Monthly Archives: October 2010

The monster did it I swam against the riptide I awoke from my sweetest dreams, Only to find that I was in the middle of a never-ending nightmare. I took a drive, My drive into insanity, Never to return. I could never fight the monster, Because, I became the monster…

confessions of an innocent boy….for the feelings he has for a girl.

i have given up writing long time. but on the urge of a friend, tried one more time. my thoughts were constantly shaky from one place to another, thus not giving the compostion a particular theme.

You with me, I need not shed a tear, the world at my feet, the days to come look so clear. gone are the days, when I used to cry, life looked so miserable and I had no reason to lie. then you came and took my hand and we … Continue reading Now and Forever

Trusting is one thing that some just can’t do. We try to give in, but it all is still new. It’s one thing we can’t just do overnight. Some of us never will do, in his whole life. I tell people to show me, it’s not what I say. They … Continue reading I will never trust again

The way we get revenge, the way we start a fight. The things that we would do, to get someone in spite. The arguments and hostility, the moment they would know you. Is it always just that easy,  to tell if someone’s true? The anger in one’s self, the moment … Continue reading The Truth

As I open my eyes, I think all about What I have done wrong, to live in such a doubt. Is there any way, to make it better again? Life is a game that you will never win. We try to make the best of what we can at the … Continue reading My Perspective

Loving is one thing, that will break your heart. It will make you do things, that you wouldn’t do from the start. It will give you feelings, that you thought didn’t exist. It is what makes you, feel when you’re missed. It makes one believe, there’s a chance and have … Continue reading Thoughts in Our Heart

What have they done, that they try to hide? We all have our things, we keep to our self. If some people know, it might cause us hell. We try to forget the things that cause grief. Some of us have the memories that are deep. The thoughts in our … Continue reading Our Secrets

We all have that someone we can’t stand to be around. We try to change the subject, because it puts us down. And nobody knows who really is to blame. When you think about them and all you see is shame. It brings all the anger and makes other times … Continue reading Reflection

As I think about how my past has been. I know I’m not perfect, but how do I win? What have I done, that feels like it’s right? Nothing I can think of, not even worth a fight. All has been mistakes, through everything I see. Maybe that’s not it, … Continue reading The Past

The smile on your face means the world to one. They love that you’re happy and having some fun. Make the best out of times with whatever you have. You just enjoy life through the happy and the sad. The goals in your life you try to succeed. Some you … Continue reading Time Tells All

How do we tell if this moment is real? We go with our heart and the way that we feel. We give what we have and can’t give anymore. That when we know if what we feel is for sure. You go with your heart and the feelings you get. … Continue reading The Right Place

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As we open our eyes, and our day just begins. Will this be another day we want to end? As the day goes on and nothing works like it might. Another one of those days, that nothing goes right. Each second goes by … Continue reading Another Day

What is it that makes you want to feel? If it’s with your heart, if it’s fake or is it real. You give all you got, until you can’t give anymore. That will let you know, if what you feel is for sure. Because when you have given all that … Continue reading Leap of Faith

When will we know if this one is for real? Some never will, just go by how you feel. You can’t live without them for one single day. You feel so alone and can’t live this way. Will all of this really, go away in time? Or is it something … Continue reading Hopes

There are things that we do, that we try to hide. Afraid that we might have to swallow our pride. One thing that is just too bad for us to cause. Makes someone else look down on our flaws. We do what we can to try to fix all of … Continue reading Flaws in Life

The way that I feel, as I sit all alone. Is the one kind of feeling that I try not to show. Should I say what I feel or keep to myself? Being quiet would be better, because talking doesn’t help. As I think to myself, what should I do? … Continue reading Feelings

As I go through the day, I think about the best. I could’ve made my life better, along with the rest. Some of the ways, put some people down. Most of them wouldn’t, even wanna be around. They try to think about, ways to improve. I don’t try to fix … Continue reading Expectations

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How can we tell if we should really be here? Do we feel it inside, and just face our fear? Some people don’t fear, the moment to be. Others get scared about what they’ll see. There are those that don’t care and wait … Continue reading Death

Life is a chance we all have to take. Don’t be down just learn from your mistakes. Just do what you think, feels right in your heart. Be very careful though, it can tear you apart. You try to figure out on which way to go. Maybe it would be … Continue reading Life is a chance

We all have that wish, we want it to come true. We want it to succeed, but not sure what to do. So some just expect, to keep it all in their dreams. Others make it happen in any way that it seems. All of us know, to just do … Continue reading True Feelings

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Life is not all, that it’s supposed to seem. It feels like it’s just, a big shattered dream. Times can get hard, and feel pretty rough. You ever get that feeling, that you’re not enough? You try to give in, and cover from … Continue reading Life is a dream

Why do things happen, in the ways they do? I guess they call it fate, is all that really true? One will get this feeling, while the other one is near. They say that it’s called love, which also gives you fear. You get this happy feeling, which can also … Continue reading Love is a Lie

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If my Heart was Beowulf, a hero, I’ll fight any crucial foe; And if I fall; I want to stand just to answer your call. Even if how big or strong the foe is; I’ll always volunteer my fist! I’ll use no swords, … Continue reading Hero

I really enjoyed myself with you Last Night, Underneath the dark sky, and reflections of the Moonlight. You touched me so softly, I felt butterflies, Your kisses were so sweet, and just looking in your eyes I enjoyed the way your tongue marked my body everywhere, You didn’t miss a … Continue reading I Enojoyed You!!!

RIP! RIP! RIP! Stab. Rip. Stab. Stab. The sound of my heart in my solitary confinement The world has become too much to bear Chaos and confusion are starting to make it’s self known How did this happen is what I ask we were so close What we had is … Continue reading Lost Forever

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Mesmerizing, entrancing, it sings to me The tears run down but the blood runs faster The blood slides down my arm It  runs taking away the pain and confusion As it pools at my feet I know my faith and I smile It … Continue reading Blood

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My false smile, you turn away This heart beating for every day Till you return to me my love Nestled safely, little dove Till the day when you and I Can spread our wings within the sky Flying on without a sound Two … Continue reading My Dove

These words my heart holds go unspoken Some take this as gratitude or token All these things I’ve wished you believed But all that happened was me being deceived

If you only knew how much my heart aches and how much it actuall breaks You would’ve probably tried and save … Continue reading How much does my heart break

You live to lie. now I’m leaving. It hurts to cry. now I’m breathing. Deep and wide calm and soft. every story was false that was told. Admission of guilt shall never be used . she only admitted to being guilty of leaving the clues.

Left me behind others to take your place, carrying your blood, your face, and walking with your green eyes.

This tears of joy steamed down my face a sense of peace I felt. I touch that piece of information and placed it in my heart. All these years I always … Continue reading My dad left me behind in Vietnam War

 This screwed up blotched paperwork lies in the waste basket. This ‘ready to be disposed of’ remembers being part of the fold, in a pad with others. This once milky white ‘yet to be defined’ turned out to be a doodle. This paperwork became just another ‘throw away’ of no … Continue reading This Paperwork

Long before I gave sight Love blossoms without sorrow Moonlight shines in a rainy day Even your smallest glimpse of me Brings joyful memories In the last verse of our poetry Take my hand be with me Before God takes my breath away And strangers stole you along our way

Open scares, you dug deeper with all your lies, like a child I was a fool, you painted yourself as chocolate bar, drew me in and let me drool, yeah you thought that was so cool, gave you my heart thinking you wouldn’t be the one to part, but it … Continue reading Something from the past

Rain falls in the coldest summertime As your agony awakens my soundless night Fading colors in your once joyful life For his great love no longer in sight Thoughts whispers in rhyme Profound words almost bleed my eyes Lost in its darkest melody For someone wishes to be free But … Continue reading Your heartfelt love

I once loved the man I wanted and won his heart but his lips won’t. My life won’t stay the same, when his lips won’t speak my name. I die when our love is what he forgets, it drags me to hell with all regrets. My body was cold, still, … Continue reading Love is Useless