you the truth
Would you do the same?
A simple gesture of our names
Brings heavenly light deep within
If I told you the truth
Would you forgive my past?
A joyful feeling not to live in the dark
Brings harmony as we start
If … Continue reading If I told you the truth
At times We’re real Like these rhymes So ideal Going an extra mile To keep you all smiles Keeping awake all night As though it were a right Just to have a poem interesting Maybe this could prove us extra caring. So we say hoping you’re appreciative Only to find … Continue reading Dilemma
Internet friends, Is that what you call it…? Oh these modern trends Two people, each other’s critics.
Expecting a naggist, connist, Hmmm…you could be… Hey I need your digits. You thought I could begin.
Lessen your battery with texts and beeps, Yes am a man but not such a beast. … Continue reading Versist
From the simple hi, That you said to me Did I find a sky On which my heart could be
Gladly… I did say hello And blindly You hoped I could be your hero
I felt it Right from that picture I only needed time to accept it And let … Continue reading This far we have come
I confess I’ve done so terrible things I’ve broken so many wings I’m in stress I’ve to say what I want I will confess or I won’t ?
What I need Does hurt indeed Every when and everywhere Now and then, here and there What I feel Shall be my … Continue reading To Miss Calm
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I am listening…
Every poem you posted I am wondering
Like a melody made in frozen creek
Breathtaking and as cold as you speak
Forgive my intrusion
My heart is still having illusions
To kiss and see you is not my intention
Our … Continue reading Frozen Creek
Out of all the possible outcomes, I never imagined this
We’re over, done, through. You shouldn’t be able to hurt me like this…
But oh, did that ever hurt.. I never thought I could die so much inside
You either completely ignore me, or respond with cold clipped words..
I … Continue reading How Could You?
I don’t understand why life must be such a mess
all this pain straining with stress
boys flee, father abandons me, I’m in need.
People can try & relate, but no one will ever fit the music in the back
cause’ what flows in my heart is something that lacks
Looking in … Continue reading Pain, strain & stress
Beauty can’t describe how much the world inhales for her She stops the hands of time with just a single flick of hair Those eyes of green and smiles pristine, she walks with confidence But deep inside she is deprived of love she can’t declare
I listen to her talk … Continue reading Marie the muse
I’ve noticed over the past few weeks, That I am not the same, I am just another faceless person in a crowded hall. There is nothing new to me, Nothing new at all.
So, I will start to change that. I will start to be different. I will stand out, And make … Continue reading Original
Where has Time gone?
all the yesterdays and tomorrows
fold in upon now
we are the only ones here
wind tossing our hair
I feel your heart beat
your hand in mine –
squeeze and feel the throb
all the lies sink beneath
all the … Continue reading Dance
When I look at myself…I’m not happy. I know what’s missing..It’s you. I think about you until I get a headache I will walk with you and hold your hand until my knees give out and I can no longer walk. But what if you’re not here, not here with … Continue reading What I miss is you
And now I’m gone
So lost in tears
That I’m afraid of drowning
The sun had shone
Erased my fears
And I’d been stopped from frowning
But then you left
Like all the rest
And never looked back at all
I see your theft
I should have guessed
How … Continue reading I Should Have Guessed
Gathering things under a scope attaching to a string of hope after all the time we share am still searching for that thing that would push me to the limit to the moment where i’d dare
countless are the seconds when they’re being count thousands are the thoughts when they’re … Continue reading Just Be, Amazing Me
Pendant ton long voyage de la vietôt ou tard tu rencontras une route diviséen’importe quelle direction tu choisirasil y en aura toujours une autre opposéetu aurais des regrets au fond de toila route que tu n’as pas prise serait toujours làmontrer une vague tristesse dans la vague pénombre
During your long journey of lifesooner or lateryou will meet a road that divergeswhatever direction you choosethere is always another opposite onethat makes you regret in your heartThe road not taken is always thereexposing a vague sadness,a dim sort of dusk
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Eight years have passed and I’ve spent them with you But days have gone by since you changed who you are You’re smiling for nothing. It’s all just a game You wouldn’t ever be the same
What happened to harmony, melody, structure? Where … Continue reading Caught by Haze
How do I tell you sincerely enough So that you don’t throw the world off a cliff I won’t repent it and you’ll know I meant it If you reply positively, that is
Think for a second, of us and the stars We lay on the hills looking at constellations … Continue reading Underlying nerve
Today was the day I admit it Today was the day it came true My wishing and plea’s are answered Today I said “I love you”
And now I am thoroughly hooked I smile and remember your voice The sweetness and the radiance But really I have no choice
Your … Continue reading The Cloud Has Lifted
You think you’re naive and you’re closed like a book But I am the author and I’ll write forever You say you have problems and that you’re behind Well I’m behind too so we’re starting together
You’ve got trust issues and you cry out at night Know that I’m crying … Continue reading A monster in love with you
Sugar coats the curvature of our blue cola bottles You take half the bag for you then I take half for me Stop looking up at me with that pale face I can’t resist With your hair let down on one side you’re like something from a story
You can … Continue reading Blue Cola Bottles
Sometimes I lie there, making up speeches of How much I think about you and your smile But when I roll over and tears hit the pillow I know your leaving will only take time
You look so pretty with eyes full of green I lie in bed drenched with eyes built … Continue reading Smile for me, one last time
Through the last passing years I always had you in my dreams Hiding your pretty face Holding you with embrace Walking under the rain Faster than a runaway train I never knew it was you I never knew what to do To turn the dream into reality To acquire the … Continue reading Written Action
But do you remember the August precipitate? Waiting and watching beneath stars of White Holding your hand and dropping my heart Into the seas of a September night
That jacket you wore with a sleeve far too short And eyes with a wild, sense of adventure You looked like a … Continue reading Autumn Fallout
I’ll set the scene to a make believe place And you’ll be the girl who doesn’t stop believing We’ll stay up all night and congratulate fate And destiny on who could be more deceiving
It’s past 6 o’clock and I’m starting to bore you But then you say something which … Continue reading Only by the night
Why must he hurt me, why must he break me, why does he turn my world apart, when he told me he couldn’t love me, it just broke me inside, his rejection just put me aside & now Im stuck & I can’t decide, Im drowning in my own pain, … Continue reading Why must he hurt me </3
I had a sister whom I would have loved the one I could have shared secrets & clothes, the one I could have played around with, the one I lost & never found, the brown eyes girl named Angie that I will always be missing, the one that has a … Continue reading Hold on tight to things you love
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Im catching teardrops in my hands, No one can feel my hurt or pain, Im suffering in long depression, I have no one and no protection, I am lost in your rejection, I stand above the ground, Hoping to find freedom somehow, This … Continue reading You Do Not Deserve My Tears </3
I don’t need what so-called religion I’m in search for your recognition I’m here standing my position Having you by my-side is my soul ambition
I don’t care about the past It was never meant to last You hit me like a thunder blast Ever since, my heart beats go … Continue reading Soul Ambition – Soul Recognition
I pushed her hair away from her face
She slept for hours
It was even colder than before
Shuddered in the darkness
Staring, hoping for her to get well
All through my life she stood by my side
Every time I fall telling me it would be alright
Just … Continue reading The Last Poem
Just running. Feeling the wind on my back. Just moving. Getting away from where I am.
Please forgive me. I didn’t mean what I said. Please forget me. It will be healthier that way.
No problems. That’s just a lie. No perfection. It’s something you can’t expect.
Feel the hurt. … Continue reading Running Away (for a friend)
I hope you’re happy. I hope there’s a smile on your face. I hope that life will always treat you right. I hope you accomplish all your dreams, The dreams you told to me.
I hope you’re happy.
And when the world seems to be falling down, Just remember all … Continue reading I hope you're happy
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“How can my life be so cruel and so not goddamn fair??” –
– A thought in my head as I’m looking through window in despair.
My eyes of imagination go through every building or tree,
To spot a girl that will spend … Continue reading A girl named Destiny
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I never expect to meet someone like you who would keep me company comfort me in times of my short comings it is like a dream come true a dream while my eyes are wide open somehow I wish I never get up … Continue reading A Dream I never wished to wake up
There are things in life that are so precious so precious you can’t take your eyes off so precious you don’t want to lose just seeing you and thinking of you makes you one of the precious thing I don’t wanna lose love slowly grows keeping me alive keeping my … Continue reading The reason why I exist to live
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*****You let me know you love me, in lots of crazy ways…you make me feel special, with your laughing & joking praise…
*****You’re always there when I need you, you comfort me & you care…I can really tell you love me, I can … Continue reading Be Strong
The tale of us is at an end and now all that is left is a sad, slow denouement, the dance of love bereft. All the crises have been resolved; the plot, once thick, has thinned. Our sets dismantled, stage empty, because we’ve reached the end. Our love was but a fantasy … Continue reading The Show is Over
Why do people often say hello? And at the end they always go and says sad goodbyes They build good memories then you’ll start to cry
Why do people often tell you lie? And at the end you’ll find out and they try to make amend They hide the truth … Continue reading Why do?
Sometimes life sucks. Sometimes it seems like nothing good will ever happen. But if you just hold on. If you just move on. Life will give you such beauty.
Nothing is ever as bad as it seems. It may feel like the walls are closing in. It may feel like … Continue reading Just for Jenn
No me dejes sin ti
Te quiero ver otras ves
Te busco en mis sueños
Quiero tocar te
Quiero oír tus palabras de amor
Quiero ahogarme en tu amor
Te extraño tanto
Que yo no sé ni qué hacer
Si te sigo amando igual que ayer
… Continue reading Perdida Sin Ti
For all the times we shared I never felt this scared We no longer do the things we do And for that I am afraid of being with you
One day you woke up with my friend Forgetting I stayed home when you brought him in It’s ashamed I couldn’t … Continue reading Fresh New Start
Can’t really explain where I’m at now. Can’t really explain what’s happening to me. I’ve seemed to hit a soft spot. A place that caught me when I fell. It’s almost like a sort of purgatory. It’s almost a bit like hell.
It’s a nothing sort of feeling. It’s a … Continue reading State of Being
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There is a tiny angel, Locked away Within a cage of ribs, Next to my heart. She whispers to me, Endlessly. Sweet Endearments, Promises, Never to leave my side. I ignore her. But, she is not angry with me.
There is a tiny … Continue reading My Secret
Lying on my bed In the dark I have no fear For I welcome The dark The black velvet Envelopes me Cocoons me Soothes me No ghosts, demons Nor banshees’ In the still of the night Permeate my darkness For I’m not religious I came from the dark And I … Continue reading The Darkness
Someone I loved is dead
I don’t know what to do
My wrists are turning red
Everything is true!
I don’t know how to face it
I don’t know what to say
For now I cry and sit
Through all night and day!
Pages turn to black
Blankets soaked in … Continue reading Unfair!
I have a fascination
As morbid as it seems
With causing myself pain
And hearing my own screams
Feeling so unneeded
So lost in my own pain
That I can’t tell your waiting
Obstacles all are slain
I can’t see you there
Because you treat me right
And … Continue reading Not The Same
A girl happy skateboarding around a neighborhood with her friends No pain just…Happiness She’s got her wonderful friends in real life and on the internet Nothing can ruin the friendship She’s a healthy young girl who’s always active and gives good advice Is caring…Never sad and never breaks … Continue reading Imagine this
I still miss the guy who left me
But I found someone else and he made me feel better…
I feel so happy now…I never felt this happy before…
When he sang me those two songs I was just amazed
I’ve dated so many boys some wanted me to change!
… Continue reading I Do Not Need Him Anymore
A girl sits on a windowsill, waiting for that text
She watches the time tick by, hoping she can prove her friends wrong
She’s in love with who she wishes he was, and she can’t stop forgiving him!
Her friends call her a fool, but she hangs on to the … Continue reading Visualize
Where to begin.
Once upon a time.
There was a planet.
The planet grew corrupt, and nothing was upright.
But some people, they kept their heads.
And those who did, became the Protagonists in the story.
The ones who turned on themselves became the Victims,
And the rest were … Continue reading My Fairy Tale.
The memories will fade
I don’t want to blink
I want them close to me
I’m right on the brink..
My memory of you is failing
I’m sitting in an empty room!
I’m looking around trying to find you
Hoping our time will resume..
I’m not sure who … Continue reading Blink
I lost him…But I wonder…Was it all my fault?
Did I make him leave me?
Oh I don’t know…Well he left me for my friend…
She and I aren’t talking…I’m not mad at her at all…
It’s just…Sad without her to talk to…She understood my pain
She gave me advice … Continue reading I Lost Him
You say these words, And act like you can hurt me. You think I’ll fall down sobbing. You think that I am worthless.
Well I know who you are, And I know what you’ve done. Still, there is nothing you can say, To make me cry or run.
All the … Continue reading Meaningless Words
Everyone’s gone…They left me
I don’t know who to turn to now for advice…
I’ve been deleted from them…
Only two had chosen to stay…
I feel like one of them will leave soon
I don’t know why he stays he needs to let go of me…
And when the … Continue reading Everyone is gone
I looked for words found only the wrong ones damn things – they never do what you want!
I tried to please only to offend, anger I tried to embrace you wriggled free to sprint away into a field stretching forever
I wished the best at which you only laughed … Continue reading Reap/Shake
My cuts are getting deeper
The blood is dripping down
My friends try to stop me
But I just don’t know how
Friends attempting suicide
If they go I go
So much is happening
My thoughts are sunken low
I miss the one who left
I can’t believe he’s gone
… Continue reading Honesty
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A moment in silence In a timeless riddle of life Embracing the coldness of the night Alone in the crack of dawn Walking without nothing to own Should I be thankful? Should I be grateful? I feel dead and afraid For the life … Continue reading Sweet bitter memory
It sounds so romantic and so bad
But when actually faced with it
To have to either give up the one I love
Or go on without blessings
Is so confusing, so stressful
I don’t think I can give him up
Even through all he’s done to me
… Continue reading Illegal Love; So Sorry
5 / 5 ( 1 vote )
Some day or point in my life, I decided I was just average, I decided that I was good at nothing, I was just meant to go through life, Take it in, and age.
At some point in time, I decided that was … Continue reading Finding a Talent
I used to be on top. I used to be the best. I used to be looked up to, By others, whom some surely detest.
I used to have it all. I used to be in a clique. I used to be like a robot, Never saying anything that would stick.
I … Continue reading Alpha
5 / 5 ( 1 vote )
You never tell me that you love me. You never tell me that you will be there. You never tell me that you love me, so, How am I supposed to know?
Only three little words need to be said. Without them, my … Continue reading Abuse (written for a friend)