Why these dark days never end,
Why the sky is that colour of blue..
Why I write but can’t press send..
Why I can’t forget about you..
These are questions that haunt me..
Ones that I must know the answers too!
There’s so much in this world that we don’t … Continue reading Tangled Without Release
You sit by the window…
It’s raining outside and you wait for him…
He promised he would be there that day…
That certain hour and yet…
He doesn’t come
You call him over and over you want to hear his sweet voice…
You sigh and wait…
Then a couple … Continue reading Waiting
This is my heart
It’s a special art
It’s very fragile
Also to be emotional
Please don’t let it be stab
So it’ll last like a lab
It’s also a happy place
But it too can ace
It maybe bad too
But I think it hates your two
It can … Continue reading This is my heart
With every injustice and deadly face
I wander amongst the dead of night
Hoping for a miracle from above
But I swear I don’t deserve his tears
My demise cuts deep within shattered hearts
I smooth out the wrinkled sorrows
I touched the world with a … Continue reading Surrender
3 / 5 ( 1 vote )
Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
I said I loved you.
And you loved me too.
Then you crushed me to get to my best friend.
Now, look at that, our friendship is at an end.
You lied and you cheated.
I thought … Continue reading Only You Can Make Me Cry
School gives me so much stress.
Sometimes I just want to quit.
I know it will help me get my dream job,
But sometimes it drives me to the edge.
Sometimes the people at my school,
Say some really bad stuff.
It once drove me to almost commiting suicide.
Why … Continue reading Hard Times
There are too many sad poems on here!
They are beautiful and dangerous!
I love to read them, but they make me want to cry!
My life’s purpose is to make people smile!
There are too many sad people!
I need helpers!
The only helpers I can find are all … Continue reading So Many Sad People!
I guess I could say I’m happy.
I have no care today.
I’m smiling and laughing.
Nothing can make me sad.
I guess that makes me happy!
3 / 5 ( 1 vote )
Her eyes blaze an inferno of thought.
Her light colored hair falls into her eyes like the darkest blanket of night
She smiles so brilliantly when she cries; her laughter so painful to watch.
My best friend; my worst enemy.
She is consistent and … Continue reading I only have one love
Most of my friends hate me now for something I didn’t do.
They think I was the one who paired them up with a person no one likes.
Why would I do that to my friends?
I feel like I’m just a piece of dirt where they can walk all … Continue reading I would trust you if I were you
The ambiguity of your feelings towards me left me with questions and doubts Do you feel the same? or am I just creating another illusion… I wanna cry my heart out when I saw you talking with another girl It pierced my heart and it burst and bleed Why do … Continue reading Hanging
5 / 5 ( 2 votes )
Do you even really love me?
Do you even really care?
Did you feel that something when we held hands like I did?
I get lost in your eyes.
Your smile makes my day.
Is everything you say we have what you truly think?
The … Continue reading Are you true?
I never noticed
I never knew
how I fell
head over heels for you
now I wish I didn’t
now I wish it stopped
because you weren’t there to catch me
when the anguish came!
you said you loved me, you always did!
you said I was a beautiful kid.
… Continue reading I wish I did not
You are supposed to be mine.
You are supposed to tell me.
You are supposed to love me.
You said you did.
You went with her.
Behind my back!
I know your history together!
She can’t hide the fact.
You may be faithful,
But I doubt that she … Continue reading With Her
Im sorry I failed you, if thats what I did.
Im sorry I wasn’t good enough to help you.
Im sorry your problems beat my own.
Im sorry I have a temper.
Im sorry I’m a human being, with feelings of my own.
If you can’t accept my apology, I … Continue reading I’m Not Sorry!
If I fall, will you catch me?
If I get scared, will you hold me?
If I cry, will you make me smile?
If I told you I love you, would you say you love me too?
Contagious insanity has found its way to my mind..
Mindless thoughts run through my head..
Is that even possible? It has to be, for it is happening.
I can’t tell reality from dream..
I don’t understand or trust my own feelings anymore.
WHAT IS GOING ON IN MY MIND?
Can … Continue reading Delusions.
I still walked down the road, still searching for…
you so strong and brilliant, seeming to know where you were going.
I followed that beauty, for as long as I could stay
but you said “I am not your lover. I can’t show you the way”
Separated and alone we wandered … Continue reading The road out of damnation
I sat in the window looking out on the town.
I looked all about me and wondered about life.
Katie Perry’s E.T. played on the radio near my bed.
While these old little thoughts danced through my head.
Is it really worth it to stay in when it rains?
… Continue reading The Silly Sad Poem
Time goes by too quickly when you want something to last.
Time goes by too slowly when you want something to end (or come).
Time never does what we want.
Perhaps it’s because we want it too much.
If you just enjoy what’s now,
Maybe time will give you the … Continue reading Time
1 / 5 ( 1 vote )
I have had already 2 broken hearts.
Please don’t give me another.
I hope you aren’t playing with my feeling,
Like everyone else does. :(
Your my best friend.
You wouldn’t do that to me.
Or am I falling into another trap?
… Continue reading I Do not Want a 3rd
Death’s a lonely soul, wandering around, Crying, whispering, wishing, wanting. Life in a dark shell, Wondering why no one cares. Surely, deep enough, if you only knew, How people love you. Don’t cry, don’t hide. Know enough to let you flow Why did you do it? Please don’t do it. … Continue reading Suicidal: Ones Own Life
Learning to live for me wasn’t easy Learning to wake up every morning without him there Learning to accept the fact he will never come back Realizing new things that I really did not know until I came here & I met you I really should say I met you … Continue reading Seeing him again <3
3 / 5 ( 3 votes )
It was because of you that I did not sleep at night waiting for you to kiss me goodnight
It was for you that I worked very hard in school to get good grades and to graduate
It was because of you that … Continue reading It Was Because of You
Losing you was my worst rejection I wish I had you & your protection I am scared of repeating the same story & then losing you again I don’t want to cry for love anymore, I don’t want to be sad and have nothing else to take I don’t wanna … Continue reading Realizing I lost you
Spoken lies he preaches beneath the truth.
Written truth burned before my eyes.
A thousand encrypted scars lie within me.
Thousand shards of glass shatter.
He tells me he can’t stop loving me.
He tells me he’s ‘too … Continue reading Lies
As the line between reality and fantasy blurs..
As my therapist gets tired of my lies..
As my mind slurs..
As I say my last good-byes..
I fall down, and nobody’s there to see me.
I get up, and nobody’s there to congratulate me.
If I go, who will even understand … Continue reading My Story
You made it seem like I took your whole life away but keep in mind that’s only what you say, If you listen to your heart you will maybe find the reason why I did not kept you, the reason why I did not break you, the reason why today … Continue reading The Reasons
Let me go ahead and tell you how I feel, Let me go ahead and open my heart’s worst fear, Let me tell you what you did And everything I’ve gone through, Let me get started by saying it’s a mess, You left my heart in tiny pieces which no … Continue reading Now I could say goodbye to you
Sometimes I sit here thinking.
all while my mind is sinking.
I think of memories, who will miss me?
I think of people, the sights I didn’t see.
and I realize that I don’t care.
and I realize what I didn’t share.
while all these thoughts go through my head.
I … Continue reading My Facade
I have these times when I miss you
when it seems my world is falling through
and I have these times when I hate you
when it seems nothing you say is true
tell me, are there any promises you made me that you haven’t broken yet?
even so, my … Continue reading Confliction
Can anyone tell me what i’m supposed to be doing?
I can’t understand myself anymore, I can feel myself slipping
BUT WHERE WILL I LAND?!
I feel myself falling, can anyone tell me whats on the other side?
Where am I supposed to be?
Im so cold. Im so scared. … Continue reading This Cry For Help
Is it weird to feel
As if i’ve lost my mind?
And is it odd not to know
About everything I find?
Everyday I feel more wrong
Everything moves and shifts
Like I don’t really fit
It’s like I don’t belong.
Can anyone tell me
Does anyone see
How I’m messing … Continue reading Lost in tears
Have you ever had a day
when nothing was okay?
you sat alone in a fading light
and you couldn’t get to sleep at night?
have you ever felt as if
your heart was going stiff?
can you ever feel
every touch makes you reel?
because your so deprived
its … Continue reading Fading
Every time I look into your eyes
my thoughts go miles and miles
My heart just can’t stop smiling
Every time I hear your voice
it is like that I am in a cloud nine
My heart just can’t stop smiling
Every time our hands touched
it … Continue reading You Make My Heart Smile
Look at me now I have changed Remember I am not the same Say the things you wish to say But it doesn’t matter ’cause I have gone away Away from love, away from you, Away from lies, that were not true I gave you everything I had, now your … Continue reading Remember I changed <\3
Remember the hardest day of your life,
Remember your saying everything will be alright,
Remember your warm touch and soft kiss,
Remember your saying you will never leave me,
Tell me now, do you remember?
Do you remember what happened in December?
Do you remember our last goodbye & my … Continue reading I Hope You Remember
You try to compare me with her, You knew that if I told you the truth, I would have broken your heart in two, Well you picked her instead of me, Knowing you loved me, So what I did I know was wrong, But I choose him for what you … Continue reading You had me, you lost me.
I feel as if everything has been ripped out of my soul
Every piece of me is gone,
And I cannot breathe.
I say to myself I do not want this life
And I wonder if this pain will ever disappear
This is not real I keep believing that,
Because … Continue reading This is not real
Rescue me from this sorrow that’s drowning me.
I will die by your hand but it’s not how it should be…only God decides my demise
Even he can’t stop me from dying of a broken heart.
I wish I could … Continue reading Liberate
Everyday we ignore how truly broken this world is.
We tell ourselves that the world is okay, that we’ll survive.
Truth is: not only is this world not as pleasing as it all seems, but we are all a bunch of liars.
I can sit here and tell you how … Continue reading Broken, Retched World
3 / 5 ( 1 vote )
If only I could change my name.
If only I could start over.
If only you would hear what I wanted to tell you.
If only you believed ME.
If only you didn’t laugh and pretend it wasn’t happening.
If only you stood … Continue reading If Only You Spoke Up
4 / 5 ( 1 vote )
When I look in the mirror what do I see??
I see a stranger at times and a best friend at others.
I see a face that has opportunities; but doesn’t even catch them.
I see someone with so many options; but chooses … Continue reading Mirrors
Show me the love
I was supposed to have
For I got nothing
I didn’t deserve it in life
I wonder what I did to get this distance
As I travel in life
To find why I lost it
My tears will never dry
For … Continue reading This lonely heart of mine
Porcelain faces haunt the depths of shattered eyes and construct catacombs for the genuine souls.
Relinquished tears smear the very life of hollow hearts who know not what to make of these manikin bodies.
How to be strong when society screws you over and … Continue reading Pseudo
4 / 5 ( 1 vote )
I was right in front of you.
I was your best friend.
I had a crush and you knew,
But you didn’t feel the same.
I went through it all with you,
Never losing the feelings,
Waiting for you to finally feel the … Continue reading I Was Right in Front of You
I knew even then that you were a broken man. I knew what you had been through in that awful war, but never really understood what it was like for you. You lost all your friends there in the mud, came home to a country that didn’t want you back, … Continue reading For Richard Doc Conway
The slightest breeze is a gale force, pushing me closer to the warmth of her skin. My intent to avoid her; to avoid any contact is laughable. There is an energy there so fierce and alive. She is an inferno and I am the air, pulled ever closer towards being … Continue reading This is about you.
I should do the things you accuse me of
I should make you wish you weren’t in love
I should make you cry and wish that I was there
I should make you see it isn’t fair
I should show you how you make me feel
I should show you … Continue reading I Really Should
I awake each morning without you by my side. Why’d you have to leave me Alone I am forced to suffer.
After you departed a piece of me left with you, Leaving an empty hole within my heart. The only trace you left behind was the pack of lifesavers half … Continue reading Lifesavers
Straying outside the lines Falling through the seams My outstretched hand Clutches air
Where are you My angel, Come save me from The loneliness of life
Darkness oozes all around As I lose my grip on the world I know you’re there So why do you choose to hide?
Show me … Continue reading My Angel
Grains of sand slip in between sun-cracked toes– Submerging them with every step, Clings like a newborn to tired feet
A great distance I have been, Through thick and thin I’ve walked Along your footprints– so We’d be together at the end
You lifted up a spindly twig, And drew … Continue reading Footprints in the Sand
I’ve been sitting at the station Since the day you departed, just me and dead roses, waiting, hoping, dying
Days turn to weeks, spring into summer People come and go as do the years but on the bench I do remain waiting, hoping, dying
The tracks have rusted over and … Continue reading Train Station
Dear my secret admire,
This is the last letter I write to you.
I am putting my feelings inside it,
I am writing in pen just to get started,
well I really don’t know what to say, but with you in my life all I make is mistakes.
I am a … Continue reading Last letter for you </3
Il pleut à grosses larmes sur mes pensées Avec le soir humide comme seul horizon Quand tu m’as quitté, une flèche s’est fichée Au cœur rouillé de ma passion
Je titube, ivre de ce chagrin défunt Trébuchant sur d’illusoires illusions Mes bras tendus tentent de happer ton corps fantôme Qui … Continue reading Raison hantee
I always have that same nightmare Where I fall deeply into the no where Fast like the wind Free like the blink Is it the beginning of the end? Is it what I shall not pretend? I’m frightened by the darkened years to come I’ll never handle with any compromise … Continue reading Black Sea
There is no humor in my stance, as there are no open fires in my heart but I don’t mind as much as I do. Sometimes I think that what I’ve lost is lost, but there are places it still finds me, places it reaches me, knowing where I’d be … Continue reading Public Transportation
I am the rock
Water shapes me, laps at my skin and molds what I perceive.
From inside my rock-ness I see only darkness, hearing everything, and caring nothing at all for what I hear.
The only sound that concerns me is the water; the only thing that … Continue reading Self-Petrology
(although I haven’t written rhyming poems in years, I thought “Well why the hell not?” So I wrote one yesterday, and now I’m writing another especially for the person who reminded me of how useful structure can be.)
I drink from a black rose petal chalice
each morning; silver champagne.
Each morning … Continue reading For my Rhyming Friend Shasta
Somedays I feel so broken Beyond repair Torn open Pieces scattered everywhere
I try to pick up the pieces And assemble them in order But one by one, piece by piece They lie scattered on the floor
All I want is to be whole again To love and laugh Smile … Continue reading Broken
I can’t seem to write anything today.
I want to write a new verse
but my brain gets in my way.
My hands they want to speak to me.
I want to listen to my friends.
Will hands defeat brain today? We’ll see.
I explode out of the gate, racing … Continue reading Pre-season game
We smoke cigarettes in the dark,
while we drive around in my car.
You sit across from me.
Just three feet from me.
We listen to the radio.
I wonder if we’ll ever go
I didn’t think so.
We drive in circles; always in circles.
I look at … Continue reading Driving in Circles
When he is gone
And left this world
Your love will show
Your love will show through the tears you shed
And the heartache you endure
When he, your husband
Has passed on
You may fall to pieces
But, you must be strong
For the sake of your children
You … Continue reading When Your Husband Is Gone
Why do you play with my heart
You say magic is not real
And love is only a dream
Why do you play with my feelings
And say that it is not real
Why do you create a scene
Catching your breath
When walking past me
Saying it is not … Continue reading Love is not real
Don’t throw me in the dustpan
Like a used cola can
For I am like a empty coconut shell
Don’t look away with disgust
Like you do at street dogs
Don’t deny me
Like you do to those around you
For I am
A empty coconut … Continue reading Empty Without You
Appealing to me
Appealing to my desire
Your eyes so deep in thought
Your hands so soft
Never endless power of passion to sought
Thinking of you
Emotions running wild
Inside of me a thrill
An excitement of love
On seeing your face
Your funny smile
The way you are
… Continue reading Appealing to me
3 / 5 ( 2 votes )
Thought I was getting better Thought I was getting stronger Why do I feel sad Why am I crying
I should not hurt so Things he says Things he does Should no longer pain me so
But I hurt I cry The tears … Continue reading Bleak
Thoughts are so tough
Feelings are so rough
Words are so hard
Reality is so frustrating
You do not know
Your smile kills me
I do not know
How to breathe easily
I am not alone
… Continue reading You mean so much to me
I am afraid…
I am afraid your smiling lips
Will tell a lie
I am afraid your shining eyes
Will hide away
I am afraid your pretty face
Will fade away
In the darkness of this cruel world
I am afraid I will lose you one day
I am afraid … Continue reading Pretty Face
Never endless is this life
With heartache and pain
Darkness all around
Decisions to take
A lifeless bound
Freedom seems so far away
And happiness never to be found
If you dream
Hold on to that you will see
Forever you will be
In the timeline to succeed
Yours … Continue reading Yours Is To Decide Destiny
I searched myself
Within my soul
To find happiness
I searched myself
And all I found was…
Nothing at all
I searched myself
To be pleased
I searched myself
To be free
I searched myself
And found you
The trueness of my being
Now I have all I … Continue reading Search Myself
I remember you tonight
I miss you now
More than ever
I see you in your son’s face
I remember you tonight
By the fragrance of your shirt
Your washed out blue jeans
The open space next to me
I remember where we first kissed
The last time we … Continue reading I Remember You Tonight
I dream of you
Every night I close my eyes
I see your face
In my heart
There you are
It is no joke
How I feel
It is for real
Can’t help myself
I have to tell
How can I come through
In my life
There is … Continue reading Dream of You
Deep brown eyes looking at me
Looking at me with love
I can’t deny
Because of the bond
I can’t accept because of “real” life
No passion inside
I can’t lie anymore
I can’t be truthful now
How do I survive
From this moment … Continue reading Brown Eyes