Monthly Archives: July 2011

I’m DoneRate this poem

I’m done of losing my friends….I lost some here on the Internet

People who were like sisters or brothers to me

They all did suicide…I miss them all so much

I made new friends…And I almost lost two last night

I told myself last night if … Continue reading I’m Done

If I told you the truthRate this poem

If I told you the truth

Would you do the same?

A simple gesture of our names

Brings heavenly light deep within

If I told you the truth

Would you forgive my past?

A joyful feeling not to live in the … Continue reading If I told you the truth

DilemmaRate this poem

At times We’re real Like these rhymes So ideal Going an extra mile To keep you all smiles Keeping awake all night As though it were a right Just to have a poem interesting Maybe this could prove us extra caring. So we say hoping you’re appreciative … Continue reading Dilemma

VersistRate this poem

Internet friends, Is that what you call it…? Oh these modern trends Two people, each other’s critics.

Expecting a naggist, connist, Hmmm…you could be… Hey I need your digits. You thought I could begin.

Lessen your battery with texts and beeps, Yes am a man but not … Continue reading Versist

This far we have comeRate this poem

From the simple hi, That you said to me Did I find a sky On which my heart could be

Gladly… I did say hello And blindly You hoped I could be your hero

I felt it Right from that picture I only … Continue reading This far we have come

To Miss CalmRate this poem

I confess I’ve done so terrible things I’ve broken so many wings I’m in stress I’ve to say what I want I will confess or I won’t ?

What I need Does hurt indeed Every when and everywhere Now and then, here and there What … Continue reading To Miss Calm

Frozen Creek3 (60%) 1 vote

I am listening…

Every poem you posted I am wondering

Like a melody made in frozen creek

Breathtaking and as cold as you speak

Forgive my intrusion

My heart is still having illusions

To kiss and see you is not my intention

Our friendship is … Continue reading Frozen Creek

How Could You?Rate this poem

Out of all the possible outcomes, I never imagined this

We’re over, done, through. You shouldn’t be able to hurt me like this…

But oh, did that ever hurt.. I never thought I could die so much inside

You either completely ignore me, or respond … Continue reading How Could You?

Pain, strain & stressRate this poem

I don’t understand why life must be such a mess

all this pain straining with stress

boys flee, father abandons me, I’m in need.

People can try & relate, but no one will ever fit the music in the back

cause’ what flows in my heart … Continue reading Pain, strain & stress

Marie the museRate this poem

Beauty can’t describe how much the world inhales for her She stops the hands of time with just a single flick of hair Those eyes of green and smiles pristine, she walks with confidence But deep inside she is deprived of love she can’t declare

… Continue reading Marie the muse

OriginalRate this poem

I’ve noticed over the past few weeks, That I am not the same, I am just another faceless person in a crowded hall. There is nothing new to me, Nothing new at all.

So, I will start to change that. I will start to be different. I will stand … Continue reading Original

DanceRate this poem

Where has Time gone?

all the yesterdays and tomorrows

fold in upon now

we are the only ones here

holding hands

blinking

wind tossing our hair

I feel your heart beat

your hand in mine –

squeeze and feel the throb

all the lies sink beneath

our … Continue reading Dance

What I miss is youRate this poem When I look at myself…I’m not happy. I know what’s missing..It’s you. I think about you until I  get a headache I will walk with you and hold your hand until my knees give out and I can no longer walk. But what … Continue reading What I miss is you

I Should Have GuessedRate this poem

And now I’m gone

So lost in tears

That I’m afraid of drowning

The sun had shone

Erased my fears

And I’d been stopped from frowning

But then you left

Like all the rest

And never looked back at all

I see your … Continue reading I Should Have Guessed

Just Be, Amazing MeRate this poem

Gathering things under a scope attaching to a string of hope after all the time we share am still searching for that thing that would push me to the limit to the moment where i’d dare

countless are the seconds when they’re being count … Continue reading Just Be, Amazing Me

Le ChoixRate this poem

Pendant ton long voyage de la vietôt ou tard tu rencontras une route diviséen’importe quelle direction tu choisirasil y en aura toujours une autre opposéetu aurais des regrets au fond de toila route que tu n’as pas prise serait toujours làmontrer une vague tristesse dans la … Continue reading Le Choix

Sad ChoiceRate this poem

During your long journey of lifesooner or lateryou will meet a road that divergeswhatever direction you choosethere is always another opposite onethat makes you regret in your heartThe road not taken is always thereexposing a vague sadness,a dim sort of dusk

Caught by Haze4 (80%) 1 vote

Eight years have passed and I’ve spent them with you But days have gone by since you changed who you are You’re smiling for nothing. It’s all just a game You wouldn’t ever be the same

What happened to harmony, melody, structure? Where has … Continue reading Caught by Haze

Underlying nerveRate this poem

How do I tell you sincerely enough So that you don’t throw the world off a cliff I won’t repent it and you’ll know I meant it If you reply positively, that is

Think for a second, of us and the stars We lay on the … Continue reading Underlying nerve

The Cloud Has LiftedRate this poem

Today was the day I admit it Today was the day it came true My wishing and plea’s are answered Today I said “I love you”

And now I am thoroughly hooked I smile and remember your voice The sweetness and the radiance But … Continue reading The Cloud Has Lifted

A monster in love with youRate this poem

You think you’re naive and you’re closed like a book But I am the author and I’ll write forever You say you have problems and that you’re behind Well I’m behind too so we’re starting together

You’ve got trust issues and you … Continue reading A monster in love with you

Blue Cola BottlesRate this poem

Sugar coats the curvature of our blue cola bottles You take half the bag for you then I take half for me Stop looking up at me with that pale face I can’t resist With your hair let down on one side you’re like something … Continue reading Blue Cola Bottles

Smile for me, one last timeRate this poem

Sometimes I lie there, making up speeches of How much I think about you and your smile But when I roll over and tears hit the pillow I know your leaving will only take time

You look so pretty with eyes full of green … Continue reading Smile for me, one last time

Written ActionRate this poem

Through the last passing years I always had you in my dreams Hiding your pretty face Holding you with embrace Walking under the rain Faster than a runaway train I never knew it was you I never knew what to do To turn the dream into … Continue reading Written Action

Autumn FalloutRate this poem

But do you remember the August precipitate? Waiting and watching beneath stars of White Holding your hand and dropping my heart Into the seas of a September night

That jacket you wore with a sleeve far too short And eyes with a wild, sense of adventure … Continue reading Autumn Fallout

Only by the nightRate this poem

I’ll set the scene to a make believe place And you’ll be the girl who doesn’t stop believing We’ll stay up all night and congratulate fate And destiny on who could be more deceiving

It’s past 6 o’clock and I’m starting to bore you … Continue reading Only by the night

Why must he hurt me </3Rate this poem

Why must he hurt me, why must he break me, why does he turn my world apart, when he told me he couldn’t love me, it just broke me inside, his rejection just put me aside & now Im stuck & I … Continue reading Why must he hurt me </3

Hold on tight to things you loveRate this poem

I had a sister whom I would have loved the one I could have shared secrets & clothes, the one I could have played around with, the one I lost & never found, the brown eyes girl named Angie that I … Continue reading Hold on tight to things you love

You Do Not Deserve My Tears </33 (60%) 2 votes

Im catching teardrops in my hands, No one can feel my hurt or pain, Im suffering in long depression, I have no one and no protection, I am lost in your rejection, I stand above the ground, Hoping to find … Continue reading You Do Not Deserve My Tears </3

Soul Ambition – Soul RecognitionRate this poem

I don’t need what so-called religion I’m in search for your recognition I’m here standing my position Having you by my-side is my soul ambition

I don’t care about the past It was never meant to last You hit me like a thunder … Continue reading Soul Ambition – Soul Recognition

The Last PoemRate this poem

I pushed her hair away from her face

She slept for hours

It was even colder than before

Shuddered in the darkness

Staring, hoping for her to get well

All through my life she stood by my side

Every time I fall telling me … Continue reading The Last Poem

Running Away (for a friend)Rate this poem

Just running. Feeling the wind on my back. Just moving. Getting away from where I am.

Please forgive me. I didn’t mean what I said. Please forget me. It will be healthier that way.

No problems. That’s just a lie. No perfection. It’s … Continue reading Running Away (for a friend)

I hope you're happyRate this poem

I hope you’re happy. I hope there’s a smile on your face. I hope that life will always treat you right. I hope you accomplish all your dreams, The dreams you told to me.

I hope you’re happy.

And when the world seems to … Continue reading I hope you're happy

A girl named Destiny3 (60%) 1 vote

“How can my life be so cruel and so not goddamn fair??” –

– A thought in my head as I’m looking through window in despair.

My eyes of imagination go through every building or tree,

To spot a girl that will spend … Continue reading A girl named Destiny

A Dream I never wished to wake up5 (100%) 1 vote

I never expect to meet someone like you who would keep me company comfort me in times of my short comings it is like a dream come true a dream while my eyes are wide open somehow I wish … Continue reading A Dream I never wished to wake up

The reason why I exist to liveRate this poem

There are things in life that are so precious so precious you can’t take your eyes off so precious you don’t want to lose just seeing you and thinking of you makes you one of the precious thing I don’t wanna … Continue reading The reason why I exist to live

Be Strong4 (80%) 1 vote

*****You let me know you love me, in lots of crazy ways…you make me feel special, with your laughing & joking praise…

*****You’re always there when I need you, you comfort me & you care…I can really tell you love me, I can see it … Continue reading Be Strong

The Show is OverRate this poem

The tale of us is at an end and now all that is left is a sad, slow denouement, the dance of love bereft. All the crises have been resolved; the plot, once thick, has thinned. Our sets dismantled, stage empty, because we’ve reached the end. … Continue reading The Show is Over

Why do?Rate this poem

Why do people often say hello? And at the end they always go and says sad goodbyes They build good memories then you’ll start to cry

Why do people often tell you lie? And at the end you’ll find out and they try to make amend … Continue reading Why do?

Just for JennRate this poem

Sometimes life sucks. Sometimes it seems like nothing good will ever happen. But if you just hold on. If you just move on. Life will give you such beauty.

Nothing is ever as bad as it seems. It may feel like the walls are closing … Continue reading Just for Jenn

Perdida Sin TiRate this poem

No me dejes sin ti                                                                                                                                                                         

Te quiero ver otras ves

Te busco en mis sueños

Quiero tocar te

Quiero oír tus palabras de amor

Quiero ahogarme en tu amor

Te extraño tanto

Que yo no sé ni qué hacer

Si te … Continue reading Perdida Sin Ti

Fresh New StartRate this poem

For all the times we shared I never felt this scared We no longer do the things we do And for that I am afraid of being with you

One day you woke up with my friend Forgetting I stayed home when you brought him … Continue reading Fresh New Start

State of BeingRate this poem

Can’t really explain where I’m at now. Can’t really explain what’s happening to me. I’ve seemed to hit a soft spot. A place that caught me when I fell. It’s almost like a sort of purgatory. It’s almost a bit like hell.

It’s a nothing … Continue reading State of Being

My Secret4 (80%) 1 vote

There is a tiny angel, Locked away Within a cage of ribs, Next to my heart. She whispers to me, Endlessly. Sweet Endearments, Promises, Never to leave my side. I ignore her. But, she is not angry with me.

There is a tiny angel, Locked … Continue reading My Secret

The DarknessRate this poem

Lying on my bed In the dark I have no fear For I welcome The dark The black velvet Envelopes me Cocoons me Soothes me No ghosts, demons Nor banshees’ In the still of the night Permeate my darkness For I’m not religious I came from … Continue reading The Darkness

Unfair!Rate this poem

Someone I loved is dead

I don’t know what to do

My wrists are turning red

Everything is true!

I don’t know how to face it

I don’t know what to say

For now I cry and sit

Through all night and day!

Pages turn to black

… Continue reading Unfair!

Not The SameRate this poem

I have a fascination

As morbid as it seems

With causing myself pain

And hearing my own screams

Feeling so unneeded

So lost in my own pain

That I can’t tell your waiting

Obstacles all are slain

I can’t see you there

Because … Continue reading Not The Same

Imagine thisRate this poem

Imagine this

A girl happy skateboarding around a neighborhood with her friends No pain just…Happiness She’s got her wonderful friends in real life and on the internet Nothing can ruin the friendship She’s a healthy young girl who’s always active and gives good advice Is caring…Never … Continue reading Imagine this

I Do Not Need Him AnymoreRate this poem

I still miss the guy who left me

But I found someone else and he made me feel better…

I feel so happy now…I never felt this happy before…

When he sang me those two songs I was just amazed

I’ve dated … Continue reading I Do Not Need Him Anymore

VisualizeRate this poem

A girl sits on a windowsill, waiting for that text

She watches the time tick by, hoping she can prove her friends wrong

She’s in love with who she wishes he was, and she can’t stop forgiving him!

Her friends call her a fool, but she hangs … Continue reading Visualize

My Fairy Tale.Rate this poem

A fairy-tale.

Where to begin.

Once upon a time.

There was a planet.

The planet grew corrupt, and nothing was upright.

But some people, they kept their heads.

And those who did, became the Protagonists in the story.

The ones who turned on themselves became … Continue reading My Fairy Tale.

BlinkRate this poem

The memories will fade

I don’t want to blink

I want them close to me

I’m right on the brink..

My memory of you is failing

I’m sitting in an empty room!

I’m looking around trying to find you

Hoping our time will resume..

I’m … Continue reading Blink

I Lost HimRate this poem

I lost him…But I wonder…Was it all my fault?

Did I make him leave me?

Oh I don’t know…Well he left me for my friend…

She and I aren’t talking…I’m not mad at her at all…

It’s just…Sad without her to talk to…She understood my … Continue reading I Lost Him

Meaningless WordsRate this poem

You say these words, And act like you can hurt me. You think I’ll fall down sobbing. You think that I am worthless.

Well I know who you are, And I know what you’ve done. Still, there is nothing you can say, To make me cry … Continue reading Meaningless Words

Everyone is goneRate this poem

Everyone’s gone…They left me

I don’t know who to turn to now for advice…

I’ve been deleted from them…

Only two had chosen to stay…

I feel like one of them will leave soon

I don’t know why he stays he needs to let go … Continue reading Everyone is gone

Reap/ShakeRate this poem

I  looked for words found only the wrong ones damn things – they never do what you want!

I tried to please only to offend, anger I tried to embrace you wriggled free to sprint away into a field stretching forever

I wished the best at which … Continue reading Reap/Shake

HonestyRate this poem

My cuts are getting deeper

The blood is dripping down

My friends try to stop me

But I just don’t know how

Friends attempting suicide

If they go I go

So much is happening

My thoughts are sunken low

I miss the one who left

I can’t … Continue reading Honesty

Sweet bitter memory5 (100%) 1 vote

A moment in silence In a timeless riddle of life Embracing the coldness of the night Alone in the crack of dawn Walking without nothing to own Should I be thankful? Should I be grateful? I feel dead and afraid For the life you … Continue reading Sweet bitter memory

Illegal Love; So SorryRate this poem

Illegal love

It sounds so romantic and so bad

But when actually faced with it

To have to either give up the one I love

Or go on without blessings

Is so confusing, so stressful

I don’t think I can give him up

Even … Continue reading Illegal Love; So Sorry

AlphaRate this poem

I used to be on top. I used to be the best. I used to be looked up to, By others, whom some surely detest.

I used to have it all. I used to be in a clique. I used to be like a robot, Never saying anything that … Continue reading Alpha

Abuse (written for a friend)5 (100%) 1 vote

You never tell me that you love me. You never tell me that you will be there. You never tell me that you love me, so, How am I supposed to know?

Only three little words need to be said. Without them, … Continue reading Abuse (written for a friend)