Monthly Archives: November 2010

3.6 / 5 ( 5 votes )

You told me on a Sunday that It wasn’t going to work, I cried the whole entire day because it was supposed to hurt, I looked around & all I see was pictures of you & me, I go ahead & looked at … Continue reading *The last days of sadness*

I love your hugs I love your kisses I love your touches I love your smiles it makes me miss you even more it makes me love you even more I love everything about you, except that you are a player …

5 / 5 ( 1 vote )

Even though I never met you, we’re still suffering this painful feeling that won’t get away since you passed away, In my dreams I dream about you the person I never got to meet because when I was born you were no longer … Continue reading The Grandfather I never met

oh my dear I love you so, But there’re just things I can not  show, you said you don’t show love physically, you said you like keeping things secretly, I go ahead and trust your words, hoping they were not lies you said, I believe everything in you, now Im stuck … Continue reading The moment I will never forget

3.7 / 5 ( 3 votes )

Im sorry that you fell in love with the wrong person because I don’t love you, Im sorry to tell you this, it’s that everything happened too quickly and you felt for me but I didn’t fall for you, I wish you would … Continue reading *Never change the one you love for a person you like*

I scream your name when Im asleep, I dream about you every single night, it’s like a nightmare that won’t leave me alone I want to forget you but I simply can’t, I try and try but it’s impossible, I wish I could go far away where you’re not near so … Continue reading I loved you forever but forever is over

Even though you’re gone you’re still in my heart. it was once with you, but no longer with you it was the time of my life which no longer has been. you were the only one who was nice and the only one who seemed to care. you were the … Continue reading You are Gone

I stand in the rain, wishing this pain will go away, I look up at the stars hoping you are doing the same, you looked me in the eyes and I can hear you say , please stay with me today and never let me go away, I know I … Continue reading In Love I could believe

you left me without even saying goodbye, you hurt me when I thought everything was going right, the angels took you away from me but I promise you will always be, the one  that I won’t forget, the one I bother less, the one that scared me to death, the … Continue reading You will always be in my <3

With every forward I’m taking with every incident I’m backing there is a will pushing me again there is a reality pushing me away if I want it I must have it gather all my strength and hit

she’s living within my inside there is nothing I can hide Quiet … Continue reading Forward Backing

& now you see me here crying for an impossible love, for a love that I die for, for you the guy I met & I fell in love with, & now you’re gonna tell me you’re moving, that you’re going away, it hurts me so much to know that … Continue reading When the one you love is gone :(

I remember the time when everything was right, when you didn’t have to choose either me or her, When you held my hand in front of everyone, when you didn’t care what they thought of us , when you looked me in my eyes and told me everything would be … Continue reading A mistake that changed my life

I was drowning In my own sea of tears. I was burning From that hole you left here. I was poisoned From the inflicted fear. Then was beaten Down by your rejection. Left with nothing At all for protection. An overdose Without a correction. And hypnotized By the way you … Continue reading Drowning in sea of tears

You say you love me ? but you still go to her … I tell you, you must choose, me or her it’s that simple … yet I never say … the truth is that I love you and it hurts me to see you’re with her … yes, I … Continue reading Me or Her

Love is the insanity that controls your life it’s not about Christianity it’s all about sensuality just comes as the rush like a player having a royal flush rising and betting wishing to control the table but suddenly he is no longer able cause he forgot about the bluff and … Continue reading Bluffers

Boy with that smile on your face you make me believe that there could ever be something between us but then with that kiss and those sweet words you said to me you made me fall for you completely now I can’t find the words to say I love you … Continue reading What should I do ?

Even though you’re not here to see all that you had left of me , even though you’re not here to say sorry I need you near, even though that you had broken my heart, all I could ever think of is how you were so blind, I know that … Continue reading Move on without the one you love

Losing a second chance you found someone to love you and replaced me in your heart I found myself hurt knowing my heart seeks only you I caught your eyes staring at mine you still love me comes into my mind I tried to get your attention but you always … Continue reading Losing a second chance

Today I see what you really meant to me I search and search but never find someone like you, today I take a step forward and leave my past behind and start a new beginning where you are not in it I feel happy to say I don’t want to … Continue reading Today I take a step foward

Here I go again thinking if we could be together but every time I think of you and me there’s a tear that comes out in my eyes Cause I know it won’t happen Cause there’s someone else who owns your heart and I cannot force you to love me … Continue reading I Cannot Forget You

5 / 5 ( 2 votes )

The first day I saw you My eyes would not leave sight of you I thought you where perfect I wanted you to be mine But I was scared to talk to you I finally go the guts to text you I remember … Continue reading I Thought I Could Trust You

Someday you will know… how it hurts… how it’s being like ME… that you left… alone… to face the world that hates you… struggle alone…

Someday you will know…

5 / 5 ( 1 vote )

Im sorry for hurting you im sorry for loving you im sorry for trying to be around you im sorry for thinking you were the one im sorry…I won’t do it again because I made a mistake of falling in love with you … Continue reading I’m sorry for loving you

3 / 5 ( 1 vote )

Death is the end of life, of love of everything. Death is nothing, or rather the absence of being.

Death is the only Absolute conqueror. He has never fought A battle and lost. He only wins And moves on.

His victims are silent, … Continue reading Death is the end

Death is terrible. Life is beautiful. Death comes quietly. Life roars. Death destroys. Life creates. Death is Glorious. Life is miserable. Death conquers. Life dies. Death builds legends. Life makes villains. Death is Life.

Silence invades, Stifling all thought. A man stands at the edge of a chasm, confused, Alone, lost.

He knows this place. His body language Makes it obvious, But he is searching, Something is missing.

He sees it, finally. The burned wreckage Of what was a bridge. It collapsed down To … Continue reading The Fall

Scribbles on the page Words out of my mouth They mean nothing.

Jane Austen, Hemingway, Even Robert Frost, Their words are but words.

What do words mean, When I have pictures? They are nothing.

What are pictures, When I have my eyes? A thousand words.

But one thousand zeroes, Or … Continue reading Reality

I live, but I am dead. I love, but I am hate. I think, but I am action. I am, but I am not. The world will not move For me anymore, Not without you, And yet, Time goes on, And the Earth moves on. All the while, The Dark … Continue reading The Dark

3 / 5 ( 2 votes )

If I fight the Push, I will die. It will crush me, Reform me into Something different.

If I become apathetic, I change yourself And the Pressure, the Press, still wins, And stays for Eternity.

The Pressure is there, Always pushing. I thought … Continue reading Pressure

There is a world full of life, and love, Peace and happiness Somewhere else.

Not in this galaxy, Maybe not Even in this Universe.

But we can be THAT world. We must recognize our brothers And our sisters.

We must realize our differences, Do not make us different, But the … Continue reading A World

Silence invades Stifling all thought. A man stands at the edge of a chasm, confused, Alone, lost

He knows this place. His body language Makes it obvious. He is searching, Something is missing.

He sees it, finally. The burned wreckage, Of what was a bridge. Collapsed down To that far … Continue reading Torture

The weight of the world Is a heavy thing to carry, To hold on the shoulders. I tried to give old Atlas A break, but I dropped it. Gently he caught it, put it back On his massive shoulders, Where it belongs, Where it will stay.

A young boy weeps, Hiding where his mother Put him just before They got there. He hides, sobbing, After watching His mother, raped and stabbed, Bleed out on the floor Of their one-room hut. The men come back, Searching for metals, Finding none, They drench the thatch Roof, wood walls, … Continue reading Genocide

The line outside The shelter grows Day by day, Week by week. The workers don’t recall A month where numbers Decreased, where less food Was served in this lonely Shelter, one of the few In this forsaken city, This forsaken state. As the unemployed rise, The homeless do. More and … Continue reading The City

I’m going to quit before I start… in the end I’m going to fail anyway, so what’s the point of beginning? Life is hard and even harder when no one loves you. I get tired of the pain and tired of the shame I feel inside everyday. My heart beat … Continue reading Quit

All the prescription pills and all the alcohol can’t make the pain go away. It tears apart the soul and eats away the heart. Days quickly turn to nights and months blow by in the blink of an eye.

The essence of beauty and grace, filled with so much potential. Your truly one of a kind. I want you so badly that it hurts inside to think of you. The missed opportunity’s that slipped away, the saddened tears and misplaced feelings of despair and anxiety.

Hopeless and tormented from the events of life I wish and hope with all my heart for me to be seen or merely just noticed I don’t want to feel this pain anymore. My soul and mind are old and losing hope. I’m barely hanging on.

My heart is getting … Continue reading It Hurts

Hearts burning, mind raging and soul on fire I’m in deep, much to deep!! Holding my head down low to avoid the stares and glares I’m in deep, much to deep!! I hate who I am, hate the person I’m becoming hate the person I’ll always be. I’m in deep, … Continue reading In Deep

2 / 5 ( 1 vote )

Long and lonely nights with bloodshot eyes mixed with a little weed and a shot of vodka, and finished off with a bullet

I walk in the room and everyone stares. Are they staring at me?

I put my head down in shame and quickly move forward and shut out the world

At first glance I look at you you shine so brightly, brightly with charm. It’s like your body is wrapped tight with beauty. I could see your nerves and your shyness YOU WERE SO BEAUTIFUL!!! I wanted to talk to you so badly but you made me vulnerable and scared … Continue reading Unknown Girl

Tired of feeling helpless Tired of being alone I’m tired of the trailer park, and all these trailer park blues.

I’m ashamed, embarrassed, and sick to my stomach. Afraid to go out, afraid of people seeing my face I’m screaming for help!!! or maybe sympathy I’m not quite sure, but … Continue reading Trailer Park Blues

A poem, you asked, As if I write By will alone.

I’ll try, I said, Thinking I may Be able to.

But as I sit To think, to write, My vision clouds.

I see no words, Only feeling, But good feeling.

How do I write When I feel good? When … Continue reading By Will Alone

Some Say that Poetry Is dumb, that they Don’t know why people Would write, don’t understand, that there are too many rules, laws, Restrictions on what they Write,(elephant) They Cannot fill form (giraffe) They should just (Duck) Be more Creative (Lion) Just write Their thoughts (hyena) And see what (skunk) … Continue reading Poetry Is Dumb

An entire thoughtless Generation, Gen devo. Punching buttons to do Math, to write, to think. Calculators, Computers Do everything for us. The age of thought, Of philosophy, Of discovery, dying, Quicker than we Grow old; and would like. Scientists discover Supposedly “new” Things, prove and disprove Pluto; don’t accomplish Anything. … Continue reading It Might Be Pigs

Humans are fickle beings, in happiness and sorrow, Sports fandom, marriage, All of life. Loyalty Is a hard thing to find. How are people all over In “wealthy” countries Happy, joyful, when people Are dying, starving sometimes Right under their noses? Some men, married To beautiful women, Are unfaithful. Sports … Continue reading Who Came Before Us

Drowning sorrows in drink, Not alcohol; coffee. Forcing myself awake Night after night, finding something to do; Never myself.

Trying always to forget, Through games, sleep, work; The curse being the more I try, the more I think Of her, of then, of us.

Poems only serve to wound Further, … Continue reading I Least Suspect

Me, And you, The Universe, Or Multiverse? Expanding outward, Away from all I know. More space between particles, Entropy tending to chaos Away from order, always. Matter, energy, constant unanswered questions About the start, No, the end, Plague us, Boom.

Sometimes I wonder If death… If death would be Better. The sweet, Sweet release from troubles Of this world is yet A depressing thought. Not for the lack Of problems; Only The pain that stalks Death like a raving Lunatic keeps me Sane; wary of Death’s Silky words, smooth, Terrible. … Continue reading Terrifying Thought