Wesley Robert Grimm | Free Poems
Quit
I’m going to quit before I start…
in the end I’m going to fail anyway,
so what’s the point of beginning?
Life is hard and even harder when no one loves you.
I get tired of the pain and tired of the shame I feel inside everyday.
My heart beat begins to slow…
There’s nothing in my day that encourages my life to be thrilled or amused.
All there is,
is a painful nocuous burning sensation in my stomach that just won’t go away.
Die from the Inside
All the prescription pills
and all the alcohol can’t make the pain go away.
It tears apart the soul
and eats away the heart.
Days quickly turn to nights
and months blow by in the blink of an eye.
EMMA
The essence of beauty and grace,
filled with so much potential.
Your truly one of a kind.
I want you so badly
that it hurts inside to think of you.
The missed opportunity’s that slipped away,
the saddened tears and misplaced feelings of despair and anxiety.
It Hurts
Hopeless and tormented
from the events of life
I wish and hope with all my heart
for me to be seen or merely just noticed
I don’t want to feel this pain anymore.
My soul and mind are old and losing hope.
I’m barely hanging on.
My heart is getting ready to be foreclosed on,
and there’s nothing I can do about it.
I’m helpless, hopeless, and drained from the anxiety
felt through my body on a daily basis.
In Deep
Hearts burning, mind raging and soul on fire
I’m in deep, much to deep!!
Holding my head down low to avoid the stares and glares
I’m in deep, much to deep!!
I hate who I am, hate the person I’m becoming
hate the person I’ll always be.
I’m in deep, much to deep!!
I can’t make you happy, your better off alone
I’m in deep, much to deep!!
I’m not the one for you
I’m depressing, dumb, ugly and stupid
and my life is going down hill
don’t go down it with me
It’s too deep, much too deep!!