I’m going to quit before I start… in the end I’m going to fail anyway, so what’s the point of beginning? Life is hard and even harder when no one loves you. I get tired of the pain and tired of the shame I feel inside everyday. My heart beat … Continue reading Quit
All the prescription pills and all the alcohol can’t make the pain go away. It tears apart the soul and eats away the heart. Days quickly turn to nights and months blow by in the blink of an eye.
The essence of beauty and grace, filled with so much potential. Your truly one of a kind. I want you so badly that it hurts inside to think of you. The missed opportunity’s that slipped away, the saddened tears and misplaced feelings of despair and anxiety.
Hopeless and tormented from the events of life I wish and hope with all my heart for me to be seen or merely just noticed I don’t want to feel this pain anymore. My soul and mind are old and losing hope. I’m barely hanging on.
My heart is getting … Continue reading It Hurts
Hearts burning, mind raging and soul on fire I’m in deep, much to deep!! Holding my head down low to avoid the stares and glares I’m in deep, much to deep!! I hate who I am, hate the person I’m becoming hate the person I’ll always be. I’m in deep, … Continue reading In Deep